Language prison break, freestyle from 16th December 2024.





For most of my adult life, I abandoned, neglected, and severed myself from my mother tongue.  I lost my intuition and awkwardly struggled to form a sentence that sounded natural. I did not grasp how my ignorance limited my self-expression, growth, learning, communication, creativity. I was blind to all the ways I could  shape my reality if I only embraced the language I was traumatised, shamed, betrayed, and lied to in, long before I had any motive to memorise new labels for things I knew already (no kurwa jabłko jest zielone, po chuj ma być green?).

Anyway, I'm glad it fought its way back to me, and even though I wasn't happy at first, seeing it take over my freestyles, sometimes so angry, ready to give up, feeling so incapable I banned myself from listening to polish music (esp. rap). Today I see it as valid and welcome it as a part of who I am, what I do, and how I freestyle. I have a lot to learn, but I’ve come a long way since this track—one of my first mostly Polish freestyles. Soon it’ll be 10 months old.

I had no idea what to name it, the file was called "english lost again". 2 weeks I couldn't decide so I just wrote the first thing that came to mind 5 min ago. As long as  it's out so I can post more.

Cover: photo of a sticker at the Three Sins tattoo studio's cupboard in Amsterdam. Shoutout to Giulio who showed me "something random" when I requested that for the cover. The edit is some birthday filter I found funny, adjustments to it are for you to discover.


No matter the language, no matter the form of expression, my soul is unapologetically emo. If you got here, DM me to pick what you wanna hear next:
 a) emotional af ENG cry track
 b) latest hype free PL
 c) old but good chill groove
 d) random choice from 300 voice files.

jak widać

pole emo soul

For episode 261 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about what I've been up to throughout August personally, the rollercoaster ride of Yankees baseball the last few weeks, how the next 4 series will define the Yankees season, how guys on the team have done individually, and the latest injury/roster updates!

Yapping Yankees Episode 261 - Let's See What You're Made Of

A demo compilation for "Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus" sound effects library by LARX Audio. Natural dynamic range, no compression, please turn your playback volume up. To purchase the license to use the Library and get the downloadable files please visit larxaudio.com/nfup/

Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus Demo original speed

A demo compilation for "Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus" sound effects library by LARX Audio, played at half speed. Natural dynamic range, no compression, please turn your playback volume up. To purchase the license to use the Library and get the downloadable files please visit larxaudio.com/nfup/

Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus Demo half speed

A demo compilation for "Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus" sound effects library by LARX Audio, played at quarter speed. Natural dynamic range, no compression, please turn your playback volume up. To purchase the license to use the Library and get the downloadable files please visit larxaudio.com/nfup/

Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus Demo quarter speed

A demo compilation for "Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus" sound effects library by LARX Audio, played at double speed. Natural dynamic range, no compression, please turn your playback volume up. To purchase the license to use the Library and get the downloadable files please visit larxaudio.com/nfup/

Nick the Fox Ultrasonic Plus Demo double speed

what are humans if not tapestries of everything they've ever loved???

EP 4!! MEDIA THAT MADE ME PART 2

For episode 262 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about the Yankees being successful against the Astros & Blue Jays, the current division & wild card outlook, the details of this successful past week, looking ahead to this week & the rest of the schedule, team & player analysis, the latest injury & roster news, and whether or not we think as of right now, the Yanks will win the division!

Yapping Yankees Episode 262 - Still In Play!

For episode 263 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about the Yankees scuffling against Detroit but bouncing back in Boston this past week, the division & wild card standings with 2 weeks left, team & individual player analysis, the continued Judge vs. Raleigh MVP debate, and the latest injury news mainly with Volpe's labrum tear!

Yapping Yankees Episode 263 - 2 More Weeks!!

For episode 264 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about this past week of success against Minnesota & the O's, the current division & wild card situations, analysis of each player from the bats to pitching, the continued Raleigh vs. Judge MVP debate, and the importance of finishing strong in this final week of the 2025 season!

Yapping Yankees Episode 264 - Last Lap!!

For episode 265 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about the Yanks' strong finish but still being the 1st wild card, wild card round preview & thoughts, the final week of regular season gameplay this past week, final player analysis with the season ending, Judge's final case for the MVP, and my overall thoughts before the wild card round against Boston!

Yapping Yankees Episode 265 - Wild Card It Is

lyrics :

medusa
berbisa
berdusta
berdosa
mendesah
ah ah ah ah

jangan dekat dia
memeknya bau terasi
kalo ga percaya
yea coba aja si

bilang padanya
itu memek dicuci
stop tebar pesona
ehh dasar cewe kelinci

semua cowo dia embat
ngewe lupa tempat
syukur ga sempet
cobain barang ga rapet

gua ga sempet
gua mah ogah
kalo gua dapet
barang murah
mending cabut
gua langsung pindah
dia banyak jembut
banyak drama

anak sma
kelas satu
mikir dirinya ratu
padahal cuma
bahan kentu
mereka berlima
satu,untuk semua
hamil diluar nikah
ucap alhamdulillah
papahku yang mana?

