produced by caves.

metallic taste in my mouth
bloodshot eyes and im out
i dont know my route
i dont know my route
i dont know my route..
live, endeavor
☆
old news that i already know
pissed off and i cant get old
what do i have to say?
(could i ever?)
(could i ever?)
(one missed call)
(two missed calls)
☆
and who am i right now..?
MY BODYS TELLING ME 
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
RIGHT NOW
"I NEED TO GET OUT, NEED TO GET AWAY"
to find contrast
in my life
or all this will be nothing
(nothing)
yeah, it'll be nothing.
☆
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
FOR ALL MY LIFE
I SCRAPE ANY HOPE
OFF MY BEDROOM FLOOR
and if i cannot find it,
I'LL LEAVE ANYWAY
☆
a hurricanes coming thru and
it kinda reminds me of you
kinda reminds me of you..
have you ever, have you ever,
been alone like that?
and all this time i finally need to matter

live, endeavor.

same year new me
prod. @cherryrizla the goat
everything else done by me
new songs biweekly starting now <3

lyrics:
wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wave past in the foreground
lights on, show’s dead in the background
head’s up on a swivel
turning away to carve out like a chisel

life aint what it seem and i don’t wanna talk now
sick of the way i don’t know how to talk,
complacency, kicks in like vacancy
just a matter of

when the time changed
what did i say
to make amends
i’d face the consequences
gladly
you know you had me
until the end
know its simple to say
but better left unspoken

wake up
you’ve been asleep for days
i can’t believe my eyes
i’ve never been a saint
but you’re a sorer sight than i

wake up, it's time to go

wake up, it's time to go [cherryrizla]

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produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

【﻿ｎｕｍｂ　ｍｙ　ｔａｓｔｅ　ａｎｄ　ｆｅｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ】

thank you for listening. i really, really appreciate it.

produced by @prod_death 🖤
hope you enjoy.


walking with grace 
behind closed curtains
and i know that pain
finding out they're not the same
it's just not the same.

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

fuck that
i'm ripping the tape off of my face
but don't look at the paste please :(
i wake up and i'm already shaking
there's only so much i can take in
loss of dexterity causes corrosion
i missed every note that i needed the most
don't open their heart till' you've opened your own

the truth (i'm boutta fall through)
i guess you never really knew me (knew me)
that's why i never get through (give a fuck abt you)
it's connection we're losing (losing)
i'll reach my hands through the screen
till i see the spark's out
they're starin' at me; said
"you should be star-bound"
take in the scene
and don't you forget it
the ocean'll sink (sink)
just cause i let it
(let it)

is there even a deeper meaning?
i study her every pattern
i ache then break but they don't seem to take it as a heavy matter
and that's hefty ladder that i'm probably gonna climb forever
and if she goes i let her
and if she goes i let-

kay, i've opened the shades
i thought it was grace, i guess that it's hate
fool me once and take my change
no wonder why i feel the same
fool me twice; i'll start anew
my misfortune falls right back to you
the scent of colors fill my room
to numb my taste and feed me truth

(truth)(4x)
i don't know what does it mean to you..
what do i mean to you? (you-you)
what do i mean to you
you-you-you-you

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

i feel like a mime (4x)
(i feel like a mime...)
(am i wasting my time?)

feed me truth [prod. death]

produced by neverforever
completely non profit
lyrics

i saw u in his letterman
so how could we be friends again
im tryna be the better man
but u told me i just pretend
to stick my head in ceiling fans
im neck deep in ur problems man 
so close ur eyes and count to ten
and try to sync our breaths again 
that puppy love in mountain air
who knew id find such damage there
these tiny things have venom
and they hide their fangs behind the hair
most people like to think they care
to say so's far from self aware
so i just chose to lock myself away and find some solice there

im hoping that u find something of worth while ur trapped under there
my girl chilling in a button up, she got no underwear
she just get this look all on her face when i get up in there
soon i smoke my doob she kiss my face and drag me out the chair  

gram inside my bowl im tryna send it for i go to work
parting up the sea of people, walk around my city turnt 
carving up this green, im evil, outfit gotta be a serve 
darling i need sleep but tearfully theres bread i gotta earn

rain
on the metal lace
soldiers lose their mind and take their swords up till the grave 
pain
running through my face
i will never falter
already went insane
shame
it all feels the same
if this is the path im on
ill take it to the grave
brain
all i needs my brain
trust i'll work it out
and put my movements into play

im hoping that u find something of worth while ur trapped under there
my girl chilling in a button up, she got no underwear
she just get this look all on her face when i get up in there
soon i my smoke doob she kiss my face and drag me out the chair  

take her out to dinner said let's just pretend theres strings attached 
oh i know i flex a little, u know soundcloud paid for that
im not tryna buy ur love, the good life what im aiming at
im just tryna crawl out of the mud and pay the world back

i just got this anger burnt inside me since when i was a kid
i cant help but blame my father, curse left generations dead
i cant even tell u not at all theres nought i wouldn't give
i just think that i could use a brain that doesnt hate to live

(alan watts sample) 

the path to dirtmouth (neverforever)

With mr. decks <3 (soundcloud.com/decksmusic)

Greenwood:

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

 
I hit the function at midnight, but it’s so done

And I couldn’t wait til you show up

And lately I’m holding out so much

But its only you that I dream of
("cuz when i fall asleep, ur the one i dream of")
 

With all of the lames around me but its not real

And know that I tripped a few times, but you know me

And I never could say no but I want to

And know that I’m in so deep, I just want you

 

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

decks:

or a heart

we’re apart

at the seams



we’re in love

from the start

i’m above

ur between



and the light

dimming now

say it loud

it can hurt sometimes but


how

in the night

falling out

its an awful time, what


can i do to mend what i have broken?

i take back all the words i’ve spoken

Both:
(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

The lights getting dim and the darks getting in on its own

(still breathing, I’m still breathing now)

But you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t, you wouldn’t know

(I’m here so please just hear me out)

That I’m barely him and this house barely feels like a home

Softening (w/ decks)

everything by me
been working on a lot
seriously way more to come
hope you enjoy. 
thank you so much for listening.
your support means beyond any means to me.

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; 
remind me
quiet lifestyle, but defiled by this thoughts of mine
memories are heaven
'till you are what you forgot in time
don't care..
you don't care
you don't care, anymore.

i can see appeal
conflicted with the feeling
a burden on myself
it feels like i just killed me
get over that hill
down another cup of coffee
relive how it felt
to think, see, hear, and feel nothing

over-sensitized and ill
aye, when's it my turn to heal?
insinuate that better place you've always dreamt of only kills
until we fall and call it quits
by stone or gun that don't exist
i was here for all of this
(i was here for all of this)

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; remind me

how i got here, and who i am to stand by
'cause with fragile ears and hearts,
we've always been paralyzed, paralyzed
no wonder, why.

(killing me off slowly)
(putting my dreams behind me)
(i find it so damn unlikely)
(remind me)

all of this

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

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Stick To My Guns (Prod. w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

skeleton (yung rospo)

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