this was really lovely, thank you for sharing <3

i thought i was ready to let go 
and place my first project as tim tam tum to rest, earlier last year.
but life set an unexpected turn of events and made me realize i still had unfinished business.
there was still more that i needed to say, as that person that i once was.

please join me as i once again attempt to make my closing statement as tim tam tum.

this song, like the others on the album , was primarily written around 2015-16, about 5 years ago at this point.
it was composed as a fond yet painful remembrance of precious times seemingly lost forever. 
being the title track of the album, as well as its finale, it was meant to be the defining piece of the project, yet it became too daunting of a task to fully complete.
i left it to be finished when everything drew to a close, a memoir that would encapsulate my full retrospective feelings on the situation at hand.

after years devoid of closure, it felt fitting to perhaps just move on and leave the past behind.
to drop my obsessions with what was lost,
and to look forward.
i think at the time of my previous release, this was a necessary course of action.

now life has brought me back to face these old memories, once again. i bring myself forward to embrace them with everything that i have,
scars and all.

Ode

tam.exe

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