produced by: xaerots
mixed by: xaerots
mastered by: guapomontana

Yo, I been going through it
And its like I don't feel no more
I got pain up in my heart bae
You don't know this feeling though

And you know I never lied to you
You know its true
And I hurt my fucking pride for you
What was it for?

I been working everyday
I'm just tryna play my part (play my part)
And I know you don't even think about 
When you broke my heart (broke my heart)
I only wear this fashion just to cover up my scars
I been running from the pain 
Bae, you don't know this shit is hard

And I know I said I'd never change (I'd never do it)
But I don't even feel the same damn way (same damn way)
Sometimes I just wanna go away
Baby what if I went MIA
Like would you even care?

You wouldn't think about if I wasn't here
Feel the same even with my peers
Like bae, I hate myself and my appearance
I'd tell you about my past
but you don't wanna fucking hear it 
I feel so selfish
Sometimes I just want to feel less (yeah)

Bae I know you wouldn't hear this
I just had to get it off my chest
And I don't got no ego
So I don't think I'm the best
But you know damn well I treated you better than all of them
And I gave you all of my heart
Bae I gave you all my heart

Yo, I been going through it
And its like I don't feel no more
I got pain up in my heart bae
You don't know this feeling though

And you know I never lied to you
You know its true
And I hurt my fucking pride for you
What was it for?

I been working everyday
I'm just tryna play my part (play my part)
And I know you don't even think about 
When you broke my heart (broke my heart)
I only wear this fashion just to cover up my scars
I been running from the pain 
bae, you don't know this shit is hard

And I know I said I'd never change (I'd never do it)
But I don't even feel the same damn way (same damn way)
Sometimes I just wanna go away
Baby what if I went MIA
Like would you even care?

You wouldn't think about if I wasn't here
Feel the same even with my peers
Like bae, I hate myself and my appearance
I'd tell you about my past
but you don't wanna fucking hear it 
I feel so selfish
Sometimes I just want to feel less (yeah)

asters

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