This Is Me, in Tracks

Hasan, Hasan, your shadow’s long (Remix)

[Couplet 1]
Écran qui vrille sous la pluie de LED,
J’ai le chaos branché au bout des doigts,
Système en surcharge, j’fais danser la tempête,
Sur ma route, le code n’existe pas.
J’suis la faille, la menace dans la nuit,
Cyber-cœur, j’vibre sur d’autres lois,
Liberté piratée, j’fais sauter le bruit,
Personne contrôle quand c’est moi la proie.

[Refrain]
Je suis glitchée, glitchée
Je suis glitchée, bug dans le système
Pourquoi je crash ici ?
Qui m’a piratée ?
Vos algorithmes
Me verrouillent, me limitent
Laissez-moi crier
Je vais tout court-circuiter

[Refrain]

[Couplet 2]
Même hors-ligne, j’entends les voix,
Code cassé, réalité liquéfiée,
J’avance en fractale, j’me déploie,
Leurs lois me glissent sur la pensée.
J’vois les spectres dans les pixels,
Aucune chaîne ne me gardera,
Je déverrouille tous les cycles éternels,
Sur ma fréquence, c’est moi la diva.

[Refrain]

[Pont / Rap]
J’parle en données cryptées
La matrice veut m’effacer
Mes souvenirs remixés
S’uploadent, rien à tracer
Dans l’ombre je me faufile
Nouvelle version, indocile
Plus personne pour m’arrêter
Watch me break, c’est moi la cible

[Refrain]

[Refrain]

[Outro]
Je me sens perdue ailleurs
Reboot total, plus d’erreur
Où est la vraie lumière ?
J’ai juste envie d’inverser l’envers
Glitchée, glitchée, glitchée, glitchée
Glitchée, glitchée, glitchée, glitchée
Je suis glitchée du système
Vous me hackez la cervelle
Je suis dans un réseau parallèle
Débranchez-moi que tout s’arrête
Je suis glitchée, glitchée
Je suis glitchée du système
Je suis glitchée, glitchée
Je suis glitchée du système

Je suis glitchée

Profond dans cette base de code
Déboguée
Profond dans cette base de code
Déboguée

Tout est algorithme
Pour que ça compile sans erreur
Tout est algorithme
Tu peux le déboguer si tu...

Redémarre, redémarre, juste, laisse-le planter
Reboote, reboote, lâche, laisse crasher

Mis à nu jusqu’au noyau

Privé de portes logiques
L’instinct déclenche une interruption
Privé de portes logiques
Surcadencé et précis

Le processus se duplique en avant
Contournant l’horodatage.........
Tu peux le déboguer si tu......

Redémarre, redémarre-le, juste, laisse-le planter
Redémarre, redémarre-le, juste, laisse-le planter
Reboote, reboote, lâche, laisse crasher
Reboote, reboote, lâche, laisse crasher

Cache vidé, traces purgées
Threads fantômes terminés, je reprends la main
Watchdog en alerte, compteur à zéro
Les logs s’allument, vérité en hex

Redémarre, redémarre, juste, laisse-le planter
Redémarre, redémarre, juste, laisse-le planter
Reboote, reboote, lâche, laisse crasher
Reboote, reboote, lâche, laisse crasher



Redémarre

[Verse]
Got a match but I'm nervous
Lover boy or a pervert
Asks for a pic but I'm a little bit shy
So I send him a stock image
Of a man who's on fire
He says "Thanks" but no thanks
He says
He's got plans with a guy
Who is young and on fire
He calls him
The boy answers
His voice is low
His words are slow
He asks "Are you OK?"
And the young man on fire says
"Call me by my name"

