the first single from my debut album 'Past Lives'

Lost

recorded on and off from October 2016 until September 2017, a song for and about a close friend. 

photo taken by Emma

https://tendre.bandcamp.com/album/eye-contact

Always Odd

Lexo - my thoughts
|| my thoughts - Single ||

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Lyrics:
You were the only one for me
But now haunt me in my dreams
A fractured smile gleams through me
Now that's the only thing you’ll see

And even though we didn’t work
I kinda wish it didn’t hurt
But what we had is dead and gone
So I just have to carry on

Your 'friends' wanted to see you change
But you turned into what you hate
You started pushing me away
Cause' you get lost in what they say

And even though I felt okay
You came back and took that away
Never wanted to be this way
Cause' I get lost in what you say

Stop, in my thoughts, I just can't cope
In the dark we’re going home
Will you please just take my soul
Can you just let me go?

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#lexo #mythoughts #lofi

my thoughts - Single

Lexo - my thoughts

by mike

hope you, hope you found the light
and i, and i dreamt it my whole life
breathin, yeah im just trying to recover
/
i hope that it changes
oh in a good way
i really hope
(a beautiful and wonderful life)
hope that it changes
oh in a good way
ooooooo
/
hope you, hope you found the light
and i, and i dreamt it my whole life
breathin, yeah im just trying to recover

hi.im.mike*

i'm serene despite you find me obscene
like a policewoman obeying the law
unqualified judge would surely agree
ban me forever from royal first world
subconscious wants monopoly for my love
but im just a different, winter kinda fruit
little bit different to the point of absurd
can't breathe anymore in a normal man's suit
baby, how i loved you
how i caressed you dearly
sang you songs and gratified you like my only muse
but there are other girls i gave a lil' bit of my love and im your mind you turned my gifts into nothing but abuse
i still thik you're perfect, i think you're enlightened
but your ignorance i can not understand
we could live forever had we been together
but you wouldn't let me even be your friend

hey-ho, now apocalypse is dancing on horizon, the end of it all
maybe we could fly to mars in a mutual paradise, you can always gimme a call
have some mercy and divine forgiveness, im not blaming you for anything at all
you're a princess but i'm no prince on a white tesla roadster, neither i'm your doll

i wrote a lot of songs and did a lot of paintings
worked as hard and smart as i never done before
i wondered sleepless nights in surreal meditations, solitary hours of rewiring my dome
i ran thru summer noon and ran thru winter midnight trying to reconnect with myself again
poured showers cold as ice on skin that lacks the sunlight, through stratospheres of happiness and undergrounds of hell
but ever since a little black hole of your rejection appeared in my mind and it's been tempting me to stop
going to bed i couldn't sleep without the medication
wishing to be sucked into it and never wake up
i will always adore your controversial perfection, but now with this song that black hole's forever sealed
my ego would rejoice if that song got your attention, but truth is, i love you and our friendship could be healed

hey-ho, now apocalypse is dancing on horizon, the end of it all
maybe i could kiss your lips and instantly  the world would stop being destroyed
it would sterilize the world from all diseases
and instantly ubiquitous heaven on earth
or at least our own little universes would celebrate if everyone got love that they deserve

i didn't mean to hurt you
i'm sorry that i made you cry
not wanted to desert you
i'm just electrified
when you look into my eyes
together we could fly
could breakdance in the starlight

Maom - Woman

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Never

lyrics:
I need a garden I can go
World's too mechanical & cold
A place unseen
A place for me

I need a void where I can hide
A little pocket outside time
A place to dream
A place for me

I need a cave where I can dig
So they can't touch me; I'm well hid
A place alone
A place unknown

I don't like change & I'm not so good in crowds
I like my space, no other people here around
Leave all my things, 'cause it hurts when they're all gone
Leave the grind & unwind & see what's far beyond

Album art generated by AI

A Place for Me

I am really trying to push myself to produce as many finished tracks as possible with the limited amount of time I have these days.  Every time I finish a track, I feel blessed to put my sound out into the world...want to keep that going! This one is an indie pop / indie rock / bedroom pop floor cry type beat.

Mango | Indie Pop | Rock | Bedroom Pop | Floor Cry

Wrote this in an hour and put it on my phone. Enjoy

I Hate When You Text Me

oh your eyes they speak to me, you don't know it
oh so quiet but a symphony in my head
must you taunt me with beauty?
and you leave me in gloom again
oh i wish she was seventeen
oh i wish she was seventeen

unruly to the world
a poem that's unheard
she is everything
oh i know that it's not right
she's oblivious to her light
she is everything

written, composed, and produced by rooftub at home in September 2020 including the cover art.

oblivious

Zook has, once again, written something great

LYRICS:
Have you been awake all this time
Is there a way to put this all into words
Will I make it to the end this time
We're not the type to understand how it works

Was there a time when I never cared
Or wanted something more than fiction
Was there a time before I was found
When I was something less than human

No one has to know
Who we are
I'm not sure who I am
In your arms
There's something in the way
I'm paralyzed
Turn and look away
Don't trust my eyes

Have you been dreaming all this time
Is there a way to make you understand
Will I make it out once again
You're not the type to know who I am

Was there a time when I'd given up
And wished all the world to get over
Was there a time before I was found
When I was never more than sober

No one has to know
Who we are
Reasons I should stay here
In your arms
Fear is rushing back
Your heart is high
Imperfect I abandon
My disguise

CREDITS:
Zook - Writing, Synth, Drums, Guitar, Production
Ezzie - Writing, Bass, Drums, Production
Ron - Writing

Less Than Human

'EYE CONTACT' is out: https://fanlink.to/eye-contact

Always Odd

Tendres