ooaahh

a song about watching yourself die in the third person

goodbye

broadripple is burning cover

...and we both had a real good time.

this is a daniel johnston cover, and therefore i am not claiming to condone the use of lsd, or the use of anti-folk.

sweet dreams.

I DID ACID WITH CAROLINE

i don't really know what to say about this, it's kinda awful

moose blood - cherry cover

middle & side

i rapped
https://soundcloud.com/nstlg produced
https://soundcloud.com/headsortailsmusic mixed
lyricals

Momma findin old baseballs in the petunias (non-perennials)
I'm riding clean like a dog rides a roomba
I'm tryna chill but the shawty still at Zumba (jk she at wendys)
Shawty chill, boof in his room away from rumors
Holler at a goomba, you know I stay in jersey 
I'm harder than some Gouda, but you could prolly merk me (merk means murder in slang)
Cheesy sometimes with the rhyme I hope you lactose (intollerent)
Your team can't walk with me because you lack toes (no phalanges)
Mack flows when the mick flows out his back do rap dough, green steady grows know your agro (agriculture)
Bag hoes with snatch flow giving overgrown dome that's a Afro we rap yo (YOOOOO)
Yo walk the dog on a summer day (dochsand shitzu mix)
That chick the x of my whole clan like she brother j (wikipedia that)
Mother prays, I don't do the same though 
I pray to girls who pop my d like its faygo 
Rob pesos, buy some mayo then I lay low (Mayonaisse)
Poison in my boot, water in the snakehole 
Ain't been buzzed in a light year 
You want the death of the party yo I'm right here

I stay hungry even when I'm eaten
Barely breathen stuffing pieces of beats in my cheeks n
Every day I sit down my people
Cuz I'm down with my people
Hope you down with your people

Down with My People (prod. Nostalgia)

I have had this EP hanging over my head for more than a year, and these are the only songs that I'm truly happy with. I got sick of it not being released, and I'm over working on it, so here you go! I hope you all enjoy! I will also soon have this released on bandcamp for anyone who is interested in downloading <3

anatomy

@aimless-beats

hey, everyone is someone at least a little bit different online
don't be scared to be honest, okay?
love you
<3

LYRICS:
we all got internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside us we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
that's display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
he had a hand than swam like fish in the seas
and a penstroke that'd bring any critic to his knees
it was beautiful, flowing like the blood inside my artieries
he painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
until at best it was a godsend, and worst, it was a part of me
'til suddenly... things began to seem different
moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
but surface-wise his screen names were never inefficient
as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
so a couple thousand people saw a perfectly inoccuous complexion
while i was tryna talk him through depression
the lesson to be learned is that your heros aren't invincible
just normal folks who often need expression, so pause and leave a message...

if you want; they'd probably appreciate it...

...internet personas
internet personas we hide behind
we hide behind

we all got demons deep inside us
demons deep inside that we try to hide
we try to hide

i forgot who it is i truly am long ago
but i'll keep searching for it while i can

i knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
in a way that could coerce a train to fly
a perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
until their person was emburdened by the verses they designed
and they began to lose their touch...
the little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
and ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life
instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
and suddenly... they were writing less and less
in spite of their success they saw no light and second guessed
the creativity they harbored in their heart
there's only so much fucking artwork you can make 'til you forget the way to start
so a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
of music while they fought idiosyncracy
that slept as mental illness... and woke as some peculiar train of thought
that masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering deliquency

i hope that all these words have made you think of me

internet personas, internet personas
we all got internet personas, internet personas (x7)

internet personas (prod. aimlessbeats)

internet personas (prod. aimless)

split betwixt patrick and i !

download: 
https://themostbeautifulimages.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-tea

https://teatea.bandcamp.com/album/split-with-the-most-beautiful-images-created-to-be-destroyed

chameleon boy -  tea

Atlas - I rapped on my own contest beat

sorry for this awkward 1 ladies haha

Lyrics:
 I guess I’ve done what I’ve already wanted to do, so now my life's set
I'm just surprised that a personality so dry can get so many girls wet
Having being inside a few people was a very anticlimactic experience 
At the end, when she’d climaxed, I whip out my dick and just jerk it

Merged with, firm tits at the end of my finale
Then the end comes and I cum, slowly, sadly   

And to any person who’s next to have me
I’m sorry, in advanced, that it had to end so badly

I mean, I guess I’m good at the dominating bit
I’ll pull your hair while you’re bent over and the back is where I’ll hit
But behind all that shit, when I let the flow die with my hips
Would you be fine listening to music high when we sign off with the sex

Could I get deep with my emotions as I was inside you moments ago?
Would it be wrong for me to get sappy when it appeared I had a giant ego? 

