Closure/Breakwater

The Children's Crusade

Cedar Of Lebanon

Taking Out The Trash

art by ryan (grocery.reinbursement(instagram))

on the run

December Stars Could Never Match Your Eyes - Die Emperor Die

my third of the split with halt or ill shoot! and maybe it's best...

the shando

im losing my sense of self, to be honest, i really need help, im trapped inside a hell that ive created for myself

idek what i’m doing (save me), idek who i am (just take me)
i feel so fucking lost (pray4me), lost inside this trance (i hate me)
i thought that i found god, i thought that i was blessed 
gave me so many chances & i still can’t do my best 

i can feel it in my chest, thinking i just need some rest (fuck)
i can hear it in my head, think that  i was better off dead (save me)

you don’t understand you just dont get it 
somethings very wrong inside my head and i cant stand it
you dont understand me, you just dont get it 
i could tell you a million times but u still wont comprehend it 

i dont need nobody (save me), i dont need no friends (just take me)
i can do this shit on my own, i dont need your ends 
im so tired of this mess, these feelings just cause stress
i dont even really wanna say it, but i think that im depressed 

i was waiting on someone to save me
someone to take me to safety (fuck) 
havent been myself, not lately 
idk, i feel fucking crazy 

sometimez idk what im sayin
habits got a hold, so im praying 
im waitin, so patient, 
i just want someone to listen but

you don’t understand me, you just dont get it 
somethings very wrong inside my head and i cant stand it
you dont understand me, you just dont get it 
i could tell you a million times but u still wont comprehend it 

you don’t understand me, you just dont get it 
somethings very wrong inside my head and i cant stand it
you dont understand me, you just dont get it 
i could tell you a million times but u still wont comprehend it

saveME

I watch another day of sunlight 
Waste away
I want to rip the skin off my body
Starting with my
I watch another day of sunlight 
Waste away
I want to rip the skin off my body
Starting with my
I watch another day of sunlight 
Waste away
I want to rip the skin off my body
Starting with my
I watch another day of sunlight 
Waste away
I want to rip the skin off my body
Starting with my face

I built a jungle in my room
Made of
Rocks and stone and mud and earth and 
Greener things than i could
Greener things than i could ever hope to be

I lower myself down beneath my
Artificial canopy 
Of my own design for my own 
Demise
I let those greener things
Pull me down

They swallow me
They swallow me

I drown beneath the
Rocks and stone and mud and earth and
Greener things prettier than
I could ever hope to be

I become one with my jungle
Another fixture in my room
Its swallows me whole
There's comfort in the
Suffocation 

I could not
Fathom but
I could 
Dream

I could not 
Fathom but 
I could 
Dream

I sink down
Beneath my artificial canopy 
There is nothing left
Greener things swallow me whole
Swallow me whole
There is nothing left
There is nothing left

Nothing left
Just the green
Nothing left
Just the green

Taking Out The Trash

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