your tears - Part 1

4Edits

soundcloud skizofrenic stuff

Disociatin

elxnce + nomu - upset

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

album soon @blxty @goyxrd

lyrics:

[mental]
tell me if its all a lie
or if its really love
i dont really mind
cuz u fit me like a glove
i was off all of my medicine
and moving like a slug
u said u wish u were dead again
like baby wtf :/ (x2)

like what the hell
love me and ill treat u well
double c up on my belt
double c stand for chanel
mix the cc with the bb
gg u just took an L :p
n they see me
up on repeat
i can tell that im going up
i can tell that im blowing up
see my face and u throwing up
prolly cuz im showing off this bag
cant flex u dont got no swag
i rly think that i want her
tell me if u love me
if not then im a goner

[blxty]
i been livin life on pause
hit me up like whats the cost
u work 9-5 im making these rackies jus to talk
idk whats going on
me n mental going strong
oh oh ohh
They said watch out for the snakes when they an opp themselves
matter fact i think they should off themselves
i jus wanna see u girl i dont wanna see u gone
tell me if u like this song <3

wtf -_- feat blxty prod goyxrd

RewindRaps + Ayecourt! - Not 4 Sale ( ucondrew + solxmn )

Come Over When You're Sober

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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Toxic feat. coldhart (prod. yawns)

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NIGHTCORE - CHAIR - WASTED remix (JUICE WRLD)

prod and mixed by @iwtkp4ever
cover art by @buffalobang

(LYRICS)
why would u waste my time like that
i be sittin in my room i be countin up these racks
yea this paper turning blue baby u aint gotta ask
use ur words right baby when u got it back

tell me what u wait for
imma get u what u pay for
u didnt love guess we say so
smoking on gas
she dont like me when im high like that
in the benz and they always drive fried like that

i gotchu everything u asked

droppin acid down on my tounge
i wanna know u miss me and we had fun
two pills im on the moon im smoking moon rock
if u wanna walk round here pls take ur shoes off
always do me dirty tell me whats the deal
reach me hand out just to touch u is this really real

saw u at a party
i wanna leave with u
i dont wanna party
i dont wanna partyy
this is not a hobby
i make money now
dressin like a car thief

why would u waste my time like that
i be sittin in my room i be countin up these racks
yea this paper turning blue baby u aint gotta ask
use ur words right baby when u got it back

tell me what u wait for
imma get u what u pay for
u didnt love guess we say so
smoking on gas
she dont like me when im high like that
in the benz and they always drive fried like that

step out with a1s on my feet
im so lowkey
i dont know why u talk to me
u dont know me
u smoking on trash
all u do is just cap
i dont wanna be associated
ur in the past

new faces they always got my back when im down
new card on the dash and we go swipe it around
i was down so bad
lights shining bright in my eyes
imma tell u imma go and hide for the night

they all used to love me
but i fell off
i was dreamin bout some money and a droptop
bno written on a t-shirt
why i always gotta act like i dont need her

why would u waste my time like that
i be sittin in my room i be countin up these racks
yea this paper turning blue baby u aint gotta ask
use ur words right baby when u got it back

tell me what u wait for
imma get u what u pay for
u didnt love guess we say so
smoking on gas
she dont like me when im high like that
in the benz and they always drive fried like that

SPOTIFY

leave with u (prod. bizarius)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_48hQVaeOQ

@capoxxo
@notlikethis

and im so alone, itsnot even funny 
i just wanna know, do u really care for me at all

would u pickup ur phone if   gave u call
and, i just really want to know 
if, u wanna hit the road
with me and all my bros we can pop some percs & smoke some dope

life is nothing but a simulation crazy 
i just wanna hae u in my station baby
we can pop percs we can turn  up oh
i just wanna hav in the bathroom stall

do u even care for me at all?
prolly not thats fine i guess so
i been mixing red wine with the xo
yea i really dont care at all
life is just an rpg yea thats final

one day u gone see me on ur tv
u been sneaking on my instagram creepy
i know that u wish that u could be me
im so sorry

it was beautiful [notlikethis] (music video in description)

