I mess up everyhing im so annoying and he really doesnt like me i messed up everything and i feel so heartbroken 

How in the hell do you still only have 8K. I've been listening to you since like 2016 or something, this is insane to me

i should be the best ... but i‘m not :)

dead love🥀

angel dust.mp3

Thank you Hk <3
Cover art: @pytn.d on instagram

Lyrics- 

I don't really care
you were never there
Said you had my back
you just never cared
Said I never loved but that shit ain't fair

claiming that you love me but you don't mean shit 
Claiming that you had me but you never did yeah x2
Always wanted somewhere there but you pushed me away
You want me in your bed but I don't want to stay x2

pretty heartbroken


You hit my line,
We're just wasting time
Always on your phone, 
You were never mine
Talking bout your ex almost all the time,
Yeah talking bout your ex he was on your mind

ON SPOTIFY <3

I waited on you, you never came. (Prod. HKfiftyone)

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

@supachefm @notmorgn

ive been feeling lost through my days
think about the times when i could go and fly away
if they wanna know im alone aint a thing
i stay in my lane getting money been the same shit
she gon get up on me get to show me what i want
i feel like im drowning never wanted nor involved
it feel like I'm costing and you begin for the profit
im not even bugging i just gotta keep it honest
bitches love to run around and do the taunting
im astonished never been the one to
eva fall in im the one who started
who exhausted ima keep on falling
x2

keep on falling
ima keep on falling
you aint even shed skin
why you keep on talking
idek fuck wit you like anyway
ive had better days trapped inside these memories

ima ghost
its unknown
what am i supposed to feel when im alone
its like the pressures on me when I'm home
I'm staying stoned ima die inside the smoke

ima keep on falling
getting money regardless
yungins and we ballin
smokin when i want
bitch i smoke whenever i want
watch the smoke come outta the sun roof

show me what i want (prod. notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Kayser
Prod. Xtravolous

Love None

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Music Video

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

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//再試行する//

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https://www.instagram.com/prod.jody
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lyrics
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oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

oh why does it always feel like i’m a ghost
i’m floating in & out of all these homes
i don’t even have one to call my own 
i’ve been on tour for such a fucking long time
can’t remember what my bedroom looks like
cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all i
see when i’m away & i don’t know why
i signed up for this until i go live
talk me out of fighting with myself 
right now i could use some fucking help 
i scribble words until i feel myself 
homesick has never felt so fucking swell

oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

follow jody

at least i try (prod. jody)

Prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH

https://soundcloud.com/deliverbonjovi

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Cause I want you to watch me die
I've got a death wish and I don't know why
I just want to fill my cup 
And be a mile high when I join the 27 club
Aye she wanna fuck she ain't bad enough
Pass the bud never have enough
Yeah I'm on a mission dodging prison haters tripping know 
I'm different you don't get it I don't give a fuck
I just want to ball like I did when I was young
Run up in the mall snatch something just for fun
We might die tomorrow every night we going dumb
I made it through the fall but the spring never comes
Don't want to wake up in the same old places
Wake up to the same damn faces
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Thought U Should Know - Prod DELIVERTHECRUSH - Spring Never Comes out May 1st

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFE7yVvHdxo

LYRICS BELOW+++

BEAT PRODUCED BY @imissutelo

MIX AND MASTERED @darkskyparadox

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned
12 oz, punch liquor on the drive home
Shadows in the flicker of the light bulbs
Will anyone remember me when I go?
Lie low
Lie low
I've been suicidal
Neck hangs with my eyes closed
Don't matter where I go
This decision is final..
Never look behind you 
Might see what you don't like to 
I don't talk to God 
but sometimes wish I could find you
I look in her eyes
I see dreams, I see vitals
and I been seeing signs in the things I was blind to...

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

Song about a drug... 
You can see it in my eye, 
Something about your love gets me really fucking high
and
Through my mind you run from problems that you're hiding
I've been coming undone, put me in a cycle. 

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

MAKE ME FORGET (prod. IMISSUTELO x DARKSKYPARADOX)

you should just ignore it

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear (ig: tddybrr)
Featuring Teddy
Recorded By Ricky Anthony In 2016 & By Hudson Alexander In 2018
Production By Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Convenience
Executive Production By teddybear, Hudson Alexander & IOF
Mixed & Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Addition Vocals Sampled From Andy Kaufman’s Album “Andy And His Grandmother”

@tddybrr
@rickyanthony
@chilltulpa
@hudsonalexander
@user-323857486 (Convenience)
@iofmusic

Bread & Butterflies

i hate myself more than you ever could

Lyrics

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

Dark Inside

dark inside (prod. youngtaylor x polarbeats)

@3idough - devil girl w/ bbyangel [p. @3li]

music video - https://youtu.be/2i5jEOW6OsI

lyrics:
its been two months since i heard from u
lost all my friends aint got shit to do 
yea i been chillen in my room
jus tryin not to think about you

yea its been two months
i thought i was the one
i thought i was in love
but now ur gone

its been two months since u left me
i see u in every dream
u used to be like my bestie
now it feel like u hate me
and im tryin my best
just to think of u less
yea u got me overthinking everything i regret
i been drinkin every weekend im just tryna forget 
but i cant seem to get these memories out my head
and ion really know how to feel these days
so sick n tired of the games we play
i never pictured it would turn out this way 
and i dont want these memories to fade 

mixed by @julytheginny
mastered by @thraybis

Two Months

MUSIC VID!

two months (prod. dead spyro) [MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION]

Ghost Girl

Ghost Girl [prod. Nick Mira]

adolescence official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGmsm5RKt7I

a 4 song ep made from the heart !! ;)

vocals by @supachefm & @93FEETOFSMOKE
produced, mixed & mastered by @93FEETOFSMOKE
art by @cranchyou

adolescence w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE [video in description]

it’s a lot


booking/features/songwriting: 
teddy.wav@gmail.com

i hate myself more than you ever could (Prod. Ricky Anthony, Hudson Alexander, Tülpa & Adam Hanney)

teddybear

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