mood beats:
yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLoB5V0gDcLFv6M2XIcvqFg
sc: https://soundcloud.com/mood-beats-93586234

lyrics

i think I'd be better off dreaming
i can never steer my thoughts
tear drops blurring my vision
i think for a second i forgot

all the shit that's going on
all the memories are gone
just like that

close my eyes to simulate death
i hurt even more with every fucking breath
my throat feels soar but i sing like i depend on it
promised id be real with you but im fake as shit

broke down last night cant speak without a voice crack
caffeine in my blood swear I'll get a fucking heart attack
i just don't want you to worry bout me
so i can never answer truthfully

i can't stand the pain in your eyes
when you see my scars, i
just feel like a burden all the time
i think you'd feel better if you left me behind

i just need a moment
i just need some time to stop the shaking
always in a race with my demons
i feel like they're close to overtaking

i need your love
i need you next to me
i need your touch
my body is aching

it's been so long
since i really felt anything
I'll be long gone
by the time you get this message

ain't eat today that's fine i guess
my appetite is non existent
my mind is giving out on me
so i might as well eradicate

my pulse and ruin all the plans we made
think i left all my hopes back in yesterday
i know i texted I'll be on the way
but I'll cancel anyway

i think I'd be better off dreaming
i can never steer my thoughts
tear drops blurring my vision
i think for a second i forgot

all the shit that's going on
all the memories are gone
just like that

i should stick to dreaming (mood beats)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

sorrrow bringer's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ/videos

lyrics

need to wind down need to be alone now
it's late august but youve been really cold now
i avoid all of your favorite spots now
cause i dont wanna see you when i go out

you really fucked up my brain, whoah
tryna tell me that you changed, no
i cannot trust what you say, so
i don't listen anymore

body shutting down
and my mind is going too
it's getting pretty late
i think I'll be going soon
breathing all these fumes
all these objects start to move
got no fucking clue
so just tell me what to do

told me we should link up baby that's a hard pass
caffeine always running through my blood make my heart spazz 
always got my mood going down like a plane crash
crying in my room tryna find where my phone at

i just need to fucking breath, for a second
i just need to fix my fucking heart stop the aching
making me feel so fucking bad and i hate it
i don't really miss you i just miss the feeling

need to wind down need to be alone now
it's late august but youve been really cold now
i avoid all of your favorite spots now
cause i dont wanna see you when i go out

you really fucked up my brain, whoah
tryna tell me that you changed, no
i cannot trust what you say, so
i don't listen anymore

missing something that was never there (sorrow bringer)

go check out iinno: https://soundcloud.com/iinno11


beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

sorrow bringer's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

lyrics

(tearsonmygucci)

missing your touch i drown in bacardi
im missing laying right next your body
im getting tired of reaching for you
when you cutting me off i dont know what to do
cus im stuck where i am cant move along
and it hurts cause i know that i should move on
but i think i will love you un6til i am gone
so ill pour my thoughts out into my songs

i think i fucked it all up by myself 
by not cutting you off you just ruin my health
i still see you when i look at anyone else
why does my brain make me hate myself

i really hate sleeping alone 
i still check for your name when i look at my phone
my room feels empty im losing control
without you here it's not really a home

cut me off
tear me apart
but you still
have my heart

clouded by love i was blind
you had to leave me behind
its always hard to let go
but i hope that you always know

(iinno)

I hope that u know 
I’ll always be there for u 
& u had to leave for some dreams 
hope theyre coming true 
Ive spent the last few weeks 
just getting high in my bedroom 
& i know that its so bad 
but I still wish it was next to you 
I cried all night on the flight home 
crushed up lines on the table 
Id still hide if I was able 
Im no optimist 
cant see this from a different angle 

I wish you would let me in 
I popped another vicodin 
I was so close, lost sight of this 
it sucks but thats just how it is 
lets take a step back n look at the damage 
wont open that snapchat, really cant stand it 
my heart was already gross before 
but I swear its gotten worse than when you had it 
the chemicals are off inside my brain 
dont ask me why Im acting so dramatic 
even in silence i hear noise all day 
and lately I just listen to the static

just know i'll be there for you - feat. iinno (sorrowbringer)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/idlyblare

idly blare's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvqwpxpRzlnXhSUQ7Bs2Z4Q


lyrics

jag har fastnat ibland känslorna
de som förblir
jag kommer aldrig att hitta tillbaka
förlorade mig själv i vårt liv 

kastar mig rakt ut i luften
men träffar ändå aldrig marken
hatar att bryta mina löften
men vi kommer aldrig bli bättre

känner mig inte längre mänsklig
jag kan inte lita på min själ
jag kan inte se på min spegelbild
för jag kan inte se mig stå själv

tårarna kan inte hela
släpper mitt tag om allt hopp
du är för evigt i mitt sinne
du kommer alltid ha min kropp

jag har fastnat ibland känslorna
de som förblir
jag kommer aldrig att hitta tillbaka
förlorade mig själv i vårt liv

kan inte sluta älska dig / outro (Idly Blare)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/wstdtimez

wstdtime's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCANqSDPYbHnXWr_7tUiAjVQ

