(prod. rfm beats)
(lyrics)
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your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

why you giving mixed signals, just tell me that you want me

and if you don't feel then stop acting like you want me

im giving you my heart just for you to leave it lonely

im lonely

it dont make sense

cuz its my time and energy you're wasting

got me second guessing, my heart is breaking

my love is not a game so why are you playing?

you're playing too much

am i not enough?

you got me messed up

im thinking too much

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

you dont even love me is that hard for you to admit?

memories of you coming back i tried to forget

showed me your true colors and i thought you were legit

so tell me if im wrong

you're faking your love all along

i cant go back to you again yea i cant x3

i dont wanna be hurt again

your smile's like watching the sun set across the bay

feelings about you that i cant say

it's like im losing myself in a maze, in a maze

I see you smiling and i hate it

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back on my shit and you that im tapped in
snatching up your bitch and she giving me a lap dance
yea we making movies but shorty aint no actress
yea we going at it and she sounding like-
all these rappers yapping and they lame as shit
talking all that smoke but they would never flame a clip
i been on my grind while they steady tryna copy drip
808s distorted like my head when i rage a bit
putting pain into my music cus its all i got
cuts on my wrists beginning to form a clot
yea i loved this girl but she left me to rot
now im tryna feel something but i think i'd rather not
im just tryna prove to my mom that her son a star
tryna make it out the dark so i gotta aim far
i was quiet for a minute now im speaking real hard
turning all my pain into verses that leave a scar
yea im bossing up cus i know i will never fold
fuck connections ima do this shit all on my own
i dont got time for no bitch blowing up my phone
i dont owe em shit cus i know i got a heart of gold

vocals recorded/engineered by me
prod. lakeside



left to rot but its okay (prod. lakeside)

(lyrics)
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wonder where all the time is going, its flying away

 im in places where i dont feel like im meant to stay

can you please just leave me alone and get out of my face?

i dont even feel comfortable living in my own space

cuz i dont want company

i dont want sympathy

ima be alone until the end 

and i dont wanna be your friend

and i cant even comprehend

all these feelings that im feeling

its all in my head

its all in my head

all in my head (prod. Indigo Shade)

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crying out for help in my songs but they dont give a fuck x4

i dont got time for bitches, gotta get my money up

best believe all these other rappers runnin out of luck

i got trust issues i dont know if i could fall in love

she want it all from me, pourin from an empty cup

making music is my therapy

do this shit for free

writing lines that make you sing like Glee

and honestly

still tryna heal from pain, cant you see that im the only mf that was there for me?

besides God i would talk to him and get down on my knees and pray

wish for better days

hope to take the pain away

from all the problems goin on inside my brain

told that bitch that she better step back

im not talking james harden, swerve off in a hellcat

shorty playin with my heart im not really with that

cuz i been on my grind im js tryna get racks

𖤐 tell u my problems and u dgaf ⋆｡°✩ 😪✌️ (prod. lakeside)

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thought you were forever but you only left me to bleed

and you're the only thing that i really need

so can you just tell me honestly

why we wont work cuz thats the only way it seems

that we wont build a future together happily

left me standing alone on my own two feet

been struggling to find my own peace

guess i can put the dreams of us down to sleep

cuz you dont feel the same so ima let you be

thought you were forever (prod. Indigo Shade)

shoutout to the bo3 zombies players ifykyk lol

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fuck it yeah my life is cursed
dont think that it could get worse 
all alone feeling hurt
questioning my own worth
lay me down in the dirt
so i dont feel any worse
carry me inside a hearse
shorty said she loved me first
yeah she had me immersed 
but you know it never works
tossed me straight to the curb
wasted time, i cant reverse
now i gotta write a verse
my soul bleeds through every word
ask for help but no one heard
bare the mark my life is cursed

𖤐 my life is cursed but who cares 🤷‍♂️ ⋆｡°✩ (prod. trino beats)

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when you think of me am i just a burden that crosses your mind?
i know deep down that you are hurting so dont try to hide
cuz i can see through all your emotions 
you thought i was blind to them
and i know i wasnt perfect
i should've tried to by right by your side
and i dont wanna say goodbye

when you think of me (prod. neverforever)

millions of thoughts in my head
telling that im better off dead
then you're standing right in my face
telling me that im just a mistake
dont know how much more i could take
self hatred
living everyday, losing my patience
now im contemplating
throwing my life away 
but that i cant do that i gotta stay
tell me ur here but i cant explain
what im feeling cuz u cant relate
so i keep it to myself anyways
when will i be ok?

when will i be ok (prod. neverforever)

Hook:
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
It's part of the plan
So take my hand
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
Take my hand x4
Just take my hand

Verse: 
Cuz i dont wanna let go
Not tryna be here left all alone
Hoping you come home
Cuz we're meant to be
Why can't you see?
That me and you fit together perfectly
Why you playing with my heart, yeah you're hurting me
Wont tell me how you feel and i cant believe it
Now im bleeding
And i really miss the way you had me cheesing
Now im grieving
Yeah im grieving
For you but you still end up leaving
Crazy how you switched up like the seasons
Why can't you stay please give a reason
Got me real anxious my heart's beating

Hook:
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
It's part of the plan
So take my hand
Let's watch the stars
Take my hand
Even though we're apart
Take my hand x4
Just take my hand

Outro:
Take my hand x3
Just take my hand

take my hand (prod. peril)

she said she hates me but i hate myself already
i dont know how to feel about your love i dont know if im ready
but i cant leave because i dont wanna end up lonely
you got me wrapped around your finger just like a wedding ring
all of the words you said i guess they dont mean anything
crazy how you switched up when i used to be your everything

I used to be your everything (prod. wixxy.mp3)

(Chorus):
needed u more than ever
but u left me in bad weather
u said we would last forever
then why arent we together?

(Verse):
is it my fault cant u tell me?
or are u gonna leave me lonely?
dont leave me lonely
gave u everything then u ran away
cant u just stay?
please stay
even the rain cant wash away my sins
can we try again?

bad weather (prod. kuga)

(Chorus):
u said u would never let me go
let me go
but im wrong thought that ur were the one

(Verse 1):
but i cant explain i thought u felt the same
and its a shame that u dont now i gotta walk away
 
(Verse 2):
oh please wont u answer my calls?
cuz i only just wanna talk
please wont u let me know?
this distance is only hurting me more
now im picking my heart right up off the floor
now im feeling like im torn

Let Me Go (prod. michael harrison)

where did it go wrong with you?
you aren't who i thought you used to be
now i have to erase you from my memories
cuz you did so much wrong that i cant believe
that it made me look at you so differently
you're the only one who gets through to me
had it all then you threw it all away
i really thought that you were meant to stay
but you went and broke my trust anyways
guess everything you did and said it was all fake
thought i could trust you but you still threw it all away
took my heart and hate's that all remains
you arent who you used to be
even though you meant so much to me
cant let you go so easily 
but you slipped away from me

You Aren't Who You Used To Be (prod. muzcean)

Chorus:
how can you walk away?
so easily, and im the one in pain

Verse 1:
was it too real for you?
cuz it felt just right to me
you took my heart
and ripped it apart
saw it coming from the start

Pre-Chorus:
watched you walk out the door 
so happily without remorse

Verse 2: 
where did you go? 
you were so close to me
if you dont wanna hold on
i'll just let you be
dont wanna force things 
but now you're ghosting
while you're on your story posting
where are we going?
i dont really know and
you got me so uncertain

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