“After my last album “Tiny Injuries” was released in 2023, I could feel myself slowly emerging from the dark cave of grief. Some days I would feel more positive and excited about things,  but then other days I would take ten steps back and be right back there. I desperately want to change, to feel okay, and there is also a side of me that wants to hold onto the sadness. Sometimes holding onto the sadness of loss is the only thing that keeps that person around,  and I struggle with the fear of forgetting them. All the songs on "Good Times for a Change" feel like meditations on being somewhere in between the willingness to let go, and the desire to hold on... a time capsule of the internal dialogue I have with myself everyday.”  
 
xo Tamar

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The Mysterious Decibel - Facing Fears

Lyrics, instrumental, Vocals, Sounds, mix, song structure - The Mysterious Decibel

Vocals mastered by: Mark McClellan

Lyrics:

I'm staring, My eyes tearing through the night as I rest my head
Trying to forget what reveals itself in the light above my bed

Face the spider parallel on the ceiling
To maybe change my perception of feeling
Maybe if i stare so long
it'll become so numb
just trying to overcome
Might not need a chase of rum
Or even a hit to make me dumb

The dreaded fear that's above my head
Like the cover of a book that is barely read
Every eye, every leg, It's own demon
Should I flush it all away with the spray of my semen?

Just close your eyes
Move on closer
Open wide
Take a bite
Accept the sin
swallow it down
Take the monsters in
And turn them around

Facing Fears

Video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=484U5K-mi24

This piece represents a sonic journey of introspection and renewal, inspired by moments of burnout and the desperate need for respite.

Close your eyes and let the music carry you away. 

Experience the gentle sway of the tide, the warmth of the sun on your skin, and the whispers of the sea breeze. Dive into a world where reality blurs with hallucinations, where the boundary between dreams and waking life dissolves

"Oceanic Fever" is a reminder to pause, to breathe, and to find beauty in moments of stillness.

Oceanic Fever

Croque

Book of Change

Good Impression

That's Not a Lie

Chicago

I Don't Mind

island of nowhere

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©Lyrics & Creator: Lady ElectroTrek
TITLE:
SHORT LEASH
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[Verse]
You got me on a short leash
Not the happiest with your tight grip
Shadow crease more like prison bars
Fix the nix give me right adjustment

[Verse 2]
Lookin' at the stars through steel lines
Your control suffocates my flow
No freedom no open skies
Let me go unchain me let me grow

[Chorus]
Chains rattle in the dark
I'm not your puppet not your toy
Cut the strings release your mark
Let me run let me breathe some joy

[Verse 3]
Every step you pull me back
Unwrap the ropes erase the track
No happiness within your hold
My spirit cries my heart grows cold

[Bridge]
Grit my teeth fight your snare
Rebellious dreams clash in the air
Ripping tighter your grip ain't fair
Cut me loose strip me bare

[Verse 4]
Darkness splits under my scream
Your power fades just a bad dream
Running fast freedom gleam
Breaking chains I'm supreme

Cutting The Cull

Short Leash

Jazz practice with my fretless playing the theme and solo over a backing play along track  including drums, guitar and upright bass.

How Insensitive  Jazz Standard Fretless Theme And Solo

Pipe Dreams All the Way Down is about the nature of reality (or realities?). It tries to capture the dizzying thought that reality might consist of endless layers of illusions, each one nested within another like an infinite set of matryoshki.

Pipe Dreams All the Way Down

Alcune note esplicative:
-English version below-

Questa danza trae ispirazione da un manoscritto databile abbastanza precisamente in un periodo compreso tra il tardo Neolitico e il Luglio 1750. 
La pergamena sulla quale è stato vergato era incorporata nella rilegatura di un volume di epoca successiva che raccoglie diverse ricette di cucina a base di cinghiale. 
La provenienza del volume sembra essere legata a un monaco cuciniere dell'ormai estinto ordine dei Frati Trigliceridi di San Circonflesso, una congregazione di cui si conoscono poche evidenze storiche.

Da un’attenta analisi del metro musicale e dei pochi appunti coreutici — che purtroppo risultano in gran parte indecifrabili, eccetto per alcuni passaggi scritti con quella che sembra essere salsa di pomodoro — si evince che i danzatori di questa singolare danza dovessero possedere un numero dispari di arti, una caratteristica che, sebbene non del tutto chiara, sembra fosse una condizione fondamentale per la corretta esecuzione della coreografia.

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Some background notes:

This dance is inspired by a manuscript that can be dated quite precisely to a period somewhere between the late Neolithic and July 1750.
The parchment on which it was written was incorporated into the binding of a later volume, which collects various recipes for cooking wild boar.
The origin of the volume seems to be linked to a monk-cook from the now-extinct order of the Triglycerides Friars of Saint Circumflex, a congregation about which few historical records exist.

From a careful analysis of the musical meter and the few choreographic notes — which unfortunately remain mostly undecipherable, except for some sections written in what appears to be tomato sauce — it can be deduced that the dancers performing this peculiar dance were required to possess an odd number of limbs, a characteristic which, while not entirely clear, seems to have been a fundamental condition for the correct execution of the choreography.

Giga

I See Time

Gut instinct ~ NRW Mix

Tamar Berk is a songwriter, producer, and multi-instrumentalist who crafts emotionally raw indie rock and power-pop gems. Her songs dig into identity, nostalgia, and self-reflection—wrapped in catchy melodies and lo-fi sparkle. Her fifth studio album ocd drops September 5, with the first single and video out August 8.

Chicago

Tamar Berk

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