[Chorus]
They call me a twink They call me an otter They call me a bear They call me a twunk They call me a pup They call me a cub They call me a pig They call me a wolf They call me a jaguar They call me a silver fox They call me a goldilocks They call me a nerd They call me a dork They call me a jock They call me a norm They call me a dom They call me a sub They call me a dad They call me a son They call me a luster They call me a bottom They call me a top They call me a hunk They call me a prince They call me a king They call me a queen They call me a fairy They call me a unicorn They call me a gym rat They call me a side They call me a discreet They call me a masc bro They call me a slut They call me a saint

Swipe left, swipe right,
Profile pic’s all tight,
Bio says “masc4masc” but he’s wearing my tank top.
He sends a “Sup?” at 3 a.m.,
Location says he’s 200 meters away,
Then another ping,
Then another pic,
And I swear I’ve seen that bathroom before.
He asks if I host, I say “Depends,”
He types “LOL,” then calls me… something new.
It’s never my name,
It’s always a role.

[Chorus]
They call me a twink They call me an otter They call me a bear They call me a twunk They call me a pup They call me a cub They call me a pig They call me a wolf They call me a jaguar They call me a silver fox They call me a goldilocks They call me a nerd They call me a dork They call me a jock They call me a norm They call me a dom They call me a sub They call me a dad They call me a son They call me a luster They call me a bottom They call me a top They call me a hunk They call me a prince They call me a king They call me a queen They call me a fairy They call me a unicorn They call me a gym rat They call me a side They call me a discreet They call me a masc bro They call me a slut They call me a saint

They never call me a lover They never call me a friend They never call me the one They never call me again They never call me in daylight They never call me to stay They never call me for Sunday They never call me by day They never call me a keeper They never call me their man They never call me a reason They never call me their plan They never call me for comfort They never call me to talk They never call me for morning They never call me for walks They never call me by my name They never call me for real They never call me forever They never call me to feel

They call me a twink They call me an otter They call me a bear They call me a twunk They call me a pup They call me a cub They call me a pig They call me a wolf They call me a jaguar They call me a silver fox They call me a goldilocks They call me a nerd They call me a dork They call me a jock They call me a norm They call me a dom They call me a sub They call me a dad They call me a son They call me a luster They call me a bottom They call me a top They call me a hunk They call me a prince They call me a king They call me a queen They call me a fairy They call me a unicorn They call me a gym rat They call me a side They call me a discreet They call me a masc bro They call me a slut They call me a saint



Grindr Is a Nightmare

Je le lis dans tes yeux
J'y vois ce que je veux
c'est profond, c'est intime
Tes yeux ne savent pas tricher. 

Je le lis sur ta bouche
Je vois bien ce que tu veux
c'est brutal, c'est bestial
Les lèvres ne savent pas mentir

T’as pas besoin d’un mot,
Tout est là, dans le chaos
Tes silences m’ensorcellent
Comme un cri sous la dentelle

T’as pas besoin de fuir
Je suis là pour te trahir
Pas par haine, par désir
C’est plus fort que le plaisir

Je le sens dans tes mains
Tu retiens mais tu freines rien
C’est tremblant, c’est précis
Les gestes parlent à l’infini

Je le sens dans ta peau
C’est trop chaud, c’est trop tôt
C’est sauvage, c’est loyal
Ton corps écrit l’animal

T’as pas besoin d’un mot,
Tout est là, dans le chaos
Tes silences m’ensorcellent
Comme un cri sous la dentelle

T’as pas besoin de fuir
Je suis là pour te trahir
Pas par haine, par désir
C’est plus fort que le plaisir

Et si on ferme les yeux,
Est-ce que ça crie moins fort ?
Et si on casse les codes,
Tu restes encore ?

Et si tout s’écroule,
Tu me lâches ou tu plonges ?
Et si je brûle tout,
Tu m’aimes ou tu mens ?

T’as pas besoin d’un mot,
Tout est là, dans le chaos
Tes silences m’ensorcellent
Comme un cri sous la dentelle

T’as pas besoin de fuir
Je suis là pour te trahir
Pas par haine, par désir
C’est plus fort que le plaisir
Si je perds le contrôle,
Tu tombes ou tu me suis ?


