DOHNUTS

Love hurts.

Lyrics:
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end

We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm fucking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping

Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy

why can't things be everlasting? [prod. neverforever]

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static, like static, not lasting)

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static, static, static, static)

im the undisputed champ aint no debatin ( no debatin)
pull up to the crib and its gated (its gated)
seen u at the club no mistaken (no mistaken) 
i am one of one aint no risk to be taken (i am one of one)
i break records in my rookie season (rookie season)
u wont make the jump u got meakness (u got meakness)
dont mistake my kindness for some kinda weakness (uh uh)
dont play wit my mind if you don't really mean it (my mind, dont play wit my mind)

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static)
theres a pain in my chest 
my shoes are fallin apart cuz my feet cant seem to rest ( my feet cant seem to rest)

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static, like static, not lasting)

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static, static, static, static)

im the undisputed champ aint no debatin ( no debatin)
pull up to the crib and its gated (its gated)
seen u at the club no mistaken (no mistaken) 
i am one of one aint no risk to be taken (i am one of one)
i break records in my rookie season (rookie season)
u wont make the jump u got meakness (u got meakness)
dont mistake my kindness for some kinda weakness (uh uh)
dont play wit my mind if you don't really mean it (my mind, dont play wit my mind)

sparks from my mind they make magic (make Magic)
sparks from my mouth are not lasting (not lasting)
your words interrupt me like static (like static)
theres a pain in my chest 
my shoes are fallin apart cuz my feet cant seem to rest ( my feet cant seem to rest)



my mind make magic prod me

A fun song I made in my bed room! This is week 1 of trying to make a song every week!

My Soul

i know you miss me (miss me)
you cant tell me nothing (nothing)
say you wanna help but you just wanna fix me
I know i dont need fixing 
oh i know you envy me 
yeah i know you envy me
yeah i know im MVP

i been doing this shit (this shit)
no im not a rookie (oh yeah)
im in the stu you know i been cookin
shit i been thru i make it look easy (oh so easy)
hella attitude yeah shorty a meanie

yeah (yeah) x4

you dont know nothing bout me (bout me)
hope late at night you sleep (cant sleep)
woken up from dreams about me (bout me)
focusing on the wrong kinds of things (kinds of things)

fatally shoot me down think im dreamin (think im dreamin)
whats it take what you need i can give it (i can give it)
(fatally shoot me down think im dreamin)
(think im dreamin)
(fatally shoot me down think im dreamin)
(think im dreamin)

i know you miss me (miss me)
you cant tell me nothing (nothing)
say you wanna help but you just wanna fix me
I know i dont need fixing 
oh i know you envy me 
yeah i know you envy me
yeah i know im MVP

i been doing this shit (this shit)
no im not a rookie (oh yeah)
im in the stu you know i been cookin
shit i been thru i make it look easy (oh so easy)
hella attitude yeah shorty a meanie

ENVY prod noise.

It's a funny indie pop song I made it my room! I have been trying to make one song a week. This is week 2! My goal with this is that if I make a song a week I'm bound to get better. I'll be a better writer, better producer, and better vocalist. I'm trying to find my style. It's probably easy to tell that I am trying something a little different in this compared to everything else I've written. I find that I don't have the best vocal tone so I am trying to experiment. I really enjoy Milkychance (they made Stolen Dance) and I love his vocal tone. This is my own personal spin on that stone. Also this song reminds me if Meet The Robinsons... I'm not sure why.

Sign of The Times

u dont have to play no more i can take you anywhere 
i could take you anywhere(anywhere)
aint no need to worry bout it you can trust that u done got it 
know i see you standin there 
know i see you standin there (uh huh standing there)
(wait)
dont fall
dont fall 
know that im unbothered (yeah im unbothered)
i cant get involved
you always got a problem (always got a problem)

what do you want from me
i cant fix anything
when you talk to me
always cut me off 
make me feel dumb as fuck (as fuck)
(make me feel dumb as fuck) x2
i call you a bitch 
you call me a dick 
you know that im sick of it x2
aint no one can win
id rather be a dick
you fake to my face
but i cant let you win
(i cant let you win) x4

u dont have to play no more i can take you anywhere 
i could take you anywhere(anywhere)
aint no need to worry bout it you can trust that u done got it 
know i see you standin there 
know i see you standin there (uh huh standing there)
(wait)
dont fall
dont fall 
know that im unbothered (yeah im unbothered)
i cant get involved
you always got a problem (always got a problem

TUA prod noise.

Fly To Rio

one of my biggest struggles going through life is taking ownership over who I am. for the longest time I felt like I was stuck under someone else's description, a side character no one cared about. my entire purpose was to live for others and never myself. with this song you are witnessing me grow into my own person. I like to look at this song as such. proof that healing is an option, not just for me but for anyone listening that knows they need change, for people who know they need to start putting themselves first.

in a world of confusion I held on to the things that made sense to me, the trees swaying in the wind, the crickets and bugs making noise, retro video game songs that filled me with life. these are the things that made me who I am.

my whole life I wanted to be seen, I wanted to feel emotions. but the world always found a way to take it from me. this is me attempting to give a space that doesn't take anything, a space that gives you compassion and empathy. 

I want to make sounds that inspire others to feel too.

take what you need from this space. 

if only i could say no

Taylor Carnell