Produced by Xenai
Art by Layan Raed

Wait
I've been waiting so long
To find a love like yours
Set me ablaze

Wait
I've seen a vision colorful
I'm not a stranger to your moves
Go ahead and play

Girl
I'll fill you deeper than you'll ever know
Take you places that you've never gone
Don't let go until you let me go

Hey
Girl
I want your heat I wanna leave the cold
When I'm in you I wanna feel your soul
Don't let go until we go alone

Are we just faking or making love?
Are our souls just gazing or have they been touched?
Honest eyes behind a bitten tongue
Girl I wanted more than looks give me real love

We're just alike, are we too different?
Not used to lying, but we get intense
It's destiny, am I making sense?
You're a masterpiece, for you I'd mend
My broken heart, I won't regret
The woken hours, for you I'd spend
Eternity in heaven, hell you're killing me
I'll break this cell

Girl, I got that rhythm that you like
Know you want that intimate aside
I'm the one for you girl I won't lie
Let me take you to the other side
I know you love it when we do it with the lights on
Give me everything I should take your tights off
Give you everything I should get my bite on
Yeah we leveling up got my eyes on you but

Wait
I've been waiting so long
To feel your love I'm holding on
Stay here

I'll wait
I've seen this scene before we met
It's Déjà Vu with us you said
Fever when you're near

Love
Won't you give yourself to me
When I'm in you I want your soul in me
Don't let go until you go unseen

Love
I'm living in a house of dreams
Pop my bubble fake reality
I'm only winning when I'm losing here

Are we just faking or making love?
Are our souls just gazing or have they been touched?
Honest eyes behind a bitten tongue
Girl I wanted more than looks give me real love

Tr.ust EP

True Lust

True Lust (Prod. Xenai)

Produced by Xenai
Art by Layan Raed

Lyrics:

I'm higher when I'm sober
That's a fact that never compensates
Smoke to sympathize with people
Working jobs I can't relate
Easier to say when I've been
Hoping for my tax rebate
Holy on the days I get my
Monthly checks from out of state
Soon I'm gonna have multiple whips
With different license plates
Bout to feed the fam
Yeah they'll never see an empty plate
Call me weather-man
Xenai about to make it rain
Pitter patter on these rappers
They gon feel the climate change
Al Gore-y on these bitches
Thinking bout my children's days
Not to sound preachy but your days are numbered count away
These vampires sucky sucky on my energy
How bout we roll a J let arguments fade away
That's just where I stand always on the middle land
In between the smoke I'm holding mirrors on the sands
If you're standing over me just know I understand yeah
If you're standing over me just know I understand yeah

Understand where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Please understand where I stand

I'm about a mile away
Throw a stone a mile a day
Hoping puzzle pieces fit
Pieces fit while wide awake
Close your blinds
And let your visions speak for honest days
Easier to give them what they want
Than going you're own way

I'm not the kind to get involved
Less you revolve around me
And how can I just take a side
If I don't got one on me
This inner circle shit was working
Till I found it stopped me
From thinking bout the bigger picture
If you will allow me
Can't be holding onto things
That float away on pani
New women constantly
I fold em like it's origami
My cards are dealt
I never hide my feelings you can try me
My eyes are set on fixing
Problems that the world ain't solving
And I don't wanna change your mind
If I learnt anything that it's my mind
Will change the signs
To get away with nothing without me even trying
I'd rather fix myself first I ain't gon lie
Yeah
That's just where I stand always on the middle land
In between the smoke I'm holding mirrors on the sands
If you're standing over me just know I understand yeah
If you're standing over me just know I understand yeah

Understand where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Please understand where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Understand where I stand

Where i Stand

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Where I Stand (Prod. Xenai)

Produced by AVFD
Artwork by Layan Raed

Written by Xenai

Lyrics:
Dropped a lot of ones on the game coz she like me single I can play it that way
Had a bit of rum in my blood now I’m feeling like ima be a household name yuh
Never had I once caught her cheating that’s a glass onion I wanna keep peeling
Got a lotta trust issues from my past loves never wanna be conceited 

She a good girl but she got a bad side to her
Kinda like both, shit I thought that I knew her
Not a gemini but she me has into her 
Oh yeah

Aboodi told me about a booty too good to be true her
Eyes of an angel knows what it do her
Baby don’t chastise, know we got past lives
I don’t see a

I don’t see a bad sign if you’re from the east side 
You can watch the sunrise we can stay up all night 
Do it maybe 5 times book a hotel make you wail 
When we do it by the seaside 