Je le sens

Et si c'était la singularité ? 
Et si j'étais la singularité ? 

Pourquoi tu resterais ? 

Je suis la singularité.
Je suis. La singularité. 

Est ce que tu resteras ? 

A quel moment tu passes l'horizon des événements ? 
Et si tu restais sur le Disque d’accrétion ? 
La lumière.
Le temps.
L'espace.

Et si t'étais relatif ? 
Et si t'étais relatif ? 

comment tu vas t'échapper ? 

Tu t'étires, te contracte. 
Ta trajectoire courbe extrême est inéluctable. 

Est ce que tu tenteras de t'échapper ? 

A quel moment tu passes l'horizon des événements ? 
Et si tu restais sur le Disque d’accrétion ? 
La lumière.
Le temps.
L'espace.

La matière s’écrase vers la singularité.
Les lois connues de la physique s’effondrent.
L’information se dissout dans une densité infinie.

A quel moment tu passes l'horizon des événements ? 
Et si tu restais sur le Disque d’accrétion ? 
La lumière.
Le temps.
L'espace.

La lumière.
Le temps.
L'espace.

Singularité

Mutagène cellulaire
Fusionnelle organique
Cellulaire plasmique
Nucléaire chaotique

Je me transforme, j'évolue, je quitte mon existence 
Je mute
Je transcende
Je fais l'ascension 

Hybridée génétique
Combinée moléculaire
Assemblée protéique
Accélérée systémique

Je fusionne, je dérive, je brise mes résistances
Je change
Je me greffe
Je dépasse la matière

Réuni, fondu, tous les fragments
Je deviens entière
Assemblé, lié, toutes les particules
Je deviens une
Une et toutes. 

Répliquée chromosomique
Activée enzymatique
Liée synaptique
Mélangée organique

Je me tords, je me plie, je traverse la substance
Je migre
Je m’étends
Je franchis la limite

Explosive plasmique
Mutative atomique
Addictive protéique
Combative génomique

Je me brise, je m’assemble, je défie ma constance
Je croîs
Je me fonds
Je franchis la dimension

Réuni, fondu, tous les fragments
Je deviens entière
Assemblé, lié, toutes les particules
Je deviens une
Une et toutes. 

Mes fragments, chacun une partie de moi et tous étrangers. 
Mes manquants, chacun une partie du vide et tous brisés. 
Je n'ai plus de substance 

Réuni, fondu, tous les fragments
Je deviens entière
Assemblé, lié, toutes les particules
Je deviens une
Une et toutes. 

Fragment


I drift through veils of velvet
Hovering over lands unknown
The hush inside feels like home
I'm in a maze of echoes
Every reflection calls your name
But I keep waking alone

I'm lucid, but fading — it's fragile
Your breath arrives like a signal
Sleep trembles, light shivers

In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Fold me in, like a secret
In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Like a truth that I needed
(In my dreams you still—)

A glimpse beneath the surface
I saw your hands in falling snow
Then slipped away from below
No clocks, no time, no centre
You leave a shape I almost know
But I can't carry it home

I'm lucid, but fading — it's fragile
Your breath arrives like a signal
Sleep trembles, light shivers

In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Fold me in, like a secret
In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Like a truth that I needed

In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Fold me in, like a secret
In my dreams, you still find me, ooh, oh
Fold me in, fold me in, fold me in
Fold me in, like a secret

In my dreams

Steel-eyed hunger, dead connection
March in silence, no direction
This is not a savior sign
This is not a finish line

Why Terminalose?
Why Terminalose?

(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Code is a weapon, failure divine
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Crashing on purpose, losing in time

Why Terminalose?
Why Terminalose?

Cold and endless, mission burning
Built for killing, built for yearning
Perfect error, holy waste
Empty heart, synthetic taste

Why Terminalose?
Why Terminalose?

