Its ab my mother being drunk, 
its not a great song to listen, but its something i needed to make..

LYRICS

ay, i grew up with a mom who was drunk every day
had to walk on eggshells and watch what i say
so i dont upset her in a way that gets us 
into hell, 
into a madness
into place 
where her selfishness shows
i guess ill tell how the whole story went oh no

it was monday the thirteenth of june 
i woke up happy and she was in a bad mood
so hung over from the day before
and before, i even open my eyes she came crashing through the door 
sayin i should wake up, i should be something other than a shmuck who was depressed
she was always critiquing how my mentals mess

okay, back to importants
she was rushing in and out closets and shutting doors and lockin em
i knew what was happening then the whole world came crumbling in
she came out fine then a few minutes later she was loopy
tellin me how she wants to watch a movie right before i head out the door with my dad
he was by my side when the moment crashed in 
i told her "are you okay? have you been drinkin today?" and i triggered a response and i knew what she would say next 
" hey! dont call me drunk, im jus feelin good and im having my fun! "
then i said "  well that answers it " 
that pissed her off even more and then the, whole house started fighting 
my dad backin up my mom, 
i said fuck the both of you ill be gone 
next hour i was walking down the street
cryin to my self i dont want this life if its gonna be like this 
i just wanna a mom who puts her kids first 
and focuses on herself not the liquor 
wish everyday wasn't full of bickering 
now im leaving my neighborhood
then my dad rolls up sayin everything is good
she really misses you 
i said she's so bipolar
yelling at me one minute then wants me to get closer 
 

ay, i grew up with a mom who was drunk every day
had to walk on eggshells and watch what i say
so i dont upset her in a way that gets us 
into hell, 
into a madness
into place 
where her selfishness shows
a place where my hatred would grow for the addiction, that was controlling my mom

Drunk!

april fools_conspiracy theories

I Am_ I Can

September Sparky Deathcap Spoken Word

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This month we’re bringing you along to our Summer Party live from The Glory, where we launched the 10th and last publication in the FDBN series: FDBNHLLLTTFMOURNING, edited by amy etherington. 

During today’s show, we’re going to hear readings from amy etherington, Jack Lowerson, James Sunderland, Iouitta Triantafflou, Biogal, zack mennell, A Lyons, and Julian Konuk, all hosted by our resident troublemaker Donna the First.

Sticky Fingers in Your Ears | #7 Summer Party Special

Wanted feat. Nevelle Viracocha

**NEW** MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/I4fJ3uO7cHI

GWatts - Off Work Freestyle ( Ft. Big Swapp & FeVaOG )

ALL SUMMER 
songwriting/vocals by swim. søul
prod. by @realseanjonez 
mix/master by @theg0dfather666

Pre-chorus:
I can floss on my own
Don't need nobody bitch
I'm just in my zone
Think I got insomnia
But I'll never know
I'm just staying up for my bros
I just been stuck on the coast
Spittin' tracks to relax cus
These niggas do the most
If that come with cash then
That's cool, I don't know
I'm tryna smoke for the most part
Cus you'll learn to float when you first spark
and you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know (yeah)

Chorus:
So let's get lifted all summer
Life's short tell your niggas that you love'em
I'm yours, but I gotta keep it coming
I'm just tryna chill for the most part
Cause you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know (yeah, yea)

Verse:
Line up it hurts but a nigga still swim
Back almost burst but a nigga still hit
Tatted on the verse I want purse then I'll dip
Spent a 100 on a shirt just to say that I did
We been in the party smokin ganja getting lit
I don't trust nobody bitch I got no friends
Fuck niggas talking you can catch both hands
I been smoking on this Waka while she moving wit no hands
Told her, Told her, Told her, Told her do that shit again
She just came to kick it with her motherfuckin friends
And she don't know about me but she said that this her jam
Had to bring that ass back, I had to see that shit again
See that shit again, See that shit again
She just came to kick it with her motherfucking friends
but she said this her jam, so I made her do her dance
Had to bring that ass, I gotta see that shit again yeah

Pre-chorus:
I can floss on my own
Don't need nobody bitch
I'm just in my zone
Think I got insomnia
But I'll never know
I'm just staying up for my bros
I just been stuck on the coast
Spittin' tracks to relax cus
These niggas do the most
If that come with cash then
That's cool, I don't know
I'm just tryna smoke for the most part
Cus you'll learn to float when you first spark
and you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know (yeah)

Chorus (x2): 
So let's get lifted all summer
Life's short tell your niggas that you love'em
I'm yours, but I gotta keep it coming
I'm just tryna chill for the most part
Cause you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know when it'll get dark
and you'll never know (yeah)

Outro

All Summer

CREDITS
 (prod.wetgropes)
back up vocals by my A1, my wife <3 Neve!
Bumped her down to just my baby mama.
The true colors outlined here, because all I want to do is lie with you but all I really do is lie to you.

lay here

Lyrics : || https://genius.com/Xxmisfit-mine-forever-ft-j-winterz-and-kendall-lyrics

Music Video : || https://youtu.be/oWYtIXDh9Ck

Mine Forever

MINE FOREVER (Ft. J Winterz & Kendall)[Prod. By YoungKimJ]

I have been writing for my whole life. Writing has always saved me. The reciting though, that is expanding me. Thank you for coming to vibe out with me! Please feel free to share if you are moved :-)

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