Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Tried to take a step
And I'm still just fucking sad
Ya'll would walk right over me
If I was bleeding on the ground
No one fucking gives a shit
I'm thinking of death again
On my best, I confess, I'm a mess
I'm just fucked in the head
Serious allegations
Making me lose my patience
Rape and sexual assault 
Are not a joke
And I hope you know
You really could get
Yourself in serious fucking trouble

Chorus:
Falling downwards
Into a spiral
Might me a psycho
I'll do it with a smile
Fucking up my insides
While I watch the sunrise
Always over analyze
So just kill me now
And then lets the flies 
Do what they do

Verse 2: 
I can't take this 
Shit much longer
Cause, the deeper I fall
It makes me a monster
Deserve an applause
The amount I have conquered 
I cannot explain
I'm jumping the plank
So open your eyes
Cause I'm not the same
And fuck all your friends
For doubting me mane
You are heartless as fuck
I just hope you be
Feeling the same

Outro:
Didn't want me now
Didn't want me then
So count down from ten
And pull the fucking trigger
And just know that you win
Cause it's not a sin to be dead
And when I am gone
Just pray, say amen
Just know it's the end
And never be a quitter
You were never a friend
Yeah, all of my tears have been shed

Sunny - This is the End (prod.gothhelma)

making electronic music for fun

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