i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

This is kinda like a tribute/ homage to imintoyou by @brakence....

So emotional,
is it my fault again
if im emotional
can we pretend we're friends?
Oh, you left me here alone
friend you didn't know
so why'd you call my phone
you left me here- 
so emotional
is it my fault again
if im emotional 
can we pretend again
I just want a friend 
why can't we pretend
ill start all over again
I loved you once again 
cuz im into you
cuz im into you

Pretend

The public becomes disillusioned by the recent behavior of a once beloved celebrity.

fragile creatures

Lorem ipsum - Fame itself ✼

verse 1:
could you please excuse me
I’ve been failing brain to mouth
I’ll probably die in this stall

from choking on some
backwash thought that’s spinning
round my throat again
erode again

chorus:
I hope I’ll stay forgotten

verse 2:
don’t look closely
all my whites are yellow now
I wear my heart on my teeth

lips pressed tightly
these foam filled walls
are muffling my speech
I’ve been talking in my sleep

stall (demo)

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

corepost - i cant resent you after all

expathmia's cover of The Last of Us (Main Theme)
samples are from The Last of Us Part II

expathmia - The Last Of Us (interlude)

uhh jish loop

[LYRICS]

[ intro ]

in my psyche ur overzealous and its more than likely, love u wanna fight me

she wanna try me, going in my head she's trifling

u dont wanna go, don't wanna conversate

all these feelings in my head u cant accommodate

oh no, she wanna pick my brain apart it goes like numb

thought ud love me like nobody else

what happened to trust u made me overwhelmed
i'm going insane in my head, some things i wish you never said

so i fall in the dark

i wont fall too far

fall apart

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawl back
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
i'm focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i don't wanna say so i don't wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

[ bridge ]

said im falling apart
ooo
she fell from the stars
now im running for more
she tried to knock on the door
no im gone
no im gone

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
im focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i dont wanna say so i dont wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

qlein & lightt - fall in the dark

jish! - city stroll 1989



Undersound Collective

⟁∿⟁Anarchic heart. Akashic spirit.⟁∿⟁

Undersound doesn't announce itself. It settles — like a wild cat that just stopped playing, curling into its corner with absolute trust in the universe holding it. That trust is the frequency running through everything here.

Collective memory as active transmission. Dobro overtuning, shamanic drums that don't keep time but dissolve it, pulsing bajo, psychedelic laptop tapping. A sound that moves in spaces genre maps don't cover — futurist and tribal, blue country and deep-field psych.

We didn't make this album. We tuned into it.

Mystical religious hacker. Self-assigned. Accurate enough.

Il Grido del Pianeta

Live biophysical monitoring — the earth transmits. We listen.
https://cundersound.neocities.org/

Liminal Sector 1

Podcast & audio dispatches from the threshold — Mixcloud
https://www.mixcloud.com/Liminal_sector_1

Underground signal — looking up


Keep our radio up

balls and bells

Homepage 2 Final Mix

online music community (following (most) members)

jish! - city stroll 1989

to be determined.

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