nothing special

let her go

untitled

i'm a ship without its captain when you're gone

Written for a girl who means a lot to me and lives too far away….

Brianna Blue Eyes …

i keep my mind set on the future
keep my heart set on the past
footsteps set in single file
and cops set somewhere off my ass
i keep my mind set on the future
keep my heart set on the past
footsteps set in single file
or somewhere off the beaten path

watching through an open doorway
i approached and said hello
forgot about the social norms
and winged it to see how it'd go
luckily your light heart melted
smiled and you laughed at my
attempt at being nonchalant
and held me til i said goodbye
and i knew from that very moment
yelled it to the lords above
the precise time that counted down
until i'd say i fell in love
since the very moment in our
gym class in a panicked fear
when you reached for my hand
to gesture "it's all right, calm down my dear"

i kept my mind set on the present
kept my heart set on your eyes
footsteps set in single file
but order's such a dumb disguise
i kept my mind set on the present
kept my heart safe in your hands
footsteps set in single file
loving you 'long as i can

as long i can

at the edge

i wrote this while i was sad and now i'm tired (but that doesn't mean i'm not sad anymore because i definitely still am, that's just amplified by the need for sleep)

when you're not astride me with your knuckles near my scalp,
tufts of hair within your grips and speechless
i ask myself, "why am i growing old within my head?"
"why are days so gray when the fog rids itself from the windows?"
unanswered questions are my chemical make-up
all these softspoken mysteries will haunt me 'til the day i fucking
die and drop dead in the street from a heart attack
asking god, "why should i even believe in you?"
so long as the word "away" is more likely a suffix than "across town"
i shall remain constantly worried sick about you moving, you moving
i didn't think that it was real 'til your mom made a joke about selling the house
but now that i know it's more real that i'd have ever thought, i'm broken
 no amount of syllables forming beautiful meter
no amount of expertly crafted syntax could ever truly demonstrate
the way that you coax me into a state of
absolute euphoric bliss

and i will miss the way the fluorescent lights shine off your glasses
and make my eyes shine twice as bright for you
i will miss the way your hands would shake when they meet mine
and how your face would glow when we locked eyes
and i will miss the way the fluorescent lights shine off your glasses
it truly always made you my lighthouse
i'll miss little seattle and i'll miss the constants
and every single little word that you spoke to me
a million stupid love songs aren't gonna keep you here
but there's a million things i'd do if i would only get to hear
the angelic tone of voice you bring within the melodies you sing
in person a couple more times before you disappear
a million stupid love songs aren't gonna keep you here
but there's a million things i'd do if i would only get to hear
the angelic tone of voice you bring within the melodies you sing
but fuck it, i guess i can't help it

moving away

this is one of my favorite songs, i hope you all enjoy :)

lua (cover)

awake

here's a happy song

<3

lyrics:

oh my darling baby doll
i've no idea how fast and strong
i'd have to be to break your heart

but even if i could, you know
i'd rather sit through rain and snow
beside you than sunbathe alone

and one day we'll wake up upon the shore
and no one will have problems anymore
so tell me why i'd ought to let you go
'cause a five dollar bill and a backpack ain't enough to make this boy say no!

somehow i predicted this
your incandescent loneliness
but that's okay 'cause you've got me

and everything i'll ever be
is nothing when you're next to me
'cause you're my serendipity

and one day we'll wake up upon the shore
and no one will have problems anymore
so tell me why i'd ought to let you go
'cause a five dollar bill and a backpack ain't enough to make this boy say no!

and one day we'll wake up upon the shore
and no one will have problems anymore
so tell me why i'd ought to let you go
'cause a five dollar bill and a backpack ain't enough to make my heart lose hope!

chords: capo 5th fret, e7, a, b7

at the edge

tea

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