/lyrics/

calm down
screaming in my face gotta calm down
why you at my place starting problems
said this shit exactly why she doesn't wanna come around
an hour later she gonna call me up to lay the pipe down

anything but average
couped up breathing cabbage
sweating like an addict
choking on some ashes
body full of rashes
i could barely make anything out between the flashes

out my brain
i don't know my name
i don't know the way
let's put our differences aside
cause we all die the same

feel like I'm on Mars like heavy rain
call me kakarot how i am up in outer space
blasting sewerperson fading out while she be on my waist
two pm still passed out on the couch from yesterday

walk along the road beside of me
i just couldn't replicate what you had seen in me
early in the dawn you told me that's when you felt free
i could turn into whatever for you tell me what to be

oh i spilled Bacardi on my jeans
why you always gotta blame me
tryna make me feel bad crying on my Gucci 
baby you should know that you won't get no sympathy

know my brothers got me
baby I'm not sorry
why'd you even come if you knew I'd be at the party

said youd be there in a heartbeat
told me that you loved me
said i broke your heart baby girl you did me dirty 


2pm (wstdtime)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty

CapsCtrls's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

/lyrics/

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

no one cares if you cannnot be of benefit
thought you were only with me for the hell of it
and honestly i never really minded that much
but now your eyes tell me just how wrong i was

you're the remedy
for all my agony
lifting my burden
when you're kissing me

she's helping me grow something new from the ashes
wiping the dust from all of the pieces
met you back when i was in a dark place and you took me by the hand baby honestly you saved me
when I'm wrapped in your arms i can feel safe
turn on the light so i can meet your gaze

healing (Boyfifty x CapsCtrl)

listen to mæsks music: https://soundcloud.com/maesk337

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

/lyrics/

(tearsonmygucci)

i need help like i don't know what I'm supposed to do
sit under an overpass breathing fumes
passing street lights down another avenue
if i gotta die i would rather rot with you

back in april we were fighting just like usual
said you hated me oh so casual
held you tight but then you were gone 
if id known that it would be the last i held on

i see faces looking through the window
thoughts are whirling i just wanna be alone
oh solitude is rare cause i still hear you 
in my room 
lead my to my tomb i can't take it

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip 
cause i know I'll slip
without you to hold me back from losing it

(mæsk)

I've got this calming view and now I’m picturing ur face
And u now wanna talk, ok let’s talk about this pain
And now I’m sat beside a tree I’m taking all the shade
If u were here right now I know you'd wash it all away


I’ve got things I’ll never mention but it’s haunting me
Clouds are taking shape I swear that they’re taunting me
My head goes down but, swear I’m no different to all these broken leaves
If u were right now I’d view the world so differently

One more time,
The pressures building and it’s heating up
Wasn’t being honest when I said that I was fine
What’s in the past is deep and buried, I know I can’t do much
I’d be content if I could only see u one more time

(tearsonmygucci)

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip cause i know I'll slip
without you here to hold me back from losing it

I never gave up on us - ft. mæsk (Pekarot)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161 and https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

splashgvngs yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvI5zMSlC37tFgHgwzDbFPg


/lyrics/

oh i swear I'm fine I'm just tired
was i everything you hoped and desired
in my head i still brand myself a liar
we never fucking talk at all

honestly i thought that we would have more time
at the edge of the horizon we said our goodbyes
yesterday just feels so far away from where we are now

and i feel the mist slowly roll back in to my head
as I'm laying down all alone on my bed
i reached to my side as if i expected
you to be here with me again

the heart goes numb when neglected
this is the path we selected
you could put a knife in the tension right now
your eyes tell me everything that's on your mind

