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Bones - AirplaneMode

Welcome, and I’m truly grateful for all the love, reposts, and for you listening and following my life music journey.

 Hi, I’m Belle, a mum from Australia who’s been to hell and back since I was a child. I’ve lived through chronic pain, illness, and lifelong mental health battles. I’m not a survivor. I’m a warrior of body, mind, and soul, here to inspire, empower, and heal you with a cheeky dash of seduction, because let’s be honest, everyone like me has a naughty side. I write and sing for the unheard, the unseen, the cast aside. For the broken-hearted, the forgotten, the ones who feel invisible. For the ones who ache in silence, who’ve been told they’re too much or not enough. For the lost, the lonely, the ones still searching for home inside themselves. I chose to turn my ugly life scars into power and pain into purpose and beautiful music and art. I’m not here for fame, I’m here to help you feel happy again. Meditation helped me feel better, more present, more whole, more me. Change your mindset and you’ll feel it, see it, live it. A positive mind creates a positive life. It might sound cliché, but it’s true, and I’m living proof. Just believe in you always. Never ever give up on yourself or your dreams. I care. I believe in you. You got this. Love, X Belle J

~”DONT FUCK WIT NOBODY THAT AINT FUCKIN WIT YOU”~ anthony beastmode.
~”there are two types of people in this world, those who hit the gas and those who hit the brakes”~motorheads
~”fuck love listening to sad shit.”~
~”oh you want me back fuck naw.”~ pardyalone
~”time and time again we’re always faking love, always ends in reasons why we’re breaking up, you left me in pieces when you said its done, i found a deep meaning of forgetting love.”~
~”i dont cry everyday, but i dont feel whole either”~ payton g.a. hallquist~
~”cant fix stupid💀”~ 
~my ex is somewhere lying telling his new girlfriend how bad i was and shes smiling thinking shes the one… two idiots~
~”im a bloodhound from tha florida hound.”~
~”you show the gun but dont shoot for shit, you act hard but dont do shit fuck you and yo crew bitch.”~ ~”dont waste your time on a fuckboy dont spend a dime on a fuckboy dont sit n cry for a fuckboy,  never ride or die for a fuckboy.”~
“~ we practice what we preach we the last of a dying breed.”~
~”tell em meet me boy lets do it, have yo mama crying rest in piece”~
~”its called a magazine not a full clip, you better cool it with that bullshit im a real one i got real guns bitch dont make me pull it.”~
~”tell her no feelings no feelings lil girl im too lit fo yo feelings.”~ 
~”tell her i want dat ass like woo, tell her i wont call back bitch woo.”~
~”cross my heart and hope to die, i’ve felt this pain a million times, say im good but its a lie.”~
~”you’re the one who said i love you first,but in the end im the one who got hurt, you the one who said that we should date,but in the end you the one who didn’t stay.”`
~” dont get attached to me i will let you down down down down, dont fall in love with me, you will hit the ground ground ground ground. i dont want to break your heart, i don’t want to break your heart, knew it all from the start, knew it all from the start, he said “dont get attached to me cause i will break your heart.”~
~I'm not someone who you can just discard whenever your bored with me… i’m a human being who has been through so much shit and just wants to feel loved… i ain’t trying to go back to that one particular night that made me want to end my fucking life…~
~”told you im conceited cant really be treated life just kinda sucks i fuck everything up i wish i cared about something other than myself”~ 
~”if you leave then who will the next one be?”~
~”you are broken on the floor and your crying crying, he has done this all before”~
~”its a frightening thought that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over”~ 
rip luciana fly high i love you🤍🦅
~i can only talk during 8:00 am to 3:00 pm monday through friday sometimes 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm
~about me~
~name~ payton
~age~ 16yrs old
~favorite color~ lavender
~favorite songs~ the sick by bella kay, everybody leaves by karina grace, i made you up by 🐦‍⬛rav1n🐦‍⬛
~relationship status~ single
~favorite number~ 32
~favorite tv show~ sons of anarchy, motorheads
~favorite color~ lavender
~friends~ 
~keira🐍🩸
~biizh☮️💓
~addy🦋💗
~riley♾️🤞🏻
~darian🤞🏻♾️
~rav1n/calob🐦‍⬛❤️‍🔥💲🎼

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Birthplace : Earth, Race : Human                                           💜💜💜Politics : Freedom, Religion : Love💜✌🏼💜

DJ & Producer from GERMAN/KENYA/JAPANESE Roots with dark spiritual force merging flesh and circuitry.

Based in Zürich Switzerland
booking : Macadalvis@gmail.com

Between Zürich and Berlin’s underground shadows, he sculpts industrial hardtechno rituals infused with occult chants, mechanical chaos and transcendental pressure.
A half-human, half-machine entity

Gigs 2025:
Zürich @Redzone 11.10 Switzerland 

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