emofuck

butterflies

Destroyed

lyrics

i cannot wait to see you
i cannot wait to find you
ive been traveling for some time
for some time
and ive yet to
see another face like yours
if we are all just living for nothing
somehow you are my something
my heart doesnt beat
my lungs dont work
my eyes dont see if youre not
sitting right in front of me

surrenderdorothy - spinningthecompass

the leaves don’t change like they did when i was a kid (demo)

2008 called

2008called.

Produced by me

Lyrics:
i like your face
and all your quippy jokes
they look at us
and everybody knows
i act indifferent
try to play it cool
I'll be paper-thin for you
it's not on the nose
And if it bends more i'm done
a bigger heart than mine
so when you look at me what do you see
will you be paper-thin for me

(why can't i be the one)

i wanna know (everything you like to do)
i know you know (you just don't want me to hurt)
why can't i be (the only girl you'll ever need)

paperthin (bonus)

surrenderdorothy - illleaveituptoyou

4-Way Split

Bridged

anything (cover)

honestly, i still don’t know who to be for you
i wish you’d put a gun to the nape of my neck
or dig a knife into my fucking trachea
anything, for me
i wish you would

i think you’re so pretty babe, i want to die at your hands
feel them around my throat knuckles white hands clasped tight
just string me up to bleed with all of these feelings i still can’t begin to perceive
anything, for me
i wish you would

(i swear
when i close my eyes
your face bores holes right back into mine)

snowfall with you

feel so pretty in the light
while my friends all hang from trees
and i can’t believe my eyes
my eyes

what the hell
is this how it’s supposed to be
oh my god
finally feel like i can breathe

but do you really want me here
as spring begins to bloom?
or when autumn leaves fall
will you grow tired of me?
if so, i’m sorry

(must i hold onto these awful feelings?
like fragile branches they sprout from my heart, my hands, mouth, and my feet)

the day before yesterday I saw a rabbit, and yesterday a deer, and today you

mess 🛏️

multi-project shitposting 

giving a butterfly a skeleton
i have feelings too
the stars in october