https://soundcloud.com/instupendo/instupendo-ripsquad-kissout

kissout edit

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I can hardly exist
But you can't help yourself
You just wanna follow
You just wanna follow me
You're so damn predictable
You can't see yourself
You just keep following
Following me

Don't Follow

Don't Follow

today was a rainy overcast day
the one time the sun came out and shined right in my face was while i was writing this song

i take it as a sign that you all are still here

Year of the ghost

thanks for 400! ^^

lil flip of https://soundcloud.com/charlixcx/claws?si=eed8bfb02c47402ca05c67fbf97c1f5b&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

inspired by the works of:
@hundaes & @jukaamusic

Charli XCX - Claws [paxen imzi flip]

something on the way to work is telling me to watch my step
something in the way you talk is telling me to hold my breath
i don't want no pills in my house no

no pills

so put me in
i'm sugar free i'm fresh off the bench
i'm temporary, dust in the wind
and this is just a place to me now
yeah i'll be the one you talk to not the one that you kiss
you'll get bored of me like you got bored of him
how quickly can you turn it around?
lately, you make me think i'm losing my head
the jester's at the foot of my bed
and he tells me boy you gotta come down

and i'll wait, and i'll wait, and i'll wait
my train has been delayed, and i wanna go home
let me go home

see you on a weekday
watch your favorite movie
you know that i hate it
though i try to change it
i get lost in my convictions
and insist that i'm deficient
you find me kinda boring
read me like a story
write a scarlet letter
and burn it to an ember
oh, it's ashes in the water
but what i'd give to be with you now

and i'll wait, and i'll wait, and i'll wait
my train has been delayed, and i wanna go home
let me go home
and i'll wait, and i'll wait, and i'll wait
my train has been delayed, and i wanna go home
let me go home
and i'll wait, and i'll wait, and i'll wait
my train has been delayed, and i wanna go home
let me go home

substitute

i've been hearing bout this innocent lie
you've been selling, been telling
you keep self-vindicating thinking that i wouldn't hear it
or fear it when i speak for myself

oh everybody hates somebody round here, so i'll be the one for you then
we can fight like kittens and fuck like cats, even though we can't tell the difference
and our friends don't mind if i go silent and act like i never knew them
cause you spread your lies and i take the retribution

but whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves
whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves

i might say i hope you die in a fire
or a car crash, on a racetrack
or i might say that i've been working a while
for a compaq, or radio shack, some bullshit like that

cause everybody hates somebody round here, so i'll be the one for you then
we can fight like kittens and fuck like cats, even though we can't tell the difference
and our friends don't mind if i go silent and act like i never knew them
cause you spread your lies and i take the retribution

but whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves
whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves

face off

i keep having these dreams where i'm wading into the marsh with shoes on
sitting on the rocks feeling as wise as they are
talking to the birds like i'm in on the gossip
i don't feel sad when i wake up anymore, i got tired of running some time ago
but i put a lot of miles betweeen us
so when the thunder clapped me back to existence last night, i just felt disappointed

good morning
beautiful day
good afternoon
lovely weather
how's your garden
how's your family
how's the practice
do you have hope
do you still dream
do you remember me
good night
good afternoon
what time is it
what are your dreams like
what do your nightmares reveal to you
are you scared of the past
are you stuck in the future
do you feel anything at all

pawn

outside in the smokey haze
sitting like an apple i am prostrate to the wind and rain
storm is coming back again
it's better that you left me here
i'm not worth the waiting,
what a shame to chase a waterfall
and what a shame to live at all
tell me to embrace the knife
press the leather hard into my palm insisting you won't cry
that i'm not just the other guy
and what i give, you give it back
break a mirror, make a shiv of glass and cut my fingers up
then i'll learn to look, not touch

you fix up my power lines
i fill you like a lightbulb in the dark that wasn't screwed in right
and i'm so scared of the night
but life is a carnivore
it rips the flesh of what we hold the closest and ignores the rest
and i rot in the vulture nest
your hair is worth a thousand lies
eyes could write the bible
and your parlance is a part of me
rewrites my physiology
it's better not to talk about
all the things that make you who you are
and who you're lost without

oh i see it
oh i see it now
oh i feel it, feel it now

haze

boardwalk on the beach
it carries the ashes i shouldn't forget, or the name of a lover
and down in the creek
the children are baptized off of a dare or a push from a brother

when the cold rushed in, the old rushed out
and there's nothing left to talk about
save all the sorries for when i'm gone
cause the tide keeps moving
the tide keeps carrying on

oh it's such a shame
the grey hurricane it rips up the town and the power goes down
and all of the names
they tend to escape, floating off to the sea, getting lost in the clouds

when the cold rushed in, the old rushed out
and there's nothing left to talk about
save all the sorries for when i'm gone
cause the tide keeps moving
the tide keeps carrying me on

after the storm
they build it again with the same wood beams, oh the beach must be bored
i wish they'd restore it
so it would last, but i guess we don't learn from the past anymore

when the cold rushed in, the old rushed out
and there's nothing left to talk about
save all the sorries for when i'm gone
cause the tide keeps moving
the tide keeps carrying me on

boardwalk

produced, mixed, and mastered by grandfather forest


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