I don't feel this way as much anymore. But I'd like it to put this out for those who do feel this way. Remember healing is important and that negative feelings are normal. Don't let them win.
produced by @aftcedkhity 
lyrics:
Hmmm-Hmmm
Bet it’s so easy for you
Bet it’s so easy for you
Bet it’s so easy for you
Hmmm-Hmmm

I sit alone in my room dawg
I think it’s best that I move on
Why niggas changing the rules dawg?
Cause they know I’m in the lead 
I can admit that I’m too raw, I might end up in a tomb
I do not wish to do wrong but I gotta make a move
I’ll take you apart, I don’t care what was said
I wanted their heart and now I want ‘em dead 
Yes I’ll kill my homies if they infiltrate 
Don’t make sudden movements I do not feel safe

Need to take deep breaths
Maybe too much stress?
Need to take deep breaths
I’m inside my head
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here 
It’s alone in here

Tryna climb out of the hole I’m in and I sink in deeper
I’m sure that the walls are closing in but I don’t seem hurt
Everybody loves a masquerade til it gets the point you can’t act your age
What do i get from being fake?
All I ever wanted was a “bray are you okay?”
Seems to me that I’m the only nigga you can’t praise 
Don’t you ever say that you love me the most 
You ain’t give me shit man I’m never approached 

Need to take deep breaths
Maybe too much stress?
Need to take deep breaths
I’m inside my head
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here 
It’s alone in here

I said I would die for you and die without
So you deem my life meaningless without a doubt
Niggas hit me when they needing shit, what’s that about 
And if they cannot have me then they’ll replicate my energy
Niggas wan’ put tax on me but do not know ‘bout anything
In all fairness, I don’t have the answers either 
My vision so distorted, but it’s clearer 
Half the shit she said, I ain’t believe her
Niggas lie too much, I speak from experience 
I’m sure I did enough, not judging by appearances 
So ungrateful, is this what loyalty gets?
You tryna be playful? 
I will leave you in a ditch

Need to take deep breaths
Maybe too much stress?
Need to take deep breaths
I’m inside my head
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here
It’s alone in here 
It’s alone in here

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Easily Alone

You're not even real! It's all in my head! :)
lyrics:
Decided I’d take Juu’s advice 
Stepping outside in the morning it was kinda nice
Got a donut with the glaze, got me feeling right
In the dark for too long had to make a light
I’m not feeling asked my loved ones if the love real
Felt the blood of my blood, know the cuts real
Niggas prosecuting coming at me like a white jury
They ain’t tryna solve the case they just comin with the fury
Change ain’t never too late, im not old or dying
And at the end of the day im just glad im trying
I know its been a minute since you seen some love on my page
Know ive been reclusive, I dont wanna collaborate 
Been forgetting im the author, tell the story my way
And I ain’t finna lie niggas made a couple mistakes
But there’s some blessings in that, got negatives out the way 
I rather niggas cry with me then then cry at my wake 

I got some venom in my veins
I know I made you feel a way
I got some venom in my veins
I know I made you feel a way
Too close to the edge to play it safe 

We tryna make the fire light again
Minor damage to the wings but we gon fly again
The tire flat, we gon change it we gon ride again
Take a page out Christ book, we gon rise again
We was stunted we gon reach some new heights again
Wasn’t speaking guess I gotta grab the mic again
When I say it, you gon say it we gon try (again)
I’m trying to get it back be someone they admire 
I’m not tryna run it back I’m too inspired
I’m back to rappin tryna chase all my desires

Niggas telling all the business glad no case coming
I shouldn’t treat it like a chore just to make something 
I can’t sleep at night too focused on the negatives
Tryna get back to my roots a nigga sensitive
Tryna think more as a person than a pessimist
And when I’m better I want no one who was negligent 
This doggie got his day coming that’s a definite
If you not tryna hear me out my nigga you not relevant 

Good Company // Nirvana [CPO3]

2024! OLD BUT GOLD! HELLO! @yungicystar @astrmani

hexing hoes [OG]

broke as a joke

#RiversideRunner #RR

lineup:
@yungicystar
@astrmani

[PROD. 8FOLD]

wait 4 me [yungicystar + mani]

@astrmani @yungicystar @eightstringss
Make America StarMani Again!!!

Prove Sumn Prod. 8strings

16VILLAINZ

@yungicystar @astrmani @cloroxcide no guts no glory
lyrics:
Bitch I deserve to ball
I survived it all
They telling me look what you were
I’m telling them what I’ve become
I know it’s easy to hurt
But what’s best for me is getting up
I’m not that kid anymore
Who in the fuck do you think that you’re pressing like I could’ve did anymore?
If you keep expecting ignoring my presence then I’m not gon give anymore
You make a narrative run with it then, that’s your story to tell
I seen your shortcomings but I ain’t mock you when you fell

No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory

Hearts in the right place, my head isn’t
Know I tried to save face but I didn’t 
Know I made some mistakes and I got distant
Know I tried to run away but my problems have spread 
I thought I’d have nothing to lose if they want me dead 
In fear hurt my friends now I heal and repent 

No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory

Ready to blow any second so please do not press any buttons I’m letting it off
Tired of thinking I’m not gonna make it, I’m done with this shit I’m not playing it off  
Niggas counted me out now and now all of a sudden they fucking with me 
Nigga fuck out my face 
Got a point I can prove, ima show I can do it 
I’m flying in space niggas running in place 
Okay, I’m out the way now
He pump fake, he built a fake round 
Not somebody niggas can take down
Tell em get down or lay down 
I can’t be you and I’m glad that I’m not 
After all I’ve been through I can’t feel that I’ve lost 
Ain’t got shit to prove cause I do what I want
Bitch it’s StarMani we built for the top

No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory

Niggas thought Mani & Bray wouldn’t come back
You can’t fuck with my brother so fuck that
I got weight that I can’t seem to cut back
Tried to get rid of you but you spun back 
 Everywhere you see, you can’t get rid of me
Blank shot nigga you ain’t killing me
In your head so I know you missing me 
It ain’t no stopping me, no dismissing me
Back then I was looking for the beef
Back then I was robbing in the streets
Back then I would only feel grief
Loss after loss in in disbelief 
Thought about prison, had nothing to lose 
I was ready to kill, I knew that was for certain 
Now I’m past all the shit that was holding me back 
Now I’m ready to blow I let go of my burdens 

No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory
No guts, no glory

It isn’t generosity if the end goal gettin power over me 
It isn’t hospitality if you only take me in to fuel your needs
I’m knowing there’s demons you fighting my nigga but I cannot be your relief  
I’m knowing there’s demons you fighting my nigga but I cannot be your relief

No Guts, No Glory. [PROD. CLOROXCIDE]

its us. always has been. always will be. i love you @yungicystar. 
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finally together.

luminvance is nothing more than the personification of all my negative thoughts and emotions. luminvance is nothing more than a fully realized manifestation of all my worst attributes. I understand he is me, but he is not what I am or could be. Enjoy the music but be careful.

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