*depression intensifies*

bass boosted toooooooo
og song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PedACuLiMxU

daylily nightcore

not home. august

Credits://
@k9yblade
@thafireman
@bodygaard

Notes://
everything has become tiresome...
i think my gripes with life start with school...
one day ill be done with it and live life to the fullest...

Lyrics://
why’d you run away let’s stay on topic
knew i should’ve been a little more cautious
keep it light hearted send my love through fibre optics
but i had to cut you off cuz you be pocket watching

hold my tongue when other talk shit
don’t get caught up looking toxic
compromise that’s what we promised
wish there was another option

is it morning
my dreams always bore me
woke up feeling lonely
from memories i keep hoarded
guess i’m always thinking imma miss out
now i gotta deal with all this shit now
is there something that you need to spit out
lemme know cuz i can take a hit now

go outside
get a life
wouldn’t wanna be me when it’s nighttime
car rides
long flights
didn’t come to see me at the right time

god i feel so sick
with another fling strapped to my hip
and these things go downhill quick
i can never tell so i don’t fight it

i’m gonna let you talk for the moment
spill your emotions
promise that i wish you well

if you’re gonna say that i caused this
i wouldn’t talk
to coexist is living hell

After School Draϻa (prod. firemane & keyblade)

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

ty for listenin
prod plantcham
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spotify
open.spotify.com/artist/0UENogXhL…phnQ&dl_branch=1
fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh 
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

face in my pillow 
something we had 
she wants to die 
she said feelings are bad 
closure to laugh 
fuck what we had 
had 
had

fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

ivory window

Sorr gia to spam
heres a gift to make it up to you

Ckye - Milfares Kai Paranoia

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6ypK5iOX2cAY2rDkYNkZKU?si=9253c17abcc24d8a

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOL-WAD32dw&feature=youtu.be

hoje eu acordei cansado, isso é chato pra caralho
eu perdi os meus amigos, eu não ligo mais pra isso
eu já dei valor de mais, e sempre quebro a cara
pq sempre q eu preciso eles nunca se prestam a nada
eu aprendi da pior forma q tenho q ser fechado
(tente fazer por eles, mas nunca espere por eles)
eu aprendi da pior forma como esquecer do passado
pq as pessoas não são cartas, mas elas são selecionadas
priorize e dê valor a quem realmente quer teu bem
pra que serve essas jóias se nada disso me interessa
eu posso comprar relógios, mas quero comprar o tempo
desculpas mudam pessoas, mas elas não mudam histórias
dinheiro são como pessoas, eu não me apego a essas notas
me deixe ir para qualquer lugar,
que me distancie desse mundo e me aproxime de você,
e me aproxime de você
hoje o Henry me ligou, ele não ta tão bem
eu ando preocupado como vai ser amanhã 
o dia de amanhã 
eu to vivendo agora e to pensando no amanhã

Spotify

mess

mess (prod. jewelryboy)

amend, jahhlu

platforms

(go away)
(go away)
(stay away)

u say im too emotional
if thats what u wanna say
keep from me
(go away)
i am nothing without u
(stay away)
u thought it was impossible 
you decided not to stay
its coming 
(go away)
find peace in loving you
(go away)

too much of nothing
i feel it 
ur sorrow is touching me 
for no reason 
i know how much u mean to others 
just 
take 
it all
from me

impossible

https://kazamisuzuki.tumblr.com/seal
written by blankts & teddy
vocals by blankts
produced by knife girl

@tddybrr
@blankts


it wasn't the instant we met
maybe it isn't what you meant
you said you wanted some new friends 
and that was ok i had loose ends

i need a road with some new bends
why does it hurt when you answer the messages she sends

maybe i need some new friends
maybe i meant what i said
i said i won't listen to them
listen to my heart instead

i wanna show you my old room
tackle you onto my old bed
dad doesn't knock he remembers i told him 
we're just friends

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Live, Love, Leave  (prod ʎpoqou x ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ )

yep. still miss u.

lyrics:
the beauty that i once saw in the world
must've transferred itself into you
'cause i feel your precense at every moment
your voice in whatever i do

and i'm tired of trying and laying awake
wishing death would come take me at last
to think i exist is a fable to me
i'm unable visit the past

so i'll rot
in this grave

and soon you will find someone better than me
with a beautiful smile and a daily routine
and they'll take from your heart what i placed when you left
and they'll toss it aside like stale cigarettes

AND YOU'LL BURN ME ALIVE AND INHALE MY INSIDES
AND I'LL TURN INTO SMOKE AND I'LL FLOAT IN YOUR EYES
AND YOU'LL CRY LIKE WE BOTH DID EVERY NIGHT
AND I'LL FINALLY KNOW WHAT IT FUCKING FEELS LIKE

to be free...
to be free

to be free

liner

ilysm

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

lyrics:

i want to bang my head on the sidewalk
because i don’t know how 
you could let me down
more than you ever did before 

i need to let it all go
before it fades away
because i don’t want to show
all the things i keep away

i need to let you go
before you let me down 
because now i know what you think about 
you think you’re someone i can’t live without

but i’ve already lost you 
so what does it matter to me now?
because i’ve already lost you
so i don’t think this matters

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IT'S ALL FADING TO BLACK (feat. blink-182)

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i try my best

@qtgf

waste time
something i cant fix
ive been spending all night
can you catch my drift

if i spent my life getting away from this shit
could i even get a break from this shit
no
love

you dont want to watch things fix
you would rather watch things burn like sticks
i would rather take blades out of my wrist
but instead they going in and im sorry to begin this

ive been taking pills 
cant cope
ive been trying to look
trying to find where to go
i got cuts i can call my own
but still no home

yeah

it will bring me down
but wont bring you around
so sad
you know that
i dont really know that
but

i hate this town
but i love you right now
i cry but
i never want to see you
frown

rest easy jd

*depression intensifies*

txpq

depression intensifies