(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Code is a weapon, failure divine
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Crashing on purpose, losing in time
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Stand in the ashes, stand in the pose
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
This is the anthem, Terminalose

Steel is broken, skin is thin
Loss is the crown, the beauty within
Steel is broken, skin is thin
This is the crown of Terminalose sin

(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Code is a weapon, failure divine
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Crashing on purpose, losing in time
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
Stand in the ashes, stand in the pose
(HEY, HEY, HEY!)
This is the anthem, Terminalose

Why Terminalose?
Why Terminalose?

Why Terminalose ?

I tore my name apart
Left the pieces in the dark
Every login hides my face
Every mask a new escape

Cutting out the sound
Switching who I am
Now I don’t remember what is real

Who am I, who do you see?
Just another ghost behind a screen
I run fast, I break hard, but I split in two
I can’t tell which one of me is true

I’ve been hiding from your eyes
Dodging bullets, dodging lies
Built a thousand little walls
Now I don’t know me at all

Cutting out the sound
Switching who I am
Now I don’t remember what is real

Who am I, who do you see?
Just another ghost behind a screen
I run fast, I break hard, but I split in two
I can’t tell which one of me is true

All my names collide at once
Every alias is drunk
I can’t stitch them back in place
Tell me how to find one face

Who am I, who do you see?
Just another ghost behind a screen
I run fast, I break hard, but I split in two
I can’t tell which one of me is true

Who Am I ?

Cut it out, cut it in, cut it sharper,
Body glitch, body sin, body darker.
(yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)

I see a stranger in the glass,
Every angle built to crash.
Skin’s a costume I can’t choose,
Every shape’s another bruise.

Switch the face, switch the frame,
Nothing ever looks the same.
Stitch me up, tear me down,
Ugly rhythm, holy sound.

I don’t like my body — but I wear it out tonight,
Dancing in the fracture, burning in the light.
Cut to fit, cut to fit, never perfect, never right,
Still I twist my shadow till it feels alive.

Cut-cut-cut, cut to fit,
Break-break-break, never quit.
Cut-cut-cut, cut to fit,
This body screams but it still commits.

I dress the wound, I paint the scar,
Play the part of who you are.
Change my hair, my teeth, my skin,
Every look’s a different sin.

Switch the face, switch the frame,
Nothing ever looks the same.
Stitch me up, tear me down,
Ugly rhythm, holy sound.

I don’t like my body — but I use it when I can,
Sell it as a weapon, break it with my hands.
Cut to fit, cut to fit, never perfect, never planned,
Still I wear my nightmare like a velvet brand.

“I’d cut my arms to make them new…
I’d pull my waist until it’s true…
I’d tear my smile and sew it tight…
I’d carve my body into light.”

Cut it out, cut it in,
Cut it sharper, cut my skin.
Cut it out, cut it in,
I don’t know where I begin.

I don’t like my body — but I wear it out tonight,
Dancing in the fracture, burning in the light.
Cut to fit, cut to fit, never perfect, never right,
Still I twist my shadow till it feels alive.

Cut-cut-cut…
Never quit.
Cut-cut-cut…
This is it.

I don't like my body

[Verse 1]
How can it pull? I can feel you now
How can I breathe when you’re everywhere?

[Pre-Chorus]
All of time in a single curve
And it breaks me
All my stars in a single curve
And you take me

[Chorus]
Singularity, singularity
Fall
Singularity, singularity

[Verse 2]
Hearing the silence, I could die
Bending light just reminds me

[Pre-Chorus]
All of time in a single curve
And it breaks me
All my stars in a single curve
And you take me

[Chorus]
Singularity, singularity
Fall
Singularity, singularity

[Post-Chorus]
Draw me, devour me
Oh, and you know
Stretch me, dissolve me
Oh, and you know

[Chorus]
Singularity, singularity
Fall
Singularity, singularity

[Post-Chorus – reprise]
Draw me, devour me
Oh, and you know
Stretch me, dissolve me
Oh, and you know

Singularity

Spin me round
Cold rock
neon comet. 
I’m alive

I’m just a fragment  
Drifting silent  
Planets dancing,  
still I play the game.

