PROD. ZEROFAULT

taking sips up out the shot glass
too scared to go full throttle
ain't no junkie, this ain't jackass
I fear I might crash and burn
I've been burnt out
spreading ashes from the urn
I feel my patience wearing thin
cuz that ignant shit for the birds

I'm sick of people
take that mask off
still tryna make a scene
I got some wounds that need to heal,
but you wouldn't care if I bleed
I wanna up and disappear,
there's a lot more shit that I need
I feel obsessed, obsessed with all of the lies
that you try to feed (x2)

this ashwagandha ain't been helpin'
it just only grew resentment
misanthropy and cynicism's
all so very tempting
wanna lay out on the tracks
and make it rain, no recollecting
vision fades as I descend
at this point, I just accept it

I wanna restart
new friends, new body, new life
I'm sick and tired
wanna carve my brain out with a knife
or slam my head the wall
cuz I can't go to sleep
the voices getting way too loud
and I'm sinking too deep

I SAVED A BULLET FOR MYSELF

PROD. ZEROFAULT

wake up
put that fucking mask on
scream until your lungs pop
keep going 'til your voice gone
what's that gonna do for you?
you tryna play pretend like you don't feel nothin'?
paycheck's way too low, it makes you wanna go and steal sum?

you're 21 still loving with your mom's
boy get up off yo ass
stop being pussy, sinking in the void
and dwelling on the past
the flaws that you address?
you never fixed, you just deflect
you scared of life? yeah I can tell
you just can't say it with your chest

cuz you a bitch, an ugly f*****
that's too weak to grow a backbone
I can't be sweet and gentle
I gotta stay with this exact tone
to get it thru your fucking head that this is part of life
just rip the fucking band-aid off
and take your own fucking advice

I could double down on this shit but I'll spare you
I see the look on yo face
go 'head and punch me, I dare you
you ain't no thug, you ain't a fighter
you a bitch that gives too many chances
and that exact reason is why your ex took advantage

you grew some balls and got away, congratulations
but you gave up on your "friends"
and went ghost without an explanation
the lack of communication makes room for imagination
I don't know how he's still with you
you can't make a clear interpretation
of why you love him

you know he questions it, why can't you answer?
he showed he cared and all of a sudden you're affectionate?

a joke without a punchline is what you are
a man without a plan, and I don't see yo ass going far
I don't know how you made it here
attached to your domain 
cuz the thought of living is what you fear
the pieces of your psyche breaking off
and you can't cohere
a life-long battle with yourself is what this is 
and you making it clear

SHOULDER DEITY

collab with the homie https://soundcloud.com/cloudcress  we sampled https://soundcloud.com/kiryumaru/kurxed-diamonds-ft-cade-clair-ripmoss-xxanteria-by-lumi-athena?si=9f7b1f808cd949e0a4965b982fd2c2a8&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Enjoy

kurxxed diamonds @din3ro @cloudcress. #jerseyclub

originally partially archived by me on December 19 2021. damn 4 years ago……

also the reason it says “PARTIALLY” is because the song i archived is now deleted and never to be found again. i literally want the song back 😭 

i do not own this song it belongs to @saycarbine

carbine - side to side vip [archived]

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person who abuses BandLab and makes noisy electric music sounds for fun

i dont really care if you follow me or like any of the songs uploaded here lol

please understand that i do not take friend requests/DMs from other people, but unless youre a music artist like me and really want to have me produce a song for you/send u a beat, my discord is 'c4mmzy' (w/o quotes)

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[est. August 4 2023]

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