Let my body rot in pain
Pages in Clouds 2025

no light, no saving grace,
Just a cracked reflection in a dying place.
I whisper truths no soul could name…
They burn like ash. They stain like flame.


Don’t lift me up. Don’t speak my name…
Give me no forgiveness — I have the pain.




Give me no forgiveness!
I am ready for the darkness!
Let my body rot in pain!
I am nothing! I have the pain!
Give me no forgiveness!
I don’t want to be saved!
I am nothing — I HAVE THE PAIN!


Tear the light from out my chest,
I don’t deserve a final rest.
No tomb, no peace, no gentle end—
Just raw decay I will defend.


Lay me down where silence kills,
Where the worms sing, and time stands still.
Let me scream with broken veins—
I was born for this… I have the pain.


Give me no forgiveness!
I am ready for the darkness!
Let my body rot in pain!
I am nothing! I have the pain!
Don’t save me! Don’t touch me!
I EXIST TO BE UNMADE.
I AM NOTHING — I HAVE THE PAIN!

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A Morbid Mask

Let my body rot in pain

💿 AXAXC – Grateful

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.

This album is warfare. A cinematic deathcore/nu-metal epic that rips from raw confession to cyberpunk prophecy, built on sludge-heavy chugs, melodic chaos, and truths you weren’t supposed to hear.

From the unflinching defiance of “Praise” and “MaZe”, through the cheeky venom of “Beloved Beast”, the core of this extended play burns brightest in the Losing Trilogy — Losing My Soul, Losing My Home, Losing My Code — a three-act battle for self, sanctuary, and identity in a world built to break you.

It doesn’t end there. “Mirror” and “The Mirror Lies” twist the blade deeper, while Requiem Aeternal editions reforge the heaviest moments into even darker shapes. It all collapses into the final transmission — “Wake Up, Neo.”. 

This your last chance to see the system for what it is. Wake Up. You have No Excuses.

This album is for the ones who’ve been misunderstood, marginalised, and underestimated.
It’s for the people who rage in private, who keep fighting even when no one’s watching.
If you’ve ever felt like the walls were closing in, this is your Album.

For fans of: #SleepToken, #BringMeTheHorizon, #LornaShore, #LinkinPark, #SlaughterToPrevail, #Architects.

Tracklist:

- Praise
- MaZe
- Tongues of Sin (Remastered)
- Beloved Beast
- Losing My Soul
- Losing My Home
- Losing My Code
- Mirror
- The Mirror Lies
- MaZe [Requiem Aeternal]
- Nail in the Coffin (Remastered x3)
- Losing My Soul [Requiem Aeternal]
- Losing My Home [Requiem Aeternal]
- Beloved Beast [Requiem Aeternal]
- Wake Up, Neo.

#Deathcore #NuMetal #Metalcore #AXAXC #LosingMySoul #CyberpunkMetal #Sludgecore #PostRockMetal #RequiemAeternal #HeavyMusic #Screamo #GothicMetal #IndustrialMetal #CinematicMetal #MetalBand #MetalVocals #AXAXCFamily

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