I'm falling now
and i know there's nobody left to catch me
this time
i guess we ended up right where we should be

no good together
but no good alone
you aren't here
how can i call this a home

in every weather
sun and snow
we are still teathered
and i can't let go

honestly i thought that we would have more time
at the edge of the horizon we said our goodbyes
yesterday just feels so far away from where we are now

and i feel the mist slowly roll back in to my head
as I'm laying down all alone on my bed
i reached to my side as if i expected
you to be here with me again

the heart goes numb when neglected
this is the path we selected
you could put a knife in the tension right now
your eyes tell me everything that's on your mind

Yesterday pt 2 (Pekarot x splashgvng)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall and https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

nevrfalls yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw
branwens yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/branwenbeats

I'd do it all again (nevrfall x branwen)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

lyrics:

conflict
in my soul
and it's hard
i can't process

any words
any thoughts
its all spinning now

darker parts
started seeping out
I'm doubting myself
am i good enough to keep around

i think that you deserve better
my brain isn't working my heart's become weatherd
feels like some wires got severed
void of the chemicals inside my brain 
i just don't feel the same as when i met her

but that shit don't matter
with you till i die I'm here forever
hold me when i cry and I'll be your shoulder
even though I'm numb i will always love her

woah
youre always there when i fall
when everyone's looking appalled
i can look at her and no one else matters at all

woah
i just can't see how you love
and think someone like me is enough
coz i think I'm awful but I'm glad that you think I'm wrong

love me
i promise I'll be
forever
by your side
let me be your light

to be
oh i don't know what's to come
don't know where these thoughts are from
but i can manage
if youre here for me to rely on


woah
youre always there when i fall
when everyone's looking appalled
i can look at her and no one else matters at all

woah
youre always there when i fall
when everyone's looking appalled
i can look at her and no one else matters at all

woah
i just can't see how you love
and think someone like me is enough
coz i think I'm awful but I'm glad that you think I'm wrong





Forever / Awful (Pekarot)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161 and https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

pekarot's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

vito's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Vito2300


/lyrics/

i can't sleep in this empty bed
i can't think with this faulty head
i can still taste that lead
with every word everything we said 

look at myself and i think i don't know you
screaming for help but the sound can't break through
plenty space for you here we could mold in my room
this abyss in my heart is made for two

my throat is clogged no air seeps through
everything i should've said is stuck there too
and i thought i could break this barrier I've built
but I'm not strong enough so I'll stay in this filth

i can feel the traction drag me to you
feel it in my atoms i still need you
stuck inside of what we had and i can never be free
i will never get past what you have shown me

my mind is barren i stare at my ceiling
i promise id talk if i knew what i was feeling
bruises on my body think my skin is peeling
im sorry i wish i could be more appealing to you


Unsaid (Pekarot x vito)

this ones very special to me, hope you enjoy <3

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

hero's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNG1W2kKDmWGnGDtm0i1SSg


/lyrics/

i saw her beside my bed tonight
and those gentle eyes made it feel alright
but when i open mine
the pain in my heart is all i find

tell myself I'm alright alone
and it'll get better as i go on
but the land is gray as far as i can see
i found a fox and it spoke to me

he said there's nothing on this path but heartache and pain
so turn around now before its too late
but my mind is set on the darkened horizon
where i can finally pay

i look ahead on the path where I'm bound
drown all my thoughts inside of the sound
you should ignore me and all i proclaim
because i am nothing i quietly say

the heart can betray you when you need it most
like it did me all those years ago
it feels like ages since i held you close
think ive forgotten your voice

//

speak to me
break through the fog 
rip me apart
burst my eardrums if you have to

i just wish i could've reached you
but i was blind and you were too
not even all of these bottles could show the truth
all i know for sure is that i loved you

my heart is barren
it's lost its only resident
i thought we had time
i just wish that i would have reached out



spotify

leave (hero)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow

eric godlow's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/EricGodlowBeats


/lyrics/

the way she looked at me had stopped me in my tracks
I'm still me somewhere beneath all of this rotting flesh
behind all of the viciousness that lives inside this mind
memories of us still play when i fall asleep at night

my body's getting colder the lake it had started freezing
let the water pour right in to my lungs and leave me wheezing
trees sway dark night with a cold breeze
cold waves down my spine and my knees week

he can hear the ghouls in mire always scheming
push him underneath the surface to suffocate all screaming
always scratching at the walls leaving trails along the cabin
saliva dripping out of my mouth i need to find a way in

heresy
all the ever say to me
i promise I'm not evil
I'm just being what I'm supposed to be
brutality
aint that what you expect from me
i can feel the heat that is coming off of your body
and im craving your fatality
step to me
feel his fear it's growing while he looks at me
ripped him into shreds
before he was even touching me
savor the taste of iron
as the blood is dripping off of me
I've always been a monster
this body is just a tool to me

