songs i've made/worked on!

full credit to @dramatrial for creating the original track!

home (jish flip)

drama trial - home (jish flip)

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

~ thought it would be cool to remix "home" again to see just how much my production skills have improved in the months since I put out my first remix!

 ~full credit again to @dramatrial for creating the original track and for providing me with the stems to make my remixes! :3

~ apart from the elements used from original song's stems, this flip was produced, mixed, and mastered by me! more original music (hopefully) coming soon!! :3

jish's home renovation! (drama trial - home [jish flip V2])

[LYRICS]

[dc98]
oh my god you're beautiful
sitting right there
not even a care

i got all my best clothes on
just in case you came along
but something you said
made me question it

i fell asleep in your arms
thinking about things that we did
you are my everything
but good things sometimes they just end

knew it would be me and you
'til the day we die
but something could go wrong
i can’t bring myself to wonder why

[quare]
yeah, i fell asleep in your arms 
and when I woke up you were gone
i thought i knew you better 
but it turns out i was wrong
when I was lost in the woods, i was looking for you
but you just drove me deeper, and i know now it wasn’t true

i’ve gotta retrace my steps
i was setting out on a quest
and what I’m looking for now
is a way out
you sang me a lullaby
to ease me in to all your lies
because i find you in the morning and
you left me in the night

dc98, quare, & jish! - lullaby

jish! - a snail's pace

original: https://soundcloud.com/bhproducer/feel?si=4bd3a2da82ef44db91791a8c1ea85ef6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@bhproducer

bh - FEEL (asperr remix)

The public becomes disillusioned by the recent behavior of a once beloved celebrity.

fragile creatures

Lorem ipsum - Fame itself ✼

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

vai5000 & jish! - cirrostratus

corepost - i cant resent you after all

[LYRICS]

Did you like my cupcake? I got it special made,
I got it- got it special made, did you like my cupcake?
I got it made for you, I hope you swallow me too,
I hope you swallow me too, special made for you.

Uh, all alone on the closing shift,
gotta get done and get home,
it's colder in here without all of the people,
and I really wish that I wasn't so alone.
Walk over to my locker, there's a note,
laying on my backpack by my coat, try this cupcake I made for you.
Who left this here, well i guess i have to

Do you taste the opium? I laced- It's laced with opium,
We're gonna have a lot of fun, its special made- with opium,
Feel your body start to tingle, feel your body letting go,
We're gonna have a lot of fun, I hope you swallow me whole.

sparklecringe - cupcake

lyrics written and recorded by josetta, dylan longworth, & silkscarf (aka phoebe andromeda)
guitars and extra instrumentation provided by silkscarf & josetta
produced and mixed by jish!
mastered by silkscarf

[LYRICS]

[josetta]

starting to think you’re not serious
i put in all this goddamn effort, just to get paid back with dust
this shits been making me furious
i guess you can tell it’s been getting quite hard to adjust

we haven’t spoken in a month
thought that i’d get a response by now
you’ve been testing my patience, losing all of my trust
i’m still wondering why and how

you never called me back
call me back
please call me back sometime
you never called me back
there’s so much to unpack
please don’t lose track of our time

[dylan longworth]

starting to think that i’m delirious
for two weeks, i felt weak, you did it again
why are you acting so mysterious?
i’d speak, but hell we aren’t better as friends
labels bring security, you exhibit no maturity
lying sorrow full of scurities
there’s no future that’s got you and me

bomb me with your love, plead to call me up
said i wouldn’t, but i swear you called my bluff
watched you give me up, how am i not enough?
not a ghost but i watched you turn to dust
eternal cycle, wont make it out
i’ll sleep for hours, my heads too loud
i miss notification sounds
just call me back i’m breaking down

[silkscarf]

i can’t escape you
i can’t move on
choked on our dream
swore i could feel you
inside the walls
do you still feel me?

[josetta]

you never called me back
call me back
please call me back sometime
you never called me back
there’s so much to unpack
please don’t lose track of our time

don’t know why you can’t let me go
i was lovebombed, you took control
disappeared then you went ghost
“if you need a thing just let me know”
never thought i’d fall down this low
finally reaping what i sow
i don’t know what i’m supposed to do
now that i gave my life away to you

josetta, dylan longworth, silkscarf, & jish! - call me back (demo)

majority of samples used in this song are from @jianmsic 's encolour sample pack. Genuinly would recommend, has a lot of amazing stuff <3

THIS ISN'T OFFICIAL i just really like the sample pack and wanted to make something out of it!!!
purchase product: https://jianmusic.gumroad.com/l/encolour-sample-pack

chalice (encolour sample pack demo)

A slow descent into a dream that never ends — “somniom” by https://instagram.com/cinemo_ost weaves dark melodic ambient into a world between sleep and memory. Shadowed, cinematic, and hauntingly beautiful.

cinemo - somnion

𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭: SUZA DE MALVIKAT X LELIO
𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: LOVE & WAR EP
𝐋𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥: INSANE INDUSTRY RECORDINGS
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: Techno / Industrial
𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭: Digital
𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞: II265D
𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞: 03 July 2025

𝐀𝟏. Battements Synthétiques (Original Mix)
𝐀𝟐. Love & War (Original Mix)
𝐁𝟏. Nuit Mécanique (Original Mix)

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐣𝐚 𝐚𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐢𝐨 𝐂𝐕𝐋𝐓
𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝,
𝟎𝟑 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓
𝐂𝐚𝐭. [𝐈𝐈𝟐𝟔𝟓𝐃]

>>>> Support us : https://insaneindustry.bandcamp.com/album/love-war-ep

NUIT MECANIQUE

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vai5000 & jish! - cirrostratus

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