Do it by the seaside

You say you a Leo lemme make you purr
Make you explode supernova girl 
I wanna fly you out pull up in a merc
Ba7rani that’s a pretty girl
I don’t give a fuck if it couldn’t work 
On my Nipsey Hussle lemme double up
I been out in Cali making money moves
Sunshine raining on me regular

You loved me when I had no plays
Baby you solid that matters on god yeah 
Something that I can’t equate
These hoes they ain’t got nothin on you, on you
Every one of them all of them fake 
You see through the bullshit you one of kind yea
You don’t let none of them take that away 
I’m not John Mayer I won’t find another
 

She a good girl but she got a bad side to her
Kinda like both, shit I thought that I knew her
Not a gemini but she me has into her 
Oh yeah

Aboodi told me about a booty too good to be truer
Eyes of an angel knows what it do
Baby don’t chastise, kno we got past lives 
I don’t see a 

Ohhhhh 
I don’t see a bad sign

Do it by the seaside

Leo Girl

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Leo Girl (Prod. AVFD)

Produced by AVFD
Artwork by Layan Raed

I’m holding myself to a higher standard than ever before 
Even I can’t keep up 
If Self discipline taught me one thing 
You either suppress or elevate  
I can’t believe what i’ve seen these past 8 years 
The challenges I turn my pain to a challenger 
Dodging all these shots that life was throwing at me 
Till i realized those shots were gifts what an epiphany 

Now i convert this negativity to high vibrations
A religion of love that’s what Rumi would say in
All of this poetry has a bigger role to play
I spend more time in silence each and every day 

These trees are my therapy
I’ll forever be grateful to mama 
For all that she’s done. fuck the trauma
Life’s too short to blame your problems on others 
Layan in Bahrain painting planets
Got this beat from Aaron  

Me and papa used to fight a lot back in the day
One of us had to take the first step to make the change
Couldn’t speak with words so we spoke through the music—
—rhythms in our bloodline took me to a deeper meaning blood transfusion


This a time to fight take away the guns 
Gaurav’s in the next room contemplating true philosopher 
Garry’s in the hospital bed, and i feel helpless 
Doctors say they can’t even get to a proper diagnosis 

I can’t stress the importance of building community 
If i make a million dollars off these streams what’s in it for me 
I’m thinking legacy, I split my royalties, building masterminds
I’ve come a long way through hard times

10 years of guitar playing gave me paralysis
Twitches in my nerves the pain unbearable psychosomatic shit
Had to switch up 
Life’s a bitch huh 
So i took my chances, put myself in classes learn some dancing 
And some acting 

4 years later 
In Abu Dhabi 
Won a competition 
Opened for The Killers made a killing  
Threw away the trophy
That meant nothing to me, i’m working towards real change
Wanna be a real influencer? Influence the game 

It’s funny how a curse could be a blessing in disguise
It’s funny that even tho i’ll always rep you you tried to dim my shine
It’s funny when i thought you’d celebrate me you showed your other side
It’s funny that an island i called home is where dreams go to die

prove me wrong

4 years later GRAMMY nominated this is just the beginning 
I don’t spend a lot of money, just a lot of time on my ambitions
I don’t really waste my time on trends that cause division 
I don’t need to be a slave to my losses or my winnings
Tosses or my innings 
Patience wearing thinning 
My tolerance has reached its peak 
The sword is out the sheath
The more i stay unidentified

That’s when my alien speaks

All of this to say
Life goes it’s own way 
I had plans but God laughed 
Guess he had bigger plans for me 

All of this to say
Life goes it’s own way 
I had plans but God laughed 
Guess he had bigger plans for me 

Cold Summer

Cold Summer

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Cold Summer (Prod. AVFD)

Never Look Back

Produced by Xenai
Artwork by Layan Raed
Mastered by Kaushlesh 'Garry' Purohit @ Midside Labs

Lyrics:

Hold me close baby don’t ever let me go
Let me go baby
Don’t ever let me go
Movin too fast baby don’t ever ever look back
Never look back baby
Don’t never ever look back

Never look back   
Heart go numb
Running on funds 
Gimme more love     
That currency done 
Body count high
That’s 100 not 1 

I think it’s time to address these elephants piling up here one by one
100 not 1 
100 not 1 
Baby what’s love but
Running on what we couldn’t give up 
Baby why are we covered in blood?
These bodies separate us 
When will we ever know us?

