just listened to this with my boyfriend at 12:54 am <3

lots of nights like this anymore, hope I wake up, hope I breathe in my sleep

genuinely a banger, whoever disagrees has trash music taste :)

Still the best song to ever exist been listening since i was 14 i’m 22 now

all my thoughts

~for all the dræm girls out there~ 

We're excited to share new music we've recorded over the summer! This is a new single off our upcoming "Summer Break Mixtape"


--credits--
Written and performed by No Vacation 
Recorded @ Different Fur Studios, SF 
Mixed/mastered by Stefan Mac 
Engineered by Sean Paulson 
Artwork by Noel Kenny and Sabrina Mai

Summer Break

Dræm Girl

Thinkin Bout You (Acoustic Cover)

we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers

yooo {PROD. RICLAFLARE}

this is a song i wrote about overcoming my mental illness. while i'm nowhere near the end of the journey that it has been, i have learned a lot along the way and improved myself tremendously in the process. the first half of the song represents my state of mind a year ago and before, and the second represents the loving, open-minded, and even somewhat positive (occasionally) person i've become since.

thank you all.

special thanks to chloe, halli, john, jesse, joey (both of you), my mom, my grandparents, my brothers, the rest of my family, my counselors, and everyone who enjoys my music

lyrics:
i'm gonna kill myself one day, i'm sure
i'll be gone and you'll be there still
i've been standing at the edge for far too long; it's time that i jump
or pull me down 'cause either way i'll be gone
and i'm so sorry for the things that i have said
i know it hurts to have to follow
but i've been standing at the bottom of a bottle
with bones made out of glass since i could walk
and i'm still sorry for what i've done

i'm gonna live to tell the tale, i think
i've stared into the mirror for an hour, i don't hate myself no more
and i am sorry for the words that have offended you
and caused an ounce of terror in your stomach
i swear, i swear i'm always getting better
never worse, if only that were true, if only that were true
i can see it in your eyes, it's like a diamond in disguise
it's like a pilot lost his eyes and now he's truly flying blind

flying blind

Sleep In

12:54 am

You're my....my.....my.....

yyu - eggo

ghost under my bed

limited lathe cut record available here: https://skirts.bandcamp.com/album/night-walks-in-love

night walks/in love

take it day by day.
wanted 2 make a song w/o a kick lol
special thank you to @deltasleep

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and then, it swallowed me [w. killedmyself] (feat. delta sleep)

cover photo taken by mads

chain smoke the hunger away
only eating one meal a day
on a good day, but the good days
will never come

i got so used to loss
that is sort of became part of me
i lose myself in my head
i lose my patience in the agony

i lost my youth in the fallout
of somebody else

who took advantage of trust
and left me hating myself

it's always there in my dreams
i put myself through your hell

why did you do those things to me?

sit down on the side of my bed
and contemplate the endless nothing sat inside of my head
it's such a slow burn, but the candle
is always lit

i got so used to fear
it learned to manifest in me
i fear the ending of it all
i fear your reckless apathy

i fear that everything's boring
and nothing will help

it's like it's all in a cycle
my dwindling health

i feel the breath of the reaper
on the side of my neck

why do i still get out of bed?

12:54 am

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