What you know as a family some know as a torture (vip version)

Music is the greatest human invention, the only language that speaks to us all. It would be a shame not to share my share. Just for fun, just for mere survival of one man's mind. Thank you for listening!

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fictionalive / popoems series / hyper media reports 
2001 / 2011 / 2024

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multi-layered, holistic art project

it speaks take what speaks

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I want to love – but I need to hate
I need to hate – but I want to love

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nor this nor that
no black and white
no left or right

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/ + / ⭕️ and the rest will follow


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welcome, traveler
made with passion 
just for you

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Am I allowed to have had the childhood I truly suffered ?
So sad -
Noone knows

And then ?

Root of nose torn off by massive header  on behalf of "Paul" by a hired thug as "Paul" told me later, 1996, when I  was asking him in his pub "Kapovaz". Emergency call refused,  lost goals of vocational training to become engineer in electronics  nearby in Bremerhaven, 80s. I had unfortunately hidden a music cassette  with an unrecoverable piece of music on the toilet tank so that it  wouldn't be stolen in the pub and forgotten there. It must have fallen  in. Three times could be killed later in my life. Declared insane by  drug analysis without signature then, evidence must be presented. There  is overarching evidence that I did not consume any drugs.
Auf der B25,  Ortsausgang Nördlingen Richtung Deiningen konnte ich mich nur durch  einen Sprung im letzten Sekundenbruchteil vor dem Überfahrenwerden  retten.
Hastedter/Sebaldsbrücker Heerstraße in Bremen blickte ich  gerade schnell genug nach hinten, als auf dem Gehweg/Radweg frühmorgens  ein Auto hinter meinem Fahrrad auf mich zuraste und konnte um ein paar  Zentimeter weit genug ausweichen.
Bei einer Firma in Achim bei Bremen  fuhr ein LKW vor, als ich gerade an einem Arbeitskollegen, der mit  einem langen Messer drohte vorbei, durch das Rolltor flüchtete, der  Schichtführer hatte den Notausgang verriegelt.

What you know as a family some know as a torture (vip version)

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