the way she looked at me had stopped me in my tracks
I'm still me somewhere beneath all of this rotting flesh
behind all of the viciousness that lives inside this mind
memories of us still play when i fall asleep at night

you cannot see me though I'm right here
looking at you through your window I'm right here
turn your head let me see you let me stop your fear
i know it looks bad but i am still alive in there

i can't think straight
when I'm in this state
i can't operate
I'll live with the heartache
cause i know that you'll be safe at least

my body's getting colder the lake it had started freezing
let the water pour right in to my lungs and leave me wheezing
trees sway dark night with a cold breeze
cold waves down my spine and my knees week

he can hear the ghouls in mire always scheming
push him underneath the surface to suffocate all screaming
always scratching at the walls leaving trails along the cabin
saliva dripping out of my mouth i need to find a way in

mirage (eric godlow)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/atomiclvl and rxhff

atomiclvl's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGWAlymVwqmuyxhjkkem31g

rxhff's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/RXHFF

/lyrics/

picture you picture me
try to live out fantasies
in my room here with me
hand in mine feel the heat

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you 
x2

oh what's stopping you i would give it all for you
grip the blade hit me with it til it pushes through
drown me in my blood baby oh just let me die for you

I'm hopeless
fucking useless
i cant hit you up
without feeling like a nuisance

clueless
i dont know shit
help me get on track 
i just need to get in motion

walking round and I'm too lity
i sip on sum got a cup with me
these fireballs to my throat burn me
another one to get me really going

and im numbing all of my agony
by pushing it so far away from me
till its out of mind like it don't exist
but it comes back in the morning

when i wake up and I'm soaring
heads bouta burst need aspirin
this life shit's getting boring
these thoughts start to get violent

blades cutting right through my skin
watch the blooddrops hit the flooring
no half measure I'm all in
till i collapse I'm working

and i dont blame you
feel the words piercing you

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you

picture you picture me
try to live out fantasies
in my room here with me
hand in mine feel the heat

green eyes lighting up my darkened heart
what a sight i got to see before i was ripped apart

leaves fall
rain too
stay calm
get through
breaking down the walls that block the light from shining through
oh you left a mark left a scar or two
baby finish me off I'm right here so what's stopping you

fantasy (atomiclvl x rxhff)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and  https://soundcloud.com/remghost

Irby's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/irby314

remghost's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKruua3kCNz1nG0-02USDWg


/lyrics/

i can not tell you how bad it is getting
cause i don't want you to think it is your fault
i know I've been growing distant I'm sorry
though it's getting number you're still in my heart

i feel my vision shifting to grey
thought things were better i proved myself wrong
i still slit my skin just to feel anything
want to be better don't know where to start

i think that I'm going insane
i see visions of my blood covered hands
i see spilling brains
i think that I'll always be the same
there's no time left now it's too late

i could stay
take a breath or two
calm my brain
my thoughts are skewed
through the rain
through the darkness too
feel the pain
feel it leaving you

dripping down my arms and making
puddles on the bathroom tiles
i know that i should've called
don't wait up ill be gone a while
i can see moon reflecting shining hair
and glowing eyes
all the pain weve been neglecting shows 
itself behind your smile

priceless moments
things i want to forget
all are whirling
constantly inside my head

i think that I'm going insane
i see visions of my blood covered hands
i see spilling brains
i think that I'll always be the same
there's no time left now it's too late

i could stay
take a breath or two
calm my brain
my thoughts are skewed
through the rain
through the darkness too
feel the pain
feel it leaving you

it's not ur fault (Irby x remghost)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and  Chvrlie Brown

boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty


/lyrics/

Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again
id gladly have another fucking argument
without you here im just not myself
and it scares me

how could you ever love me
when i don't even love myself
won't you touch me
slow my heartbeat
need to tell you
I'm so sorry

i can't say enough girl I'm sorry i love you
i tried not to miss you but i can still see you
when i shut my eyes yours are right there to pierce me 
another evening I'm sat by a screen

passing the time and i just want to scream
awake for days i don't want to sleep
it's gone to the point where I'm scared to dream
let me be

Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again


I miss you (Boyfifty x Chvrlie Brown)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161 and  https://soundcloud.com/jolst

pekarot's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@pekarot

jolst's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@Jolst

/lyrics/

we could chill back at my place
two am and I'm shitfaced
i should probably go to bed
but I'll only contemplate mistakes