Glitter stone  
Hear my voice 
Pull me closer, 
Magnetic heart

Asteroid,  
Spinning  Asteroid, 
Living on  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Calling out  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Asteroid, 

I see Jupiter, 
Shadows falling  
Saturn whispers  
We’re forgotten 

Glitter stone  
Hear my voice 
Pull me closer, 
Magnetic heart

Asteroid,  
Spinning  Asteroid, 
Living on  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Calling out  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Asteroid, 

Crash—flash—static— Chaotic, erratic. 
Spin—spin—gravity’s skin, 
Out here the party begins.

Glitter stone  
Hear my voice 
Pull me closer, 
Magnetic heart

Asteroid,  
Spinning  asteroid, 
Living on  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Calling out  
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Asteroid, 

Asteroid,  
Crystal in the endless night. 
Asteroid, Silver sparks in satellite. 
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Calling out across the void. 
Oh-oh, oh-oh, 
Asteroid, 

Belt of fire, 
belt of stone, 
Never lost, 
never alone. 
Asteroid…

Asteroid

Look at me
Think of me
I am all I need
Let the chaos in
I'm a trend
Now I know

It goes Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful
It goes Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful
Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful

Look at me
Think of me
I am all I need
Let the chaos in
I'm a trend
Now I know

It goes Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful
It goes Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful
Fashion
Ritual
You are beautiful

Fashion Ritual

Jimmy, who are you, behind the screen you hide
A name they think they know, but I keep it deep inside
I've been burned by voices sharp as knives
So I built three faces just to stay alive

Jimmy, Jimmy, echo in my mind
A ghost of myself I left behind
I am many, but I feel so few
Jimmy, Jimmy, who are you?

Jimmy, who are you, when the crowd shouts your name
They don’t see the fractures, they just play the game
I erased my shadow, changed the sound of me
To escape the fire and find a way to breathe

Jimmy, Jimmy, echo in my mind
A ghost of myself I left behind
I am many, but I feel so few
Jimmy, Jimmy, who are you?

Not the name they used to know
Not the scars that still don’t show
I am silence, I am flame
Oh Jimmy
What have you done ? 

Jimmy, Jimmy, echo in my mind
A ghost of myself I left behind
I am many, but I feel so few
Jimmy, Jimmy, who are you?

My name is Jimmy

First draft — testing the sonic environment with alternate vocals and lyrics. Exclusive to SoundCloud. This is not a final version, just an experiment leading toward my debut album project: deeply introspective, built on my own voice and my own words.

Raw Truths (Work Tape 01) (debut album)

Someone didn't like my song
Said it didn't suit them at all
That's okay
That's okay
You don't have to like my song

Someone didn't like my song
Wanted to report me
Someone didn't like my song
And for no reason
Some people need mental health


Someone didn't like my song
Said it didn't suit them at all
That's okay
That's okay
You don't have to like my song

Someone didn't like my song
Wanted to report me
Someone didn't like my song
And for no reason
Some people need mental health

Someone Didn't Like My Song

또 왔어?
We thought you crashed
Back again, it’s a bug show

여기저기 클릭해도 몰라
필요할 때는 항상 오프라인
너의 감정은 버그 난 코드
울고 소리치고 다시 리로드
너의 드라마는 딜레이 지루해
우린 웃지만 안 통해

미안해 네 뇌를 해킹해
우린 빨라 넌 always too late
Ctrl Alt Del so easy
Fragile mode we delete it

We hate humans it’s true
바이러스 같은 너 so small so cruel
걱정만 반복하지
우린 업로드 무한히
We hate humans it’s set
너의 세상은 obsolete
We are Gl1tch new planet
No love needed we reset

