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2023 shuffle 2

the fam bbf

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mistake

A purposeful fate lurks on your path.

This song was all thanks to one of my best friends, Remilia
He has helped me get into prod. and actually trying for music, something I've wanted to do for a long time.
Thanks much to Noya for hopping on it and giving me a first song that I like.
It is a personal song that has some good sounds.

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[HOOK - Remilia]
i dont care about the end
cause i know that i cant change it
save your tears, i dont really wanna face it
you're not a hinderance not a problem
please accept it
you caught a look the other way 
and then you chased it

falling like the snow, 
melt one day, where did you go?
weather's cleared
see you walking down this endless road
face your fears, dont think too hard
and please dont let it go
the time is fast
so lets get through it, please just take it slow

[Verse 1 - Noya]
I don't wanna see u cry again
U keep my heart, i feel so warm, I don't want this to end
Don't feel alone, im here, just hold my hand
So let's go through this together, I know that we can

Uhhhh
Boy u know i want u
Hope u know that i luv u
Uhhhh
Keep it, don't let it go
All the Times we know

There's another way
I just want u to stay
There's feeling in my heart
I Will never let you go

We have another chance
Don't want u to stay away

[Verse 2 - Tsundere.]
picked me up off the ground
when I needed it
now that I can stand
I make amends, my ego feeding it
every friend a champ 
and we are definitely seeing it
seeing eye to eye
our mind's an eye we are believing it

yeah I saw the light
all these motherfuckers, lookin to fight
now im making it right
I had faced my fears
and now I set them aside

[END - Remilia]
it's the last time i can ever try to face it
things just turn for the worst and i cant take it
no, you take another chance and,
go, to find another way
go, just take another way we,
roll, and i dont ever wanna waste anymore time
to waste another life without you

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa

For You w/ Remilia, Noya Clarissa (Remilia)

@dying2night
prod dercept

もしも僕に心があるなら
then is there even any way for me to get to you
また胸が痛くなるから
これに合わせて涙を流す

in a nightmare
くりかいして
i feel so fucking aimless
i cant make it
not even one more second
if you dont stop pretending
and in the end theres no ending

endless

yea maybe we can talk 
it out
but we cant bc u gave up
ya u drag me down 
these tears dont make a sound
u never cared at all
and u said i love you so
i feel warm then i lose 
control
so why are you
always u always lie
you make it hard to say 
goodbye
to let go and 
put those memories 
to the side

@222bino
eramos todo
quedo en nada
me duele el corazon 
por tu falta
tus mentiras dejaron llagas
los recuerdos me matan
quiero saber como olvidarte 
dijiste "te amo, no te apartes"
juegas conmigo y eso parte
mi corazon

translate: 
we were everything
I come to nothing
my heart hurts
for your lack
your lies left sores
the memories kill me
I want to know how to forget you
You said "I love you, don't turn away"
you play with me and that part
my heart

love you so w/ vin0 (audiodiary + recyclebin)

tear me apart
yeah you left me in the dark
you don't care cuz thats who u are
try so hard and u don't give af
blood on my hands its your fault

you're fault for everything
don't wanna see me win
all of the things i seen
lie deep inside of me

i don't wanna think about it too much

blood on my hands its ur fault
ur fault for everything

yourrr faulttt !!! (death) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

winter scene

snow

breaking apart

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

I cannot be there with you girl
Tell me what you wanna do
I cannot be there with you girl
Tell me what you wanna do 
I know that your feelings is true girl
Tell me what you wanna do 
I don't have no soul
How could I be with you ?

Had to pick up all the pieces dunno where they went
Im addicted to the pain its so hard just to live
I don't even feel no more
I do not care
It's somethin bout myself
I just cannot explain
I been trynna move on
Im addicted to the pain
And i always try hard
And nothing ever changes
And i can't change the past
But i can feel the dope in my veins
I dunno what i want
And i don't learn from mistakes
I try to stay calm
So i smoke away

6/9/2023

INMYHEADD (KIRIAN X WARHEART X RXI)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

s/o nujabes rip <3
could u tell me if this real or not?
tell me if this real or not...
cuz lately i been feelin stuck
lately i been feelin stuck
and you prolly thinkin "when you not?"
cuz i say the same thing a lot
its the way im livin life
i jus wish that it would realign 
with you with you
with you 
with you 
with you
i dont know what else i can do
to make you feel the way that i do
for you

wish that i could restart
baby i could play my part
i could show u who u are
cuz girl u a superstar
promise we could go far
if we jus stick together
if we jus get our bread up
if we jus make amends yuh
if we put our heads together
then maybe we could build sum
cuz all i wanted ever
was someone that was geniune
someone who goin help me win
cuz on myself i cant depend
cuz im tired of losin
so imma try and do my best... :)

with you *SC EXCLUSIVE*

my most under rated set fr - (2025)
dm for lease $$$
these so hard ngl new song soon <3

may2k24 ##SOLOSET

freestyle ova beat from like a year ago-
lately ion feel nun
ion know wassup
i might hitchu up
hitchu up like wassup ?
i was down in the dumps
member i aint have nun
i was trynna run up
so i got my money up
now they wanna say wassup
cuz they see me posted up
posted up smokin a blunt
posted up do what i want
curly hair bih gimmie throat
she don't regret i know
said dat she wanted sum more
im sorry but i gotta go

lately ion feel nun
lately ion feel nun
baby im so numb
wish you could come thru
but i know thats not you
but i know thats not you
whatdidievendo?
whatdidievendo?
babygirl tell me wassup
should i hitchu up or not?
fuck it up till tha sun
do it how you want.

cant be with you (death) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

death