produced. @bleachcraft @yashio20k



I don't wanna west ur time
Dirty in my head on dying
So it’s hard 
It still worthless
XOXO - deserve
So it's hard (for me) 
I'm selfish, sorry 
Pls, want you
Girl, I need you


@oce4nhaiyang
OCE4N 海洋 Tysm <3

xoxo-deserve [bleachcraft/yashio]

produced by @yashio20k n @1wasterr
additional production by me

featuring @counterxo, @muieternal, @1akura and @valberrie.

# @counterxo:
Baby I don’t wanna waste this chance
One last time I can hold your hand
Just you and me through the stars we danced
I’ll hold on even if you can’t
I swear I won’t fuck this up now
Wanna change but the past pulls me down
Call your name but it carries no sound
Could’ve left but I let myself drown.

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

### @muieternal:
i dont want to live
like this
i been up on my own like nothin real
u said,
'i don't really about the things u did. forget.'
i'm still tryina let myself forgive, again

cant understand, just tell me how you feel
drugs that matter, make me heal
'i can't tell you' what's ur deal?
in the darkness, i conceal
all the scars that time won't heal
i gave everything for real
take forever, i cant feel
risin up my heart of steel

#### @1akura
n im doin all can when it comes 2 u
when i hear ur crys for help, yea i comfort you
can we try again
all these feelings in my heart i cannot make amends
yea i try n i try js to end up in hole
it seems like every single night im alwasy thinkin bout uu
yea im thnkn bout uuu
so can we try again?

##### @valberrie
now i just rly wanna see u
cuz i just don’t know what u been thru
and i know that i don’t wanna lose u
but why don’t u ever wanna come thru

i know it’s been a while
just wanna see u smile
im sorry that i had to move outta town
don’t wanna see u frown
but now ur not around
(I can’t help but hear these sounds)

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

bitterness w/ counter, mui, akura, valberrie (yashio + wasterr)

@decago x @yashio20k

notes: i fucked up the limiter which is why you'll hear a lil bit of...silly sounds xp

i know that life sucks for you rn

but youll be better i promise you

you can rely on me, i’ll try and pull you through

everything that comes your way i swear i promise you
you’ll get everything that you desire

i know you think that im a liar
but instead of pushing yourself and being tired
just spread your wings, you’ll fly much higher
if you need love and to be inspired
like a water nymph, ill be your guide
until you learn to feel alright <3
(everything’s not as bad as it seems)
just feel the will to live, let it beam

always by your fucking side
yeah, ill always be on your team
if you need to let off steam
(you know that ill be there)
if you fall apart 
(you know that ill be there)
like anytime and anywhere
im not there and it isn’t fair
but i know that one day i’ll stare into your eyes
one day you’ll see the light
i know you could be better but youre losing sight
just take my hand you’ll be alright
i’ll guide through the darkness until you smile


(just take my hand you’ll be alright)
(I’ll guide through the night until you smile)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)
(maybe i will be on the one to walk you down the isle)


(take my hand you’ll be alright x2)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)


(i'll guide through the darkness until you smile)
(yeah, you know that’ll be there)
(you know that’ll i be there)

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