I know that you hate It when I’m not around x2
You don’t come around 
Come around you don’t come around X3

(Hook)
No no no no 
don’t wanna lose u
Cuz u the one 4 me 
And I don’t think that I was ever ready 
Im filled with envy 
And all this pain that I kept within me
I think I’m empty
And she told me that she think she know me
Im sippin codeine 
And every day is getting worse if only 
I wasn’t lonely 
And you had to fuck it up all for me
If only I wasn’t filled with all of this jealousy

Jealousy tell me what you see in me
We don’t see the same thing cuz ur blinding me
Blind to me
Tell me what you want from me
Cuz it seem like you don’t even care 4 me
N you got the key to my heart girl
And you said that you’d stay look where we are now
And I knew you was trouble from the start girl 
Now I’m wishin I didn’t give you my whole world
Whole world turned upside down now
The things I cannot escape 
Haunting me now
Every word that you says
Holding me back
Now I can’t stand your face
Don’t want you back

(Hook)

jealousy (kyoa) [ALL PLATS LINK IN BIO]

@funny
prod @auguryy

talking down u better stop it
push push, push that fellas head in like a pop it
pull the glock out of my pocket
aim at ur big ass head easy target
target on lock and then i cock it
and then i shot shot shot i got em
we lost him
oh here comes his buddys cut them up with the katana
slice slice slice slice they got no reflex
im invincible got no weakness 
claw claw posted up with a t-rex
ur girl in my dms we having e-sex
pull up with the axe and get to hackin
can never win no games these fellas always hackin
feel like @woxied my friends get to blastin
game over im surprised u lasted

art: https://www.deviantart.com/gashi-gashi/art/Owen-and-his-raptors-568411518

stop it w/ funny (augury)

somebody like u ft. nami (odece)

w/ @heyvilse
prod: @prodjayysoul

@anti-light
so why’d you cast me aside
(asking you why)
know you’d just tell me a lie
like you’ve got something to hide
compress the feelings so long
(feeling so lost)
with you things always go wrong
and i can’t just play along
displace the thoughts in your heart
i’ve been working hard to keep it inside
i’ve been working all the time
been hurt for a while
watch you dance like an angel
bliss that i cannot handle
thought that i was your equal
your tears are burning with evil
(confessed my feelings for once)

i’ve been holding my breath for a while
all i wanna see is your broken smile
can you forgive me like just give me a sign
we’re unstable, rise and fall like the ocean’s tides
can’t you feel the way i kiss on your scars
how does it feel to be so cold
and still have me in your arms
need to record when shit gets dark
sometimes i wish i could to stop it
keep my head stuck in the past
you always leave me no options

@heyvilse
i need a break, press the pause button
i need to escape
feel like shit
but i know eventually i’ll be okay
you're like everything i hate
i knew giving you a second
fucking chance was a mistake
but i didn't wanna wait
i know that it's scary
but we'll face it till it ain't
told me you'd stay by my side
but, you went up and changed
girl you left me to decay
uh, treated you like gold
but you treated me like waste

@anti-light + @heyvilse
so why’d you cast me aside
(asking you why)
know you’d just tell me a lie
like you’ve got something to hide
compress the feelings so long
(feeling so lost)
with you things always go wrong
and i can’t just play along
displace the thoughts in your heart
i’ve been working hard to keep it inside
i’ve been working all the time
been hurt for a while
watch you dance like an angel
bliss that i cannot handle
thought that i was your equal
your tears are burning with evil
(complacent right in your arms)

Spotify

Something to Hide w/ vilse (jayysoul)

https://youtu.be/0JmoeH-8mPE?si=oUjDrXHd7HlBOqJY
Written, Mixed, Produced: jacy nyte
Drums: jacy nyte

Fog up the window panes
Lean up against the words you say
Until they tear me and pollute each day
It was a mistake peeking through the frames
I know you cared
When we're both wide awake but the night is young and
It's dark and I'm still scared
Scared of falling because broken wings don't fly
Still calling for the light

Fog up the window panes
Lean on the words you say
Feathers fall and wings will break
If I can't be me I'll never see you again
You were staring in my eyes, I was killing myself
I was fucking up my spine, it was just for my health
Gouge my eyes and my mouth out, I don't want it tell

Dance in your skin
I know you're always first place
You'll always win
There's no reason I'm losing everything
Next I'll lose myself

Keratin

@victxrw

i dont  really feel that close to anybody
thought our bonds were made of steel but they feel a little dodgy
wanna crawl out of my skin and find a new body
maybe i could make some friends or find a new hobby 

my hearts like a car doing burnouts 
moving so fast but it all ends in hurt now
i ran through the grass fields alone with a glass heel
emotions i conceal u dont know how i feel
and u never even bothered to ask
u dust off your brush to paint my life black
when my heart was crushed the real u unmasked

brushstrokes (me+victxrw)

@lukebike
@lllovbug + @shinjinv

it feels so pointless
but its good 2 hear ur voice not other voices
used to like u sm yea that was kinda dangerous
now ik that u always fcckng hated us

its so stupid that u always had a favorite
and its so stupid that i thought that i could make it
make it ?
i dont think i could make it :/
every othr day is so hard i cant fcckng take it

yea he want a ft but his music is the worst
and im w ur fkn b and she pullin dwn her skrt
choppa bullets hit em in the face yea they fkn hurt
talk down on my fkn bros he gone end up in a hearse

if u want a ft thats $200 for a verse
i dont rly give af cuz im fly like a bird
btch im going up yea its my fkn turn
im fkn teacher tell that boi he need 2 learn

waste

spotify

waste +liliya [lovbug & shinjin]

prod @makemeapromise & @prod_dxvi
mix & master by me

lyrics:
[hook] -->
idk where to go
ive been lost for so long
my seams have come unsewn
gotta find my star to wish upon
breathin in air thru my black lungs
shoot the songbird, this war's done
i cant keep it up, im not strong
goin thru the motions, im a lost one <--

(tell me, tell me)
(tell me what i gotta do)
im so sick of tryna keep it all in
(i dont wna lose myself)
im so sick of giving my all and
losing myself in the process
i dont wna fake it for the masses
i just wna be me regardless of
all thats been done to target us

[hook]

wish upon the stars

Rumors

Rumors + sxulz (+Fumiko)

Hell In A Cell

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

walking on a tight rope
i do it w my eyes closed
u dont wanna be here
so why do u keep near
heads running off track
but you dont even know that
dont wanna be here
then stay clear

i wonder why
im wasting time
im losing it
u cross my mind
i cant forget
like all you did
like what am i doing

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

somebody like u ft. nami (odece)

thend

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