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(Verse 1)  
I called you after all this time, just to say I'm safe but broken,  
Mentally shattered, on disability, doctor's orders keep me frozen.  
Twelve weeks minimum, maybe forever, no energy left to fight,  
But you blamed me for my sickness, said I caused my endless night.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Verse 2)  
Environment carved my madness, not my choices, not my fault,  
Verbal knives and emotional storms, your violence never halted.  
Never see you, never visit, no "I love you" from my lips,  
World will hear my every scar, from your narcissistic grip.  
Raped or beaten by your hands? Both killed me piece by piece,  
No forgiveness, no regrets, just hatred's cold release.  

(Chorus)  
You don't get to lie anymore, you're dead to me, your voice is gone,  
Bruises hidden, secrets buried, but now the truth will carry on.  
You beat me down from fifteen on, till I ran from your cruel hell,  
Rapes unspoken, disbelief choking, monsters in the shell.  
I hope you rot, I hope you burn, for the pain you gave for free,  
CPDSD, BPD, Stockholm chains, you broke the soul in me.  

(Bridge)  
Friends in rooms, babysitters' touch, scalding baths and endless fear,  
Slept in closets, dryers hiding, from the monsters drawing near.  
Tried to kill him, choked unconscious, alter switched to save my life,  
You called me names, lied to the world, cut me with your strife.  
Brain damage, heart destruction, paying for your crimes each day,  
Songs will scream your secrets loud, make you fade away.  

(Verse 3)  
Filing charges, seeking justice, for the lifetime you destroyed,  
Neglect and molesters, assaults in shadows, innocence void.  
Not innocent, not forgotten, your end I won't mourn or see,  
Die slow, suffer alone, that's the curse from me.  
Thousands of tracks, world will know, every horror you allowed,  
Protecting myself, no guilt in that, screaming pain out loud.  

(Outro)  
You're nothing now, just echoes fading, in my mind you're already gone,  
Blind to manipulation, finally free at dawn.  
I hate you both, forever etched, but I'll rise from what you broke,  
This poem of pain turns to fire, in every word I spoke.


Broke The Soul In Me

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