grow up

BITTER (reupload)

 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
--
techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

Unfortunately Lil Watermark has passed away, please consider checking him out.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PL7PRcmHwoY

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Originally released September 5, 2024

Bass - Aidan Ziril
Guitar & Vocals - Ian Mockler (Lil Watermark)
Drums - Danghul Bangyana

Recorded in Lynchburg, Virginia
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Foolz
Photograph & Design by Foolz 

Cry for Help (Negative XP Cover)

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

I fucked my life over
i couldnt stay sober
I drank another beer
cuz i cannot stop loathing her
The feeling in my chest
It cannot be suppressed 
I told you i would hurt you 
what did u fucking expect?

i let it slip away
now im drowning in dismay
you shouldve stayed away
cuz now you lost your fucking ray
and all the words you said
have all been put to bed
for if you really cared 
you wouldnt have to be so scared

what did you expect

you bring me down
all the way to the ground
turn my smile upside down
i never thought youd make me feel this way

im hanging round
go and make em frown
im sinking and i might just drown
only you  could make me feel this way

my head is spinning
 all across the room
i think im slipping,
 fall right back for you

and i might lose it,
 i cant keep my cool
forever dreaming, 
hope for something new

upside down

College Cunts (anhero cover)

By 12 Ètoiles. All rights reserved.

Lyrics :

Sensations of Pain

[Verse]
Shadows crawl where the daylight fades
Broken glass in the mess we've made
Every step feels like a razor's blade

[Chorus]
Sensations of pain they whisper and scream
Cut through the silence like a fractured dream
Oh they linger they linger they never leave

[Verse 2]
The mirror laughs but it won't explain
A heart too tired to fight the chain
Falling slow in a spiral of rain

[Prechorus]
Can you feel it twisting tight
Can you see the blackened light

[Chorus]
Sensations of pain they whisper and scream
Cut through the silence like a fractured dream
Oh they linger they linger they never leave

[Bridge]
Every scar a story untold
Every breath a promise grown cold
The weight it drags but we still hold.


New Wave [vocals] - Sensations of Pain

Lyrics:

Where did it go, what happened to my home? oh no, is this end of the road? I don't know, I wanna go home, I don't like it in this new cold world.
What happened to me? I can't feel and I can't see. This is nothing like those sweet memories. Suicidal tendencies, encroaching psychopathy, this isn't me... please let me free...

Where did it go, what happened to my home? oh no, is this end of the road? I don't know, I wanna go home, I don't like it in this new cold world.
What happened to me? I can't feel and I can't see. This is nothing like those sweet memories. Suicidal tendencies, encroaching psychopathy, this isn't me... please let me free...

oh, I just want to go home...
oh, I just want to go home...

oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home
oh, I just want to go home