These games just ain’t no fun
Why are we not counting it up
Are we both not enough?
Don’t answer it hurts too much
Too much too much

Hold me close baby don’t ever let me go
Don’t let me go baby
Don’t ever let me go
Moving too fast baby don’t ever ever look back
Never look back
Baby don’t ever ever look back

I know things moving too fast right now (fast right now)
Living on lies we shared but a sound dies out 
Our heart’s so cold wind blows too much
But the flame still burns with a silent howl 

They try to come close
Pulling away 
Made for love
Not a mistake
But its written that way 
Hidden that way
Bury them all 
Rot and decay 
Set it ablaze
Smoke that past
Look too far it’ll bite you back  
Think too hard it’ll bite you back 
In too deep and we can’t go back

Baby will we ever give it up 
I can’t kiss you and not taste blood
Caught a body and pile it up
All these bodies separates us 

We can’t stop it’s never enough 
Look for us in all their love
Body Count up that’s 100 not one
Baby let’s face it we’re criminals
We’ve done too much

Hold me close baby don’t ever let me go
Don’t let me go baby
Don’t ever let me go
Moving too fast baby don’t ever ever look back
Never look back
Baby don’t ever ever look back

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Never Look Back (Prod. Xenai)

Produced by Kaushlesh 'Garry' Purohit
Art by Layan Raed

Lyrics:

Talking my head off when I’m on a high got me feeling like imma be one of the goats
Who would’ve thought that a boy from an island could carry a heritage came from a boat 
Fresh off the boat 
Damaru Damaru Damaru moving the yog
Come again I couldn’t hear you from all of these rappers you jiggas be sounding like clones 
Putting in reps in the winter time  
Off season I’m Cole
Taking more space in the silence
God presence I’m close 
Taking more time for the family
Keep my head down low
Stay unidentified 
That way there’s more to explore 

I’m silent 
Pour a lil poison in my cup
Confine it 
There’s no way to know if this is love
You got me feelin like 
Ooo laaaa laaaa 
Baby give me something I could lose
You got me feeling like 
Ooo laaa laaaa
Baby give me something I could lose

This is a movement 
I move unassuming
Assuming a new form
New number who dis
Food for the starving
That be the new grit
I open the cage for these artists
Think I’m a nuisance
Carry me carry me carry me
I wanna better me better me 
You ain’t no friend of me friend of me 
Old habits enemy enemy 
Smoking my minutes away
I sip on that Hennessy Hennessy 
I put this ink on a page and I won’t let it dry
I’m drinking the remedy 
My life is ticking time bomb 
Gunpowder in my cuticles
Not about us and them 
I think the system is beautiful
Revolution ain’t televised gon be heaven in numerals
Revolution ain’t televised it’s gon be heaven in numerals

I’m silent 
Pour a lil poison in my cup
Confine it 
There’s no way to know if this is love
You got me feelin like 
Ooo laaaa laaaa 
Baby give me something I could lose
You got me feeling like 
Ooo laaa laaaa
Baby give me something I could lose

Poison

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Poison (Prod. Garry)

Produced by 4nalog & Xenai
Art by: Xenai and Layan Raed
Mastered by Kaushlesh "Garry" Purohit

I wrap it like a present coz I keep it in the moment 
A stranger to myself been a minute since I had gone in 
Infrastructure of the mind is static but I’m honing 
The skill to move like water I’m bruce lee ya’ll need a Ronin 

Oops I’m sorry if that reference was way behind the scenes 
I’m scratching neath the surface scuba diving under wilder seas
Better hold your breath if you gon help me build my legacy 
Pedaling these fantasies 
Move beyond identity 

Achieving nirvana 
Do the tricona asana 
Eat some triphala 
Bhrahman Nirguna 
Mashallah 

They say that eyes are the windows to the soul
Well I can’t fuck with you if you just keep em closed 

If the world were even half as genuine as me,
then war would be another distant memory 

But that’s my ego talking, yeah I’m constantly 
Deluded by awareness, guided by these enemies 

It’s funny that I have  all these different sides to me
How I balance all of them is still a mystery 
I’m aware that I can talk bout pussy money weed
And somehow make it spiritual well that’s my destiny 

My heritage goes beyond a land of two seas 
Or I would rather say beyond the seas connecting WE 
Are we all a figment of subconscious machinations  
(Devised by the devil or the angel)
(Or the play of a universe dreaming In a basement)

A genderless identity, colorless and never seen 
Yoga from a yogini 
Manifest the evergreen 
Music from Saraswati 
Gratitude I got from Christ 
Shiva teach me how to be 
Yahweh in my dreams tonight
Allah

X Files Vol.1 [unidentified]

Maya

Produced by 4nalog & Xenai
Art by: Xenai and Layan Raed
Mastered by Kaushlesh "Garry" Purohit

Run it in 
Run it by 
Pack it up
Do or die
Heading out
Where am I? 
Checkin in 
Who am I?
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I 
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I 

