Meds against psychosises i did not chose the shit im living in been alone since 23 my mins got ruined when they turned their back on me i miss my old friends everyday can not stay where im not wanted cant decay because its blunt bitch drugs the only hope I got cause my relations are too toxic i was all alone i had nobody to tell about my thoughts now i make it short suicidal thoughts its not worth it thats for both live and die No i never did decide
No i never had the mindfulness to get over the toxic people in my life cause im one of them im dangerous to anyone too close and when im high better get off of my side


close my eyes and im alone all by myself
No you cannot help leave me alone dont ask about my feelings how do yoi even get this close to me
How you even get to hope that i might change because the rope to my so called home was not cut and my mom couldnt stand me sonshe threw me out
All alone the victim of some docs now look at what i got but im afraid to lose it tho every second that i can not cope the fact they threw me out my home


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