I'm sorry but i feel so stupid
i promise it's nothing that you did
just need a second to calm down
why are my thoughts fucking morbid

i need to stop fucking stressing and rushing
to carry it all till my shoulders are crushed
and it's hard to find yourself again when all you have that's left is a soul too broken, beyond repair 

and everything is falling beyond my care
feel like nowadays i just float through the air
nothing is important when you're not here
nothing is the same, yet it all is


i spend my money to feel something
i cut my friends off alone again
don't know why i keep on doing this
all i know is that i hate myself

i cannot bother to answer you
i promise that it's nothing personal
i only feel like i bother you
just wanna talk like the others do

beyond_repair (Pekarot x Jolst)

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall

for_you (nevrfall)

thanks to https://soundcloud.com/itsag56 for the feature :)


beat made by https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow


Eric godlow's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@EricGodlowBeats



/lyrics/

I'm awake at three am i cannot ever sleep woah
i just spend my time putting my words over these beats woah
you can tell me zero 
shut your fucking mouth hoe

woah woah woah woah
i don't even know what i am sipping anymore
filling up my gut and then i wake up on the floor
my whole entire body aching always feeling sore

she worried that I'm spending but i always make it back
id sacrifice my fucking life just to make the track slap
bottles in my backpack i just felt my mind snap
wrote to you like yesterday so why haven't you snad erote back
woah

like ain't it common courtey
just tell me if you rock with me
like i don't got the time to sit around and wait all day and not get anything
feel like aj the way I'm tracing all these words from the picture in my head just to put them on the paper

it's like three am
I'm on that shit again
killing shit like son of sam
fucked up knocked out imma do it all again 

picking the slack up
picking it back up
fuck it im fucked up
tell her to back up

i dont need no backup when I'm walking down my street 
and im not a fucking sneakerhead all my shoes are creased baby

hitting up the function with my brothers and they freeze
the way we stick together you would think we siamese
people coming over think i need to spray febreeze
smoke inside the air you can smell it from the street woah

i don't got no hoes I'm taken like I'm liam neeson
i might rent a lambo whip it like it is a Nissan
my baby got mood swings mind keep changing like the seasons
i feel like I'm dying I'm i can't breath and now I'm wheezing

3am  - feat ag56 (eric godlow)

many thanks to  https://soundcloud.com/notaheroo  for the feature <3

beat produced by  https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarot's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@pekarot


patient - feat notahero (pekarot x splashgvng)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/radkoun

radkoun's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@radkoun304

collecting_dust (radkoun)

beat produced by wetmall

wetmall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@wetmall


soul (Wetmall x Kerel)

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo

look_back (yung rospo)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/everythingmackk

Mackk's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@mackk5764


useless (Mackk)

beat made by  https://soundcloud.com/prodby_lk

IL. IK's yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI_OKGXVvscYAlVgVQVCkA

/lyrics/

i got scars
she told me she loves them
i got problems
but she helping me with handling them 

she told me that she could see sorrow on my freckled face
she wiped it off herself and said that i can't be replaced

by no one else
when I'm by myself
i get so fucking scared
of my own head

keep me conscious
for another moment
then let me close my eyes
and drift away slowly

lay on me
kiss my lips feel my heartbeat
stay with me
stay with me

won't you stay for a while
we could smoke black and mild
we could chill on my couch
we could talk, let it out baby

lovey-dovey's not her style
know I'm always on your side
i see pain in your smile
you can let it out on me baby

let it out on me baby
end the night with getting faded
though i don't know what to say
I'll be yours till we decay

heart_beat (IL. IK)

beat made by https://www.instagram.com/prodsecre

secre's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prodsecre/about

get_out (secre x heyrick)

instrumental by https://www.instagram.com/wisssery

wisssery's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@wisssery

intro (wisssery)

instrumental by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarot's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@pekarot

outro (pekarot)

frail

prod by me

on all platforms

/lyrics/

oh my
oh my
oh my
god
oh my
oh my
oh my
god
oh my
oh my
oh my
god
oh my god
oh my god

oh my god
its so damn hard
to sit here in silence
while you go on

i can't stand this bullshit no I couldn't be more sick of this
at least just fucking tell me if you think that I'm a piece of shit
how am i supposed to change if i don't even know what the problem is
feel like blowing out my brain it doesn't have to be so complicated

girl why do i have to beg you
just to tell the truth to me
no matter what you think about me
I'll still love you, truthfully




ohmy

5002 //🌙🌙

if you're reading this, I love you 


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