Enemy to the self, luminate 
Lemonade lemonade lemonade 
Imma be on lyrical lemonade 
Juice to a jigga never minute maid 
Everything i do is a give away 
Watch it come back in a bigger way 
Then i’ll give it back in a bigger way
Nomadic got a better taste
Everybody be on that X shit 
Block calls all of my exes 
Nomad bet you can’t flex this 
Own that all of my masters 
Wallet’s looking like magnets
My girls never look average 
Rappers way too slow with their drops 
Young boy never need practice 

Run it in 
Run it by 
Pack it up
Do or die
Heading out
Where am I? 
Checkin in 
Who am I?
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I 
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I 


Turn a range to a mars rover
Write my best songs when I’m sober
All of these women never showed love
Now I’m on the rise they move closer 
Elevate burn on the inside
Ice cold bars Mr Freeze on the outside 
Batman got a kitty calling on his mobile
Nudes on signal damn she look so fine 
Skin gettin smooth like a criminal
I make waves that’s decibels 
Count my bands to the decimal 
Bombay sipping that’s protocol 
Fact check me I ain’t local 
Abhinav and I went Loco 
Got fine women they in NOHO
Full Plate got you Mo Mos 

Hollywood dreams that’s Coco  
I might just dead your so-so 
All my friends ended up like Nav’s 
That’s right your boy move solo 
Higher my highs like Lo Lo 
Zouai can get in my lambo 
Beats almost better than TImbo’s (oh no you didn’t)
Woah chill, I’m feeling my self bro

All of my records are planets
I been getting manic 
Cos I think there’s too much to manage
I’m still creating some havoc in East of Atlantic 
That Extra Terrestrial damage 
Xenai a one of a kind in this game 
and the things he boutta do 
You cannot imagine 
I keep it organic with views 
The fakes ones will lose 
I run it I run it 
You panic

Run it in 
Run it by 
Pack it up
Do or die
Heading out
Where am I? 
Checkin in 
Who am I?
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I 
Ignorance 
is a bliss
I cannot afford to give you and I

Martian

Produced by 4nalog & Xenai
Art by: Xenai and Layan Raed
Mastered by Kaushlesh "Garry" Purohit

Am I disappearing?  In a way yes, you’re shedding
Your thoughts may come to distract you
Feelings of ambition, pride
A mission that must be accom—  Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin 
I am the drug I keep putting in 
Papa taught me the self discipline 
My time will come yeah its imminent 

Damaru Damaru Damaru 
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in 
Got many lives, set myself on fire 
But I still remain with the melanin 

I give a backhand 
It’s none of your business, 
You’re gonna witness 
My intellect in this 
My heart’s the compass 
And I’m the star in it 
If Ima get in this 
You're gonna win it 
If Ima get in
Then you're gonna win it

Grammys and Oscars 
Yeah Ima prosper 
House for my mama
Clean up the karma 
Zeros with commas 
Checks in pajamas 
Don’t wear designer 
Unless they gon' sponsor 
I ain’t gon try to
Keep up the drama 

Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin 
I am the drug I keep putting in 
Papa taught me the self discipline 
My time will come yeah its imminent 

Damaru Damaru Damaru 
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in 
Got many lives, set myself on fire 
But I still remain with the melanin 

Ritalin Ritalin Ritalin 
I am the drug I keep putting in 
Papa taught me the self discipline 
My time will come yeah its imminent 

Damaru Damaru Damaru 
Wonder what I keep my rhythm in 
Got many lives, set myself on fire 
But I still remain with the melanin 

My papa worked himself down to the bone
If he was a rapper then all ya’ll get owned 
Got some big shoes to fill so ima keep eating 
None of these beats were made to be sold 
I took a walk down the yellow brick road
Put my ingredients into the bowl
I'm the lotus that grew out of the mold
I just played Oud for the Royal I’m gold 

I pick up the pieces
Think I'ma lease it
All of these rappers in here gon be
Shaken not stirred once I release this
If anyone happened to peep this
They'll wanna leak it
My work ethic cannot be tamed
There's a hungrier monster waiting to meet its
Maker

Audio gentrification
No I won't take a vacation
Not till I'm seasoned a veteran sitting on brick like a mason
With a foundation
I'm running thin on my patience
All of my fans are my patients
I got the antidote Ima be 
Plugging them with something harder than 
What you've been giving them 
I am an alien

Incase you were wondering
I never popped me a Ritalin
I just stay focused on me in the future I balance my energies
Homeostasis

Hop on my spaceship
Face it
I am the greatest

X Files Vol. I [unidentified]

Damaru (Ritalin)

How mighty a universe you have built
How vast and diverse
Now I welcome you to mine

--- Alien from inner space

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