Verse Order:
@chach404
@wido123456789
@p4rkr
@sanriorose
@midwxst
@1kurtains
@1glaive
@blackwinterwells
@braxtonknight
@zootzie
@lilkiteshawty
@kggn
@shadowkingkillz
@saturn27

PROD: @4ambhx

RED W/ SLOWSILVER03, NOVAGANG, GOONNCITY, & MIDNIGHT SOCIETY (PROD. 4AM)

https://soundcloud.com/kggn
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
https://soundcloud.com/tonserrr

prod
https://soundcloud.com/1vessel
https://soundcloud.com/perc_300

[kuru] 
oh no
think i did it again
i can't seem2 fuckn speak whn im round my friends
ion rly like the talkn
so i keep loose ends
n they love2 pretend
so i skrt inna benz
nonono
let the choppa do the choppin s/o exodus
u a fake bitch u aint like the rest of us
i ain bout the pressure smokn gas tht excellence
say u rly bout it u ain got no evidence

u make me sick
2my core
don't kno whts in store
4u
yea i dunno wht to say but imma floor u
treat me like a fan 
bitch i dnt adore u
always in my dms sayin this n sayin tht
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but ur always on attack
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but i never look back
u should do the fuckn same go n get urself sum racks

[crusifye]
(?)

[tonser]
In the night time
I want u to be mine
When I see ur smile
u make me feel alive

Oh shit, I’m running blind
Kuru and me we have nothing to hide
Catch me on the floor, look at me slide
Nothing in the world can stop me now

Felt like 47, just like the guy with no emotions
He can’t be stopped, he has the poison
He has the gun, I have women

Get on board
Ride with me now
Get on board
Ride with me now

kuru - repeat ft. crusifye & tonser (prod. arena & 4am)

prod me

Shawty_Said_She_Wanna_Meet_Me_Online__Twikipedia_.mp3


Lyrics:

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok go i dont know
when im crashing at the show
i just want 4 u to know that i would love 2 take u home
ok woah and i know
i cant take it anymore
he was talking all that talk but when i see him he gon fold

(they keep calling up my phone... when i see him he gon fold)

shawty said she wanna meet me online
call her up on MSN said she'll be mine
tell her if my ex be calling imma decline
shawty i dont wanna talk 2 u im too hiiiiiiiigh

who tf is calling... i dont wanna answer
im too busy balling... imma get my bands up
picture like a drawing... smoke him up like cancer
empty out his wallet... treat him like a dancer

ok now i know whats real whats fake
wake up running 2 the bank
got a smile across my face
dollar billz gon pave the way

said that he invincible... ok come and watch this (shoutout quinn :D)
LGBT choppa cuz its coming out the closet
ATM god damn i might go deposit
track down his location leave him leaking like a FauCet (He DIED)

Ok stop it... Let the Choppa... do the choppin
cuz its talking... we gon find him.. run his pockets
leave him jobless... if i like it.. imma cop it
not an option... listen to me.. like a prophet

but im not. i cant stop. getting guap. 
making money is so fun
he get shot. in my block
cause he rly is an opp
take my watch. you get shot
and i put that shit on god
heard that boy was talking down dont get surprised when he get dropped

yeah i know. imma blow. got a car now im on go
ask me why im getting money cuz i did what im suppose
imma buy. all these clothes. dat u never seen before
feel like frieza im too cold feel like pero i cant fold (lol)
i been pushing through these boulders i been tryna get them rolled
i been trynna change my habits cause i know i do the most

go u getting old. hunnid thousand on my ghost
i gotta go. no. trust me i know. he getting burnt like some toast
turn to a ghost. all of these guns that i tote. copy my style like some clones
it is so gross. ask me questions like a host. i knew that boy was a hoo eeee

elxnce + nomu - upset

Takuto Yui Jr.