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Tru2DaGame

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inst: @icecoldstillmane
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MAIN: https://soundcloud.com/stillmane
surgut
est. 2021

~the only pain i have right now is mental and emotional and it hurts 24/7~
~ion know what hd is but my doctor says i have eighty of them~

~”real eyes, realize, real lies”~
~”its a frightening thought that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over”~
~”its sad how people claim to love and care about you and yet they replace you so quickly”~
~”there’s going to come a time when you learn to be heartless only to protect yourself”~
~”i think part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is that we fear something so great will not happen twice”~
~”some things break your heart but fix your vision”~
~”its not that i cant hear, i just choose not to listen”~
~” i guess common sense isn’t very common these days”~
~”its that moment you realize that the people you love will hurt you the most”~ 

a lil bit about meee
~name~payton
~age~ 15
~status~ single dhmu
~going through a ton of shit rn and dont really want to talk rn dhmu please.~
~i started cutting because of ~B~ 
~”you say that you love me i think its a lie i swear that i heard that shit too many times”~

~”nobody feelin my pain, nobody saw all the shit that i went through for them not to go through the same, take a bullet for them and i bet they gon let you i really be goin the same, people leave and come back like they never had left you, now i cannot do that again, i realize no one is my friend, they said they with you and really not with you, so you know i deadass spend that on my own, im willing to die for the ones that i love and the ones that i carry even though im alone i cannot be callin the ones who aint call so im pressing decline when they callin my phone, nobody my friend can’t believe in no words, i don't care who you are goin by what i know”~

how am i supposed to walk around and act like i don't care about him when i actually do. i cry about him almost every night, i miss him so much. it hurts me so bad to know that he's gone and that he's probably never coming back.

it sucks because
i didn't have anyone that understood me growing up. so whenever someone shows me a little attention, i get attached and always end up getting hurt in the end.

~” I lost the love of my life cuz I started every fight
I fucked up, I fucked up, I always just fuck up
if I would've just held you close without breaking all of your bones
just come back just come back to me
'ill never hurt you again', I say that then I do it again what the fuck was I thinking if I wasn't drinking, nah I would've done it anyway
im sorry I guess
just leave me just leave me again
no wait come back I need you again
everybody told you get the fuck away from me
but aint nobody knows how it feels when everybody leaves
and why you so drawn to my toxicity
you had a feeling nothing good was gonna come from me
so ill just sit back and watch everybody leave cuz everybody leaves.”~

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- Vegard Veslelia ( http://soundcloud.com/vegardveslelia )

Hurt me once not twice
I want to forget everything
Delete everything and start again
No one will alter my emotions and my peace of mind anymore
Leave me with my peace
No one will have control over me except God
Amin

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