Ted Lucas

Baby Where You Are

I'll Find A Way (To Carry It All)

Co-written w/ Troy Donohue

Lyrics:

Carrying the memory of foolish choices
Tiny voices still speaking to me
Unsheathing the pen that left my mark
Flickering spark, how callous can I be
All these bones I never show
I wasn’t ready for you to see
My dreams of grandeur
So I watched you leave

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page  

On and on the loneliness
This black abyss, I’m falling down
Metal filled with wasted thoughts
Kills me soft, stirring up dark clouds
October never seems to end
Remembering what could have been
Cause this star-crossed love was written blindly

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page  

So I’ll sit in silence with all these words
Fed through a cage, that you’ve never heard
And the ghost of you casts shadows on my wall
I left roaring fires in my wake
Unheard voices led astray

And a bitter end is our downfall

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page