you say you wanted more
i heard it all before 
if i stay it'll hurt me more 
if i leave, will you close the door 

you say you wanted this 
when you gave me one last kiss
if i stay, maybe we can fix
whatever ruined this 

i know you want to see what I've locked inside 
i know it hurts your heart when i run and hide 
you know it's not your fault, i just want to die 
if i show you me, you will run and hide 

why don't you scream some more 
i heard it all before 
if you stay i'll just hurt you more
if you leave, i will close the door

wHaTeVeR rUiNeD tHiS (prod.cristalbeach)

your eyes, a shade between wrong and right 
all of my days blend into night 
i scream your name over the rain
just to hear you say, don't wait
if i wait eternity, no less
it's better than leaving here heartless 
i'll wait in the cold, the endless grey 
still hoping you'll come back some day

if i wait eternity, no less (prod. qyurisuu, nihil2free)

the white noise surrounds me, and it pulls me straight in 
such a haunting sound you are, it's under my skin 
thought i heard your voice in there, but it's still unclear 
just a fading echo, i know the end is near 

now i hear the silence hum 
the loss of you, i must succumb 
no more pain, but no more love 
i'm leaving now, i wish you'd come 

how is it you're everywhere but you're never there?
i don't think my heart can take much more of despair 
you told me that you'd be fine, you said, yes i swear 
now i'm standing at your grave i scream it's not fair 

HEROIN PT. VII

Song: Avalon by Zeruel


Audio taken from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJjCxjS7zTo


All credit goes to the original artists. I do not own the rights to this audio.

Tom Platz & David Hoffmann | Avalon (Slowed)

Magnolia [+ Injury]

Übermensch

stordita

baby 
free me 
comes to me at night 
and it haunts me every time
 

see you in my dreams 
it's why i do not sleep 
awake, i never heal 
you're the pain i wanna feel 

chain around my neck 
you smile and i forget
that heaven tastes like hell 
and i wear it all too well 

moonlight through the haze
my skin burns from the chains 
wrapped inside my pain 
see your face, my god, it aches 

taste you in the rain
like rust and love and shame 
buried in my veins 
you nest inside my brain 

every breath i take 
is another slow mistake 
you're the death that i still chase 
with a kiss that burns like flames 

chains (prod. NW)

GOYK (prod. trynacommunicate)

Cut off the lights
Can’t stand my face
Bags under eyes
Can’t leave this place

Scars on my neck
From dreams I hate
Time moves slow
I rot, I wait

Can’t feel love, can’t feel death
Just one breath, then one less
Bite my tongue, bleed in bed
Nothing helps — I live in dread

Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day
Say you care, but never stay
Still rotten — locked away
Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day

Eyes go black
Skin turns pale
Bite my tongue
Dreams all stale

Can’t go back
Heart won’t heal
Voice like ash
None of this real

No more love
Just this rot
Blood on sheets
Sleep forgot



insomnia (prod. Septfree)

alt rock + shoegaze + zeruel + novulent + quannnic type

dead roses inside my hands
ash on my tongue i cannot stand 
the taste of who i am 
i wanna be a better man 
just shadows and shaking hands
dead roses inside my hands 

i don't feel the high no more 
drugs never fill the hole 

blood seeping from all my pores
pain is all i'm asking for 
what in the fuck am i living for 
petals drop down to the floor 
dead roses inside my hands 
i wanna be a better man

DEAD ROSES

unreal

the lyrics are from the perspective of two people amidst a breakup
it is open to interpretation to determine who is saying what 
everyone will see it differently 
thank you for listening 

leave it to me, my love, i don't 
think that we should be here, don't 
leave it to me, i'm a freak, i'm a joke
leave it to me, i'm so weak, and i won't
be what you need, i'll just leave, and you'll choke
on burning tears, all your fears, when you're woke
you will not sleep, will not eat, and your throat 
will scream for me in the nights you're alone 

hearing your words in the wind cuts to bone
where do you go when your home isn't home?
unknown in life, but in death, you will know
when you see my name etched into stone 

leave it to me, my love, i don't 
think that we should be here, don't 
leave it to me, i'm a freak, i'm a joke
leave it to me, i'm so weak, and i won't
be what you need, i'll just leave, and you'll choke
on burning tears, all your fears, when you're woke
you will not sleep, will not eat, and your throat 
will scream for me in the nights you're alone 

hearing your words in the wind cuts to bone

leave it to me (etched into stone)

put your hand in mine 
baby let's go 
i'm falling so deep 
losing control 
the sky fades to red 
we ride alone 
you're all that i have 
since we left home 
driving through the night 
smoke in our clothes 
your voice in the dark 
it's all i know 

the high beams cut 
through dreams and doubt 
but we're alive now 
that's all that counts 
i know where to go 
to stay this lost 
if i find you there 
we'll be intercrossed

somehow the choice of existing in this pain with you sounds much more healing

looking out an open doorway
im all alone again
distant minds divide control
for lust for love a lie

if i cross that line
if i cross that line would i be wrong?

mural

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Rare Phantom is the alter ego of a Massachusetts native who began making music during the pandemic. A time when silence was loud, and escape became necessary. What started as a private form of therapy evolved into something far greater: a voice, a vision, and ultimately, a persona that now echoes across the alternative music scene. 
 The name Rare Phantom wasn’t born from fame or strategy, it emerged during late nights filled with reflection, pain, and creative fire. “Phantom” represents the parts of ourselves we often hide: the trauma, the rage, the passion, the sensitivity. And the “Rare” is the boldness to own it all publicly. It’s the idea that showing your shadow side isn’t weakness, it’s power. Rare Phantom became the armor and the amplifier.
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