(papah mana?, papah mana?)
(dimana? dijonggol)

medusa
berbisa
berdusta
berdosa
mendesah
ah ah ah ah

jangan dekat dia
memeknya bau terasi
kalo ga percaya
yea coba aja si

bilang padanya
itu memek dicuci
stop tebar pesona
ehh dasar cewe kelinci

outfit hitam 
macam magrib
you want get some
pull up my crib
kita threesome
lepas drip
titid legam
masuk deep

one for all
cewek tolol
dia bahenol
pikirinya kontol
i'on wanna fall
im not your fool

just hit button call
di kasih bool
I'll suck your ball
di rodok sampe modol

succubus tanpa buntut
dia sangat tobrut 
di anal kentut
bunyi nya brut brut brut


Memekdusa (prod.dopechef)

prod. 1nickvoris

tell me what you want
tell me
tell me what you want
you gotta tell me
berikan
ku jawaban
katakan
yang kau inginkan
you gotta tell what you want
baby i could be the one
sudah habis kupunya time
gamau lagi, gamau lagi jadi mainan

masih ga mengerti
apa yang kau cari
kau biarkan ku mati
tertancap duri

kau bilang tiada main
tapi ada yang lain
tinggalkan ku pain
my whole day rain

dirimu macam ular
ular bebisa
gamau lagi dengar
rayuan medusa

ku bersama jawa
tutup semua luka
kubisa tertawa
lagi tanpa dirinya

you gotta tell me nothing
pergi dari sini
gua mau coli
udah ga peduli
ga peduli lagi
kemana engkau pergi

tell me what you want
tell me
tell me what you want
you gotta tell me
berikan
ku jawaban
katakan
yang kau inginkan
you gotta tell what you want
baby i could be the one

dontellme

prod.spvceless

jangan kesini
kalo ga punya money
lah mani gua mah ada banyak sekali
ku bagi dua 
jangan minta lagi
karna berbahaya
bisa bikin nagih
itulah itulah mani
warna nya putih 
macam susu
tapi rasanya macam keju
itulah yang kau tidak tau
tapi cuma mau

ku bagi rata
semua kebagian
ku bagi semua
jangan rebutan

kalo sama orang tua
bicara yang sopan
jadi orang jawa
jangan celamitan

gua pergi kemana
semuanya kemari
gua pergi kesana
semunya menari

kalo cuma tau pepek
jangan banyak mau nya
ibarat di wolf pack
gua nih alphanya

males ngomongin yang kaga penting
keadaan udah mulai genting
mending ku lanjut muani festing
biar aku jadi tambah sinting

jangan kesini
kalo ga punya money
lah mani gua mah ada banyak sekali
ku bagi dua 
jangan minta lagi
karna berbahaya
bisa bikin nagih
itulah itulah mani
warna nya putih 
macam susu
tapi rasanya macam keju
itulah yang kau tidak tau
tapi cuma mau

Money atau Muani

Baddies Against The Establishment w/ Intibint - Radio Buena Vida 09.10.25

For episode 266 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about getting engaged last weekend, the annual simulation/repeat of the Yanks getting embarrassingly eliminated continuing, my in-depth recap & analysis of the Wild Card series & ALDS, and looking ahead to what should be done in the offseason!

Yapping Yankees Episode 266 - The Annual Simulation

For episode 267 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about additional details for the future of Yapping Yankees, the legendary 2025 World Series & its conclusion, the Yankees roster & areas to improve for 2026, and what the top priorities for the team to address should be!

Yapping Yankees Episode 267 - Another Offseason Begins

HEY! TRIGGER WARNING!! i talk about my abortion i had a few years ago, im not sure of the correct timestamps but maybe skip this one if that makes you uncomfortable.

EP 5!! ALL ABOUT K

For episode 268 of Yapping Yankees, I yap all about the Yankees early offseason rumor mill & options, most notably the Japanese players in Murakami, Okamoto & Imai, recent Yankees news in Grisham's qualifying offer & bringing Hill back, and every 2025 MLB award winner, especially Judge with his 3rd MVP!

Yapping Yankees Episode 268 - Rumor Mill!!

I turn my hell upside down.
In pursuit of despair, breathing recycled air.

Yapping Yankees hosted by Mike Scudiero! On Yapping Yankees, we yap about the Yanks and nothin' but the Yanks. From weekly social media poll questions, to recapping games, and covering everything in Yankees news, Yapping Yankees is the most informative and enjoyable Yankees podcast out there!

I DO NOT take credit for any songs used in the tracks of any of my shows. They are only used as intros, intermissions or outro songs for my shows. I ALSO DO NOT take credit for any clips I may use throughout the show, unless I mention otherwise that a piece of work is my own.

My sound libraries and just field recordings. Witnessing how beautifully the world is created.

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