stayed the same (p. voidrave99 x kozishi)

see the bad in me (p. dercept x 5head)

Seen Me (Act) Crazy prod neverforever

Baby i got drank in my cup
Drain my fucking life force every time i hit the blunt
I can never trust you so tell me why im still in love
Yeah tell me why im still in love
I’m flying like a fucking dove all around you
I know you can feel my energy
it surrounds you
Take me out of danger
But i couldn’t save her
And i can’t erase her
no matter how hard i try

You know that i tried
you were there with me
And you taught me all the things 
I couldn’t see
But now you know its the truth i seek
And you’re nowhere to be found
where are u now?

dove (fumiko & envymansion)

Bracelet on my wrist that you gave me
You know that your love is the type that I gatekeep
No i’m not dumb i knew that you couldn’t save me
But i like to sit back and watch while you play me
And they bumping to my music in the club
But it doesn’t really mean a thing if i don’t have your love
And i’m posted with this bad bitch and we be doing drugs
And i’m hiding all my feelings you can find them in my cup

(verse)
I dont rlly want u but i miss u bad 
I just wanna talk but it just turns out sad
You tune me out again and i’ll just leave
It’s clear to me you never did believe in me
We take some lines and we stay up
And just talk about life until the day comes
Yeah tell me how you feel you can say sum
And you know i’ll be with you until we gone

bracelet (p. dead spyro)

featuring & mixed by https://soundcloud.com/9aradox
prod https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
mastered by me + 9aradox 
photo by: https://soundcloud.com/whatafuckingbitch edited by me
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah 
yeah yeah yeah yeah

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

a bad bitch only want me for the night
a real one to me will always come to requite
my ex looking back at me saying she wants a contrite
i just tell her she a joke like mario is to spike

and there's a reason that i live a private life
cus once everyone knows they will all just try to entice
with everything that interests me feeling so memory wiped
and i just want discoveries someone to show their other side

feeling like grimace with purple stains all on my neck
my fit so bright that rave lights show in the reflect
that bitch say she want me but then she looks like a grotesque
there just comes a point where me and people never intersect

shawty wanna buy me drinks while we turn up at the club
and i'd be doing that but i ain't even 21
so when we at the pub yea you know i get my grub
and i'm counting all my stubs and she tell me she the one

girl i'm in the club, you know that i been turning up 
if you hear me thru your speakers baby you should turn it up
addicted to you girl your love is like a drug 
i'm coming for you baby you should give it up
i'm so sick of everybody they all act so typical 
the way that i be flowing on the beat is so despicable 
i just popped six tabs like bitch i hope that i get visuals 
i'm moving like a thief in the night bitch i'm invisible

onenitestand + 9aradox [nokia2k]

keep it coming (p. lil biscuit)

My ribs are breaking
My wrist is shaking
No i cant take it
The way you fake it
The way you mold yourself just to look better than you are
Everybody can see it they don’t even need to be close
And i know that you regret the path you chose
But you know that its too late
there’s Nowhere2go

there’s Nowhere2go
you already know
there’s Nowhere2go
you sold your soul



The first night that i was with you was magic
The last time that i saw you it was panic
Cus something turns out wrong everytime
Yeah yk it turns out wrong every time

Just fall for me
Just fall for me
Why do u think it’s wrong ?

nowhere2go (fall4m3) (p. ilybeam)

acceptance (p. takuori + qweshkka)

saget ft jsu

BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA + MATEO

prod by me<3
ft @corpsekittyy

lyrics:

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

maggots crawling in my skin right now
i don’t know where to begin right now
azrael: angel of death
do what u will
lay my soul to rest
always wondering what in the world i turned to
another day alive
another day i hurt u
either drown in thoughts
or drowning them out
there’s no escape from this place
from this maze
no way out
no way out

(corpsekitty)
in love with misery
take everything that’s left of me
i don’t wanna breathe 
take lines until my nose bleeds
need u close to me
can't give u what u need from me
i think i'd rather die
so close to suicide
every fucking day i do the same thing
i hate myself and every piece of me they’re taking
don't know if ill survive think i can't take it
fucked up 
i can't fucking feel any of this pain bitch

(cloudii)
always feeling like i have no one to turn to
i don’t feel alive, i always feel so awful
writhing in my own misery
the weight of my sins keeps dragging me
down down
down down
down down
down down
like a zombii in my flesh right now
all these voices they crowd up my head
so loud..

i’m a.. 
zombii zombii
just a.. 
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

i’m a..
zombii zombii
just a..
zombii zombii
lowly..
zombii zombii
lonely..
zombii zombii

zombii ft corpsekitty

notice (brownie)

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