instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

if u fw the old version of the song More im sorry That shit had some tts Wit my ex name so i jus cut it out and extended this to a minute

STREAM ON SPOTIFY INSTEDA BRO
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Jqcaa6uhspHNEVw9cEg1y?si=yC4DSd_IRH-oyhIoE6W8mQ

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

(SPOTIFY) u did this 2 me :/ @sadderthanabitch on ig

im not slacking off / compilation of unfinished songs

God You Fucking Suck

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i wish that my life was a romcom 
i wish every song was a love one 
wish my life would fall into place but
dreaming never got me out of mistakes

alone with her 
its all i need 
i wish my life 
wasnt a comedy 
and maybe dreams 
just arent that bad 
cus when i think of her
i dont feel sad

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - i wish my life was a romcom

close my eyes when i die

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

lyrics:Tell me why I got these cuts on my palms, on my palms Tell me why you like to turn me on, turn me on Why do you always want to be right when you're wrong? I'm such a loser, can't we just get along? You say I'm rude, but I did not mean to hurt you your so fake u act brand new now I know ur so see through You said you hate me, but you wanted to date me But you were kinda crazy, you were not my lady

your wrong in literally every situation

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

that kind of hurt

talking after hours