Lyrics:

I dissacociate
I always wake up panicking
I'm stuck like a mannequin 
What the fuck is happening?
I need some guidance, direction
I wish I could kill myself
And still go to heaven
But bitch that wont ever happen
I swallow hydros and xanax
Nothing I can do to help myself
People telling me 
I should get some help 
Prolly wont, cause I like to suffer
I like the pain
I try to pray to god 
And I end up lost
Bitch I'm puffing on rocks 
And I liked the part
When you said I was nothing
I know you bluffing
Remember that shit?
Cause I remember that shit?
I may be fucking stupid, yeah
But I dont forget
Load up the clip
And coke on my lips
You dont know what its like
To enjoy the thought of death
And to never sleep at night
Just to pray to catch a breath
God I'm praying for the light
But I'm stuck inside my head
You'll never see me begging for help

Sunny - Hydros And Xanax (prod.exihade)

making electronic music for fun

she/her

discord - cyb1l__
(2 underscores ^)