So here's a collab I've been working on for awhile with the very talented Metajoker~! 

This song doesn't really capture a Christmas spirit however, as it is a lot more serious and realistic than some of my previous works. Metajoker wrote and performed the vocals for this track, so a large amount of the inspiration for this track rests squarely on his shoulders. However my vision for this track crossed paths with his, and I think it worked quite well.

Hopefully you all enjoy~

Art by the fantabulous Anti: https://anticularpony.deviantart.com/art/Take-a-Deep-Breath-677290918

Metajoker: 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi4utJ3Fuo3vvWfm74hG8Yg
https://soundcloud.com/metajoker
https://twitter.com/MetajokerMusic

---lyrics---
I was only ten
I remember what you said
Underneath the slowly fading sky
You just looked away
Hid the tears that filled your face
Everyone knows fathers never cry
You told me
"Son, the world is cold
You will see when you get old
Nothing lasts forever that I've known.
You are happy now
Wait until the sun comes out
Then you'll find you're waking up alone
You're waking up alone."

Lose my reason to the wrong fear
Choose to think that I belong here
Who are we? What's going on here?
Let's go home, I wanna go home
Look at me and keep your promise
Always told me you were honest
Can't you see that I don't want this
I'm so afraid of ever being alone.

Soon we went inside
When the twilight turned to night
It's not safe to be out in the dark
Turn the kettle on
Take a seat and play a song
On the radio she used to love.
In your misery
You passed on the pain to me
Fire in your heart that slowly burned
Lies began to crack:
You gave up a while back.

Lose my reason to the wrong fear
Choose to think that I belong here
Who are we? What's going on here?
Let's go home, I wanna go home
Look at me and keep your promise
Always told me you were honest
Can't you see that I don't want this
I'm so afraid of ever being alone.
Of ever being alone.

I don't want to be alone.

Dad? It's been a while
Since you've seen your only child.
I never pick up the telephone
But I hear you now,
Still inside my heart somehow
Won't you leave so I can be alone?

SUPPORT ME

Waking Up Alone (feat. Metajoker)

•I only need Me, Myself, and I.

•Relationships are destructive

•One night stands are for people who can't love someone for their personality

•They desperate cause they can't have someone actually love them

•This is my opinion and everyone fucking sucks

•Everyone who thinks they can fuck and not love someone, I got 3 beautiful words for you

•😁 Y'all can go straight to hell

•it's 20-fucking-23

•Grow up already

•Toddlers are more accepting then y'all 

sfw musician just starting out . he/him asexual . 1 corinthians 13

Perth based fresh beat producer, making quality tracks since 2012. I dabble in almost any edm genre you can think of, excluding meme genres like Harsh Noise and the like.  Absolutely adore feedback from fans, so drop me a message if you feel like saying hi. I produce using FL Studio 12 on Windows, so feel free to hmu with collab requests if you want. I do however, reserve the right to refuse.

love you~

I hope you enjoy these beats!

--The Baes--
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Waking Up Alone (feat. Metajoker)

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