let me rot in your arms.
DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

let me rot in your arms.

Wish we could go back

There is a tide within me,
pulling toward a shore I have never seen,
a place unnamed, yet familiar,
woven from the mist of forgotten dreams.

I step into the water,
watch as it swallows my reflection—
a face I no longer recognize,
a drift between the currents of what was and what could be.

I have spent lifetimes chasing shadows,
tracing the outline of something just beyond reach,
a whisper lost in the crash of waves,
a question without a language to hold it.

What if I am only the echo of a life never lived?
A ripple fading before it meets the sand?
Perhaps I was never meant to arrive,
only to drift, to dissolve,
to become part of the endless tide.

Not to grasp, but to feel,
not to own, but to remember
that once, for a moment,
I was more than water.

lighthouse

this song to me is an expression of how it's felt learning that the world can be okay. learning to breathe deeply for the first time, not filled with anxiety and fear of what would happen to me that day. the air i'm breathing feels so new, and finally safe. i can take up the space that i need to, and not feel that i am too much. my world has opened up, my perspectives have changed. i am learning it is okay to lean on others for support and know that it is not a burden to do so, though it is still something i struggle with. i am always growing, and i feel so grateful to have the chance to grow, as i know many don't, and i didn't for most of my life. i hope this can resonate with someone. or even bring a little bit of hope to those who feel that they will never truly feel the peace that they deserve, because it is out there, the world is not all scary, and you are worthy of experiencing it, && all the beautiful things life has to offer. ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა ♡

you'll heal me

Take it off but slowly

leaflet(3)

you are all that i have

✧˖*°࿐

˖ ࣪. ࿐♡˚.

Silent Freeways takes the listener onto abandoned highways stretching through the desert remains of Miami. Once filled with noise, cars, and energy, these freeways now echo with nothing but the whisper of sand and the hum of neon. The track combines pulsing synth basslines with lo-fi beats, giving the sensation of a night drive through emptiness. It’s the sound of an endless road where every streetlight flickers like a memory of movement. Silent Freeways captures the loneliness of a world where infrastructure survives but life is gone, turning highways into monuments of silence. This song is perfect for fans of night-drive synthwave, cyberpunk atmospheres, and anyone who wants to feel the haunting calm of a deserted cityscape.

Take it off but slowly

TAHLS