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the Soul of The Rose

I took some time away to write a short collection of piano and string pieces named 'Of Sleep and Time'. This is the opening piece.

Of Sleep and Time is available for free download at https://levipatel.bandcamp.com/

I have recently released an alternate version 'As she passes (nocturne)', included on my album A Shifting Lightness https://levipatel.bandcamp.com/album/a-shifting-lightness

Of Sleep and Time

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As she passes

Novo Amor
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Anchor

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Novo Amor - Anchor

Big Sky (Demo)

DAUGHTER (UK) - Candles

Written by: Gentle Robot
Vocals: Gentle Robot
Guitars: Gentle Robot
Bass: Adeel Tahir (Eridu)
Synth: Gentle Robot
Ambiance: Adeel Tahir
Drums: Gentle Robot
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Adeel Tahir

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/gentlerobotpk/
Youtube: https://youtu.be/Gzju5sDV62g

Lyrics:
Take it slow, with the flow, are my eyes deceiving?
Am I reading this all wrong?
But when you smile then I know it was worth believing,
And the feeling was so strong, but

Slowly, your love for me fades
I notice it die by the day

In my mind, it unwinds, all my thoughts perceiving,
What i feared all along,
At a glance, we advance, in our plight achieving,
What was written in my song, but

Slowly, our world starts to change,
Infected by words cold and grey,

Oohoo baby,
How my mind keeps making things up, baby,
I can't stop the feeling 
x4

Slow

Kya Tum Naraaz Ho Raw

Kya Tum Naraaz Ho? (Raw)

You're My Favourite Sound

Lyrics:

Hey there its so nice to meet ya
But I’m scared I’ll have to leave ya

People they come and they go
Will you stay? Or will I go?

Mm mm mm
Mm mm mm

Breathless I find my heart beating 
Faster everytime

I overthink all the time
A vacant feeling 
in my mind

Mm mm mm
Mm mm mm 

Breathe in and 
Breathe out
I hope I figure it out


I hope I know how to fix it
I hope I really figure it out

Mmm mmm
Mmm mmm

Breathe in and 
Breathe out
I hope you figure this out

A vacant feeling (recording)

Lyrics:

Wherever I go
I’d like to be happy

Whenever I die
I’d want every flower next to me

But I know
The surface
and all
that there is

Hmm
hmm

All of a sudden
I like to be on my own

I know that I have to be
Okay and that's all I’ll ever be

But I know
How dark it can be
and I pray
that the light finds me

Hmm
Hmm

Wherever I go
I’d like to be all I need

Whenever I die
I’d take every tainted memory

But I know
You cant see
it’s okay
To be free

Wherever I go, I’d like to be all I need (recording)

It's not complete yet.

Lyrics:

You called me up
in the dead of the night

You made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my chest feeling tight

Awkward eyes
not feeling alright

You saw me there
Losing my way
Not a word
Was said through the day

You said it’s fine
I feel the same

Don’t look away
You’ll get through the Haze


Weird is good
and so is champagne

So take this glass
and let’s sing in the rain

We’ll stay away
from people and pain

I know it’s strange
but it’s not insane

You called me up
in the dead of the night

made some plans
I said okay, that’s fine

I’ll see you there
with my arms open wide 

Awkward eyes
But feeling alright

Weird is good but so is Champagne

Cast iron memory.
Strong as the death of me
Hold still,
I’m moving to total recall
Of strands of hair spread across 
That angelic face of yours
Control me,
I feel like
I’m about to fall
You know what I will say next
It’s predictable af
There’s another thing that 
I want to say 
But I will hold onto that
And save it for the right day, yeah

I’m cold on the Sunday that you’re gone,
The one that you said we were on for movies and popcorn,
Yeah I’m really trying to 
Muster some amount of attitude 
Something that lets me ask you 
What exactly is wrong 
Because she’s hard to imagine 
Hard to figure out,
Hard to control, she’ll blow your brains out
Cover you in a shroud, make no noise and leave.
She is bad for me, to no extent, 
There’s never any space for me to vent,
But unexpectedly,
That love comes naturally
Naturally

Does it bother you to have to have the upper hand
Another set of rules I don’t understand
Why is that necessary?
It all seems so blurry
And I can’t even try to find a way out 
A matter into which you’ll poke your snout, 
Snapchat filters, coming out loud

But I should know how it feels to be ousted
No choice but I am hidden, I am crouching
Your expectations seem to cross the boundaries
But I still can’t help but feel

I’m cold on the Sunday that you’re gone,
The one that you said we were on for movies and popcorn,
Yeah I’m really trying to 
Muster some amount of attitude 
Something that lets me ask you 
What exactly is wrong 
Because she’s hard to imagine 
Hard to figure out,
Hard to control, she’ll blow your brains out
Cover you in a shroud, make no noise and leave.
She is bad for me, to no extent, 
There’s never any space for me to vent,
But unexpectedly,
That love comes naturally
Naturally

popcorn

Are you the one who discovers my mind?
Are you the one, who tells me if I’m right?
Does it hurt when I swallow my nervousness,
Saliva mixes with an emotional risk.

