Name: best wishes by teenagedad
Duration: 4 min 6 s
Description: figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

</3 was gonna make a video for this but i suck and have no motivation evr

Continue (prod. thislandis)

loneliness consumes me
all i see are spirits i'm abusing
i feel like a ghost am i translucent?
life is getting old
should i just do it?

every night i dream about a perfect end like hemingway
i got nothing left to say
i'm always drawing a blank
feels like i'll never fit
abstract shape
can't look in the mirror cuz i hate my face
i been drinking so much
cuz without that i can't depend on anything

i feel like a ghost

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

best wishes

lyrics: 
please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've been losing people, man it's bad news 
and i never thought i'd lose all the ones that i love 
right before my eyes 

things will never be the same it's all just changing 
my life is going in circles, rearranging  

please don't ever leave unless you have to
cause i've losing people man it's bad news 
i guess it's just change and i have to get used to that 
cause once it leaves it's never coming back
but you know this, you know this, you know this 

you know it..

please don't leave (prod. nciku x never since)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/ihearangelscry

https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
https://soundcloud.com/outsidde

lyrics:

I can't remember the last three days 
October' s come and gone away 
still here girl it ain't just a phase 
days over ends in bitter taste

I cant sleep and I wonder how we got this far
k-pin hits straight into my heart 
cheek kiss while I play on my guitar
weakness your touch it lights the dark

all the leaves are falling down 
bby would hear me out 
chemicals are breaking down 
my head is filling up with doubt x 2


I can't remember the last three days 
October' s come and gone away 
still here girl it ain't just a phase 
days over ends in bitter taste

I cant sleep and I wonder how we got this far
k-pin hits straight into my heart 
cheek kiss while I play on my guitar
weakness your touch it lights the dark

poppy tears x angel tears - lights the dark (prod. cxld blxxd & outsidde)

produced by me 

vocal mix : https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

she said
why is it always the same?
you don't understand

she said
tell me how you're feeling
but I can't 

won't tell you how I'm feeling
trust me, you don't need me
say that I'm a waste of time
and you just don't believe it 

and all of this is fucked up
blame it on my bad luck 
you just wanna make up
I don't wanna wake up 
I don't wanna wake up

I don't wanna wake up (not enough)

wake up / mastered

wake up

Pick me up

THE BUNKIE EP is dedicated to the very beginning.. 

  It all started back in 2009 with an acoustic guitar and an extremely high pitched voice. You'd usually catch me covering songs like "There Is" by Boxcar Racer, "Dare 4 Distance" by NeverShoutNever, or "Iris" by The Goo Goo Dolls.. I really started to find my passion for making music and couldn't turn back from there. 
  
  Back in the day, my father had built us kids a cabin in the backyard that we called our "bunkie. It's where i'd seclude myself to practice my singing without anybody knowing. One day, i remember my dad walked in and complimented me on the song i was singing. Even though it was something i was completely self conscious about, he always pushed me to do more with it. 

  From then on, i started to cover my favourite acoustic songs at local coffee shops, and high school talent shows. It was honestly such an amazing feeling connecting with people at these small venues, and i started to make a bit of a name for myself around town. 

  It's been a full decade since then, and i've gone from covering popular acoustic songs, to writing and recording my own. This EP is all about nostalgia and making my music come full circle. There are songs on this EP that are related to the situations, and feelings i never got to express back in 2009. Another fun fact, is that i even went by the name "homesweethome" back when i was starting all of this.
  
  Fast forward 10 years, and here we are. I’m about to drop the most meaningful and authentic project i have ever created. 2009 me would be so happy. 
All the songs on the EP are based off true emotion and actual events.
 The cover of this album means so much to me, and was created by my talented and beautiful girlfriend Lauren! 

  Let me know what your favourite song was, I’d love to hear your thoughts! <3

DID I TELL YOU THAT I HATE MYSELF? (PROD. CXLD BLXXD)

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Produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by Tristan Wilson

Lyrics:
If you need help, any, you can reach out
Hmu I'ma listen what you feel now
I been waiting for your call what's the deal now
Sorry you been feeling low that's the way it goes
If you need help, any, you can reach out
Hmu I'ma listen what you need now
I been waiting for your call what's the deal now
Sorry you been feeling low that's the way it goes

Ya it come and go an ebb and flow
Emotions on a roller coaster 
Flying through the atmosphere
Fell a million miles just to be here
I do not belong here
Hoping we can hide near
We can be our true selves
We ain't perfect we just human
Hunting, gunning for a feel of love
I know you just wanna be touched
Hands held undercover
It ain't really too much

Now you missing it
Wishing for a taste 
But you threw it all away
Couldn't stand her anyway

Spotify

if u need help (reach out)

ive been working on an album for a while, but im honestly unhappy with how its turning out. i'll be going back to releasing frequent singles and maybe an album later this year. thanks to everyone that listens

prod by me
photo by blunt weather

lyrics: 
i think its time i quit asking me why
i sit and watch the ceiling in the night time
i dont have nothin left in me to fight
why do i always quit before i try

saying its over
i dont want to force the closure
i just want to free my shoulders
and i cant lie, i let it take over
feeding into all the lies
with no compromise
and if it could be any different
reaching and creating distance
a victim to my own decisions
i know, but i cant lie

best wishes

teenagedad

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