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full credit to @dramatrial for creating the original track!

home (jish flip)

drama trial - home (jish flip)

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

~ thought it would be cool to remix "home" again to see just how much my production skills have improved in the months since I put out my first remix!

 ~full credit again to @dramatrial for creating the original track and for providing me with the stems to make my remixes! :3

~ apart from the elements used from original song's stems, this flip was produced, mixed, and mastered by me! more original music (hopefully) coming soon!! :3

jish's home renovation! (drama trial - home [jish flip V2])

healing (feat. saoirse dream)

Guitar is done by @saturnnnnnnnn
Everything else is by me

if i could reverse time i would prevent u from coming back (with saturnn)

[LYRICS]

[dc98]
oh my god you're beautiful
sitting right there
not even a care

i got all my best clothes on
just in case you came along
but something you said
made me question it

i fell asleep in your arms
thinking about things that we did
you are my everything
but good things sometimes they just end

knew it would be me and you
'til the day we die
but something could go wrong
i can’t bring myself to wonder why

[quare]
yeah, i fell asleep in your arms 
and when I woke up you were gone
i thought i knew you better 
but it turns out i was wrong
when I was lost in the woods, i was looking for you
but you just drove me deeper, and i know now it wasn’t true

i’ve gotta retrace my steps
i was setting out on a quest
and what I’m looking for now
is a way out
you sang me a lullaby
to ease me in to all your lies
because i find you in the morning and
you left me in the night

dc98, quare, & jish! - lullaby

jish! - a snail's pace

sweet tooth 145 bpm (vibes)

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

samples used:
demi lovato - heart attack
ericdoa - dancinwithsomebawdy
calvin harris - i need your love (feat. ellie goulding)
daniel caesar - get you (feat. kali uchis)

[LYRICS]
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that,
I think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it
Dancin' with somebody, please never remind me
That one point in my life I ever wanted you by me
She pretty, but she conniving, giant waste of my timin'
Always leaving me crying, some reason I like it

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow
Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you?
You make me glow

think I'd have a
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-

think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart atta-
think I'd have a heart attack

think I'd have a heart attack
think I'd have a

leumas - deadwithoutlove

corepost - i cant resent you after all

expathmia's cover of The Last of Us (Main Theme)
samples are from The Last of Us Part II

expathmia - The Last Of Us (interlude)

jish! - city stroll 1989

Sagitarius

Jazzbalion

online music community (following (most) members)

~ 20
~ just a girl that wants to do it all!!
~ dumb project dump: @jishisoffline

jish! - city stroll 1989

to be determined.

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