Magnet mind in the midst of a moment.

I might be overthinking
But my confidence is shrinking
Even the words don’t believe me as I speak them,
What am I to say?
You may think that I’m stupid,
But truly I believe that I don’t belong here.
Watch my anxiety get the better of me.

This whole conversation is a horror story in my head,
Am I saying the things, nodding correctly, am I just maybe a little weird?
And I don’t seem to comprehend even my own potential, so
If you could tell me if I’m too quiet or I’m a riot, please?

Am I adequate enough to be in your company?

I might be overthinking
But my confidence is shrinking
Even the words don’t believe me as I speak them,
What am I to say?
You may think that I’m stupid,
But truly I believe that I don’t belong here.
Watch my anxiety get the better of me.

Adequate seems like a perfect word,
But I ain’t living in a perfect world 
I’m just trying to get by 
Parties aren’t really my thing, you know,
I’m too awkward to be social, 
I’d just rather sit at home and blast some Guns n Roses.

I might be overthinking
But my confidence is shrinking
Even the words don’t believe me as I speak them,
What am I to say?
You may think that I’m stupid,
Please don’t think that I’m foolish
I think I don’t belong here.
Watch my anxiety get the better of me.

nervous system

BREATHE INTO THE FIRE

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! 
Today, I come prepared with a Rakat Zami styled-production-song, (meaning I produced the ENTIRE backing track first and then wrote lyrics for it and tuned it.) 
I was experimenting again on changing up my sound, because to be frank, ya girl was startin' to get a bit monotonous. 
So here it is! 
Here are the lyrics:

Every face that I see, they belong to me
All the while that I breathe, they will come to me
Will you pull me back in, I believe in me 
Will not go in again, they will come for me  

I long to see,
Come with me 

People I meet tell me everything's alright 
I dont need to worry everything will be fine 
I've been seeing a lot of unfamiliar faces 
In my head 
I'm screaming for help but no one can hear me 
From this deep dark pit of mine  
Someday will come 
when I am no longer afraid 

But the memory plays on
Memory plays on

I long to see,
Come with me 

Eyes, staring, burning through cages of my soul
Falling, drowning, in the deepest of my own
Oblivion, there is no need to be me 
I can now see, there is no need to be me

enjoy xoxo

Memoir

Official Lyric Video - https://youtu.be/EkZ4oGuqbb8
Spotify/Apple Music -https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/abdullahshakil/contra

Contra is about being your own worst enemy. 

Vocals - Abdullah Shakil
Lyrical Concept - Abdullah Shakil
Lyrics - Adil Azhar Bhatty (@womanandsavages)
Additional Vocals - Adil Azhar Bhatty (@womanandsavages)
Electric Guitar - Adil Azhar Bhatty (@womanandsavages)
Mastering - Tom Waltz
Song Written, Composed, Produced, and Mixed by Adil Azhar Bhatty (@womanandsavages)

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
What do I see in the shadows?
Whispering my name,
Calling me below
Why do I freeze in the shallows?
I hear it say
"Down Here You'll Float" (x2)

Chorus:
I'm In Contra
Hate me don't cha?
Take me with you
Then You'll Glow Too
I feel it too

Verse 2:
Skin me to the bone,
see anything
You'd like to keep?
Didn't think so
Jumper cables on my heart
Did you manage a pulse?
I guess I'll go (x2)

Bridge:
In case I forget
Yeah, I still like me sometimes
But in my head,
I'll always choose the vice
And I'll never think twice

Chorus:
I'm In Contra
Hate me don't cha?
Take me with you
Then You'll Glow Too
I'll feel it too

I Feel it too

Connect with Abdullah Shakil
https://www.instagram.com/abdullahshak/

CONTRA (Prod. Adil Azhar Bhatty)

iTunes

https://tanmayabhatnagar.com/music/



Grateful.

Weird is good but so is Champagne

Tanmaya Bhatnagar