still come back to this every few months 🤍

bruh this shit makes me cry man its basc what I was saying to my wife before we got together. took me almost a year to get her eating properly and I think finally after 2 years shes started to heal from everything shes been through. I think ive been a significant part of that

this song just instantly takes me back to high school freshman and sophomore year

I can't reserves halo,ever. but I'll still vibe to this.

@menthol100s @xanaxprofessor @keepsecrets 

song list:
0:00 skeleton ‐ sorry for cutting off ur fingertips , i thought u had touch id .. https://soundcloud.com/stupidhornycunt/fingertips
0:56 keepsecrets- knuckles white https://soundcloud.com/keepsecrets/knuckles-white
1:53 witchbox - well anyways https://soundcloud.com/xanaxprofessor/ujustwouldntgetit
2:34 skeleton - i love my fat stupid cat https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/i-love-my-fat-stupid-cat
3:23 keepsecrets - through the glass prod greaf https://soundcloud.com/keepsecrets/through-the-glass-1
4:23 witchbox w keepsecrets - id rather die 4 u https://soundcloud.com/witchboxarchive/id-rather-die-4-u-w-keepsecrets
5:54 skeleton w keepsecrets - nothing makes me happy , and women make me cry  https://soundcloud.com/notd33r/wifiskeleton-nothing-makes-me
7:07 skeleton - no preset to show you i really wanna die lol im a jealous fuck https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/no-preset-to-show-you-i-really-wanna-die-lol-im-a-jealous-fuck

totally cool and awesome gothangelz mix

Lyrics: 

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

breeze through the hate
30 gram at my waist
louis belt keep it placed
smell so skunk you could taste

taste it on your lips
like your hands are on her hips
thats the night i lost my shit
bitch im still not over it

fight fight just to fall through the cracks yuh
cold night even when your on my lap ay
you hate my guts why the fuck you saying that
we cant get back something that we never had

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

delta air (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

make u feel so fine
know u like that
if i kissed ur lips
i know u'd bite back

focus on my grip
when i fly past
uber foreign whips
i only drive fast

its not battleships
ion play no games like that
got on designer kicks
and a couple pairs in the bag

smoking love potion
give baby girl a pass
where u buy this shit
i got a guy for gas

one day ill ease up
and i could let u in
but right now im too high
and im just not cluing in

come out
it was such a good time
i could see the downpour
coming through the treeline

i could feel the goosebumps
building through my whole spine
i could feel the heat rush
through me in a beeline

tell me
do u ever think that
we were meant to be
but we could never really see that

and i dreamed that
last night
tell me u believe that
u dont really see that
so i dont mean that

i could waste ur time
just let me know the place
and u can keep complaining
yell the words into my face
im headed downtown
im staying ten down
im from the east end
but im going southbound

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

wanderer (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in ur shit
if you dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

if i dont fuck with u
then i wont click the text
i got friends up in my inbox
like i know them but they on read

know them but they changed up
hate me if ion link up
theres lonely nights i wanna go out
but they dont hit me if a song up

ya my girlfriend said our times up
all my close friends in a limbo
young artist i dont give a fuck if
my gmail full of beats tho

my iphone got a cracked screen
that shit not even rose gold
i wake up and spit some listerine
think of new words and a new flow

soon its new phone i got new hoes
its new drugs but the same bros
new songs keep coming out
like 2 a week i dont slow down

2am in a ghost town
its fl till the sun down
i need a song all about this shit
if it dont exist well it does now

every love that i once had got a new guy and they real good
when i open up my newsfeed and i see them i dont feel good
brain cells that i used to have all dead now but the weeds good 
the only lighter i ever use she bought for me and i miss her

she said my new shit it dont sound good
if somethings wrong you can tell me
i dont say shit to anyone
so thats why my songs all about me

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in your shit
if u dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

back (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

single off my EP

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@taxpurposes

9TAILS:
When I'm winding down
On my own at night
I think of the things that I control in life
I really hope majority I handle right
I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight
Can I reserve a halo
Based on how my day go
If we talking whole life
Then send me to the charcoal
Send me to the devil
Stripped of all my medals 
It don't matter my credentials 
I'm stuck inside my mental
Like woah
Lemme out lemme go
Got a five star meal out in west to
Ion even got no shoes no coat
Cherry coke and some dominos fuck a dinner I can see frosty roads
I'll freeze 
Camping out in the east
Shit was a crazy 2018

I'm a cozy soul
Living in my cozy room
Bumping cozyboy
It got me in a cozy mood
In a lonely mood
I got some friends that's lonely too
We got each other though
We love our little lonely crew
Somebody loving you
I know your scared Cause you don't understand what lovers do
I know your scared cause usually they stay away from you
But hey theyre picking you
I wouldn't be surprised if they  might know the feeling too

Lay down
I know you got family problems 
But they not around
Let it out girl
Pout 
Cry, breakdown
I'll be here to help out
I'm concerned for ur health girl
We should eat out
You been skipping meals
Trust me I been down that road I'll make you stop the wheels
Calories are hourly with me you know the deal
Talking bout depression girl i just got off the pills
Questions bout prescriptions I could answer em for real
The headaches and the therapy you know I know the feel
Sitting up at night I keep on praying that you heal
I know you'll win my baby got a skin thats made of steel
Wonderwomen type deal

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

download

zzz (ft. 9tails & taxpurposes)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

zzz (ft. 9tails & taxpurposes)

taylor morgan

Recent comments

JayLDC

Retriborn

⚰️

⚰️

Related tracks