Love Galore Pilotkid Remix

sza - waste of time

What’s Wrong, Man?

henlo. this is a song ive been working on for like a year on and off because I couldn't get the lyrics down, but now its finished! this song is called orange skies because the mix of sunset is sometimes orange, or sometimes the sky turns orang when there are fires nearby, and one can't tell the difference. orange skies, (this is a call for help) is a song based on bi-polar disorder and mental illness. i originally made this song for one of my family members who's was battling with suicidal thoughts, but as time went by i started to create the song with myself in mind as well when i have manic episodes. sometimes when u go through these things, you may not want to not tell anyone, and deal with it yourself, but you end up worse than before. sometimes people around u even contribute to these thoughts. you want to call for help, but what happens when you feel as though no one in ur life cares enough about u to even care? or to check up on u? i know this feeling all too well, its a very hard cycle. but in orange skies sometimes we have to pretend they are sunsets when our whole world is on fire. 
if you feel this way please contact: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Lyrics:
i want someone to realize, that this is a call for help
i want someone to realize, that this is a call from hell
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i want someone to tell me, they'd miss me if i was dead
i want someone kiss me, and tell me that i matter to them
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but what if no one notices I'm truly trying now?
what if its just wait to late and ill drown in my doubt?
don't wanna drag my family and friends in all my problems
ill shut myself away and hopefully ill somehow solve em
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oh
don't wanna go through this
alone..
will anyone miss me? 
i want someone to realize, that this is a call for help
i want someone to realize, that this is a call from hell
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can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I'm gone

can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I call?

I think its my fault cause i shut myself away, maybe its not my fault they ignore me anyway, i know its not my fault cause i feel this everyday and even if i died everything would stay the same
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I am fully convinced that nobody wants me hear
that if i died tomorrow no one would shed a single tear
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cause no one ever notices I'm never not around, no one really cares for me i dont call it a doubt, i really hate my family and friends they never bother, to check up on me now and then i guess ill never tell em
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my left brain, isn't working right
my right brain has been on all night

i want someone to realize, that this is a call for help
i want someone to realize, that this is a call from hell
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can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I'm gone

can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I call?

I think its my fault cause i shut myself away, well maybe its not my fault they ignore me anyway, i know its not my fault cause i feel this everyday and even if i died everything would stay the same
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can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I'm gone

can anyone?
can anyone?
hear me when I call?
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orange skies (a call for help)

Miss Nomad (Asparagus)

I like to make music and I’m finally ready to share :)

What’s Wrong, Man?

Teala Jamai

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