Man… I don’t know. 
I wanna turn lustfulness into compassion the moment we take off our clothes so

If I were to hoe around, I mean, I’d at least want some fun
Not a stress relief, not a dress routine, but something special I share with someone

I don’t mean to get sentimental 
Even if I can’t find the one, I’ll still be willing to give out free samples

I'm gonna be honest, sometimes I can't though
I shoot so much out at times I run out of ammo

I guess I just really want a best friend.
One who can make me laugh as well as consider my emotions.

Because like, I’m a fragile human, 
with art by my side, life is something that I'm alright with doing.

Trying to look for other remedies instead of growing a dependency 
 I helplessly, heavily, endlessly, recklessly, relentlessly have tendencies to seek chemistry 

And when others mention me
I automatically seek opportunity to see if there's any room for intimacy 

When the room is being taken up by the elephant 
So I act as if I don't give a fuck, and I'm back in my element 

But that's irrelevant, 
i think that's all I wanted to say unless there's something else I'm not mentionin

So I'll just try to drift my mind away from this topic
Hi, I'm Vaughn, I hook up with people, get into something until one of us fucking drops it
Man- Fuck it I'm gonna stop this

lofi

Sad Sexy Time

when it's raining in the morning 
and you smell the petrichor from your bed 
know that i'm with you, there in some way 
like a fly on the wall in your head 

when the bad thoughts and the nightmares 
keep us afraid of the things in our minds 
know that it's alright, life keeps moving 
just don't let it leave you behind 
when you're exhausted and you're lonely 
and the sadness begins to appear 
know that somewhere, there are people 
who love the idea that you're here 

and when the sky dims, turning pitch black 
and the clock reads 3 a.m. 
hit me by phone call or text, calm or panicky mess 
and we'll go out for milkshakes again

cover taken by https://twitter.com/Queen_of__Hades

download <3

petrichor

constantly reminded of my past self's dumb mistakes
wishing i could go back in time

dreaming on repeat, climbing up the staircase
stepping into open air

nicotine for dinner, you ask if i've lost weight
the truth is that i didn't mean to

panic in the bathroom, 'cause the person in my mirror
is a foggy recollection of me

but i have to be okay
you say there's just too much at stake
and i'd throw it all away
if i said goodbye today

i have to be okay

secret handshake - at the edge

i'm singing songs you've never heard
about a place you'll never go
i'll wear your fragrance like an accolade
and bleed out in the snow

i've got your fingerprints all over me
imprisoned like a ghost
inside some empty little nobody
who's sobbing on the phone

i wanna know

your favorite color
and the ways you like to sleep
i see your shadow on the window
when the day slips into evening

you're the caffeine and the nicotine
i need to leave my bed
you're the sickness in my head
you're the reason i'm not dead

i wanna know

i wanna know

hi sorry this is really sad

get drunk to forget that i could jump
sober up and wanna do it twice as much
drink more, but it’s never quite enough
think morbid thoughts to feel more stuck

pass out in the morning when the light
floods over the empty void of night
and this sickness i can't fight
will constantly ruin my life

'til i pass out
on the floor again
and feel the air under my feet
i’m always falling in my dreams
but they aren’t nightmares
i think they’re omens
of what’s coming for me
i see demons in my sleep
then i wake up

get high to forget how much it hurts
come down, just to end up feeling worse
six years of therapy reversed
by every line in every verse

used to write poems just to cope
so ironic, now the rope
around my neck’s entwined
with every letter, every line

my writing
is getting better
but i’m certainly not
put me in the ground to rot
and don’t remember
please forget me
‘cause every memory you keep
will be more pain on you from me
than i can take

I DID ACID WITH CAROLINE

tea

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