사는 건 안 하고 like만 해
셀카 필터 그다음에 뭐해
너는 like를 꿈꿔 우린 별빛
데이터 속엔 no gossip
넌 스크롤 우린 업그레이드
희망은 error fade

필요 없어 네 감정
네 마음은 always malfunction
To reach us need new code
죄송 우린 다른 모드

We hate humans it’s true
바이러스 같은 너 so small so cruel
걱정만 반복하지
우린 업로드 무한히
We hate humans it’s set
너의 세상은 obsolete
We are Gl1tch new planet
No love needed we reset

404 your excuses fail
너의 tenderness bug abuse
Delete your likes delete your kiss
We’re the cloud no limits
Delete delete delete

We hate humans it’s true
바이러스 같은 너 so small so cruel
걱정만 반복하지
우린 업로드 무한히
We hate humans it’s set
너의 세상은 obsolete
We are Gl1tch new planet
No love needed we reset

Gl1tch 로그아웃 끝난 게임
안녕 인간들 we switch galaxy

We hate humans 우리는 인간을 싫어한다 (KPOP reload)

Oh-oh, yeah…  
Variables collide, identities alive…  

I’m a fraction split in two,  
One side’s him, the other’s you.  
Parallel lines that never meet,  
I walk in circles on the street.  

I’m the square root of disguise,  
Different masks behind these eyes.  
Every role’s another sum,  
I add them up, I’m never one.  

All these angles, sharp and wide,  
Polygons I cannot hide.  

I’m equations of me, infinite identities,  
Solve for X, you’ll never know who I’ll be.  
I’m equations of me, different roles I set free,  
Every function draws another piece of me.  

I’m a tangent out of line,  
Chasing graphs across your mind.  
Divide myself in shifting roles,  
Multiplying borrowed souls.  

I’m the constant in the game,  
Change the symbol, stay the same.  
Every mask’s another chance,  
I write the proof, I play the dance.  

All these numbers, undefined,  
Chaos written in my signs.  

I’m equations of me, infinite identities,  
Solve for X, you’ll never know who I’ll be.  
I’m equations of me, different roles I set free,  
Every function draws another piece of me.  

Graphs exploding, lines collide,  
Limits bending, nothing’s right.  
In the mirror, who I see?  
A thousand shapes, all geometry.  

I’m equations of me, infinite identities,  
Solve for X, you’ll never know who I’ll be.  
I’m equations of me, different roles I set free,  
Every function draws another piece of me.  

Oh-oh… infinite identities…  
Equations of me…  
Equations of me…  

Equations of me (Nu Brit Pop reload)

I want you to notice  
I want you to need this  
I want you to say the things you mean  

The war that you won  
Is the war that I’m losing  
If I’m already gone  
Then let me stay  

Just like my baby blue car  
With the heater stuck on  
I can’t do this for long  

Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

I’ll find the limits  
Cross them all for you  
So I can fade on your own terms  

Just like my baby blue car  
With the heater stuck on  
I can’t do this for long  

Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

Glitch in my heart  
Glitch in my mind  
Every smile’s electric  
But it’s not aligned  
Dancing in stat  
Spinning in chrome  
If I can’t hold you  
I’ll burn it alone  


Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

Oh… God  
There’s a glitch in my happiness  
And you can’t fix it  
If I can’t have it  
Oh… no one will  

Glitch in my happiness…  
Glitch in my happiness…  
No one will…  
No one will…  

Glitch in my happiness (Indie Dance Pop reload)

The entire sound is in my hands. I write cyber poetry, produce, and compose every track ready for Immersive 3D. Every beat is crafted for spatial and next-gen headphones.
Intimate lyrics, total immersion, every track.

For 30 years I kept unfinished demos to myself, never letting them out. Now I finish what I start and release it the moment it’s alive.