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Beat Produced By NB Collective

Lyrics//

Since like the 7th grade 
I don’t give fucks I don’t pay mind this ain’t no a serenade 
I’m sweet and sour like you mix it with the lemonade 
I had 2 girls at the same time not proud but hold up wait 
I had to learn from my mistakes 
I was a youngin then 
I don’t want no one to feel that way again 
I’ll be your friend 
Before any expectations 

Now is the moment you decide, what’s best for you. Tell me what’s best for you?

What’s best for you, your soul? 
You carry the weight of a dozen alone 
But even an army ain’t touching your bones 
I take it apart again, roots diving deeper, restructure the scars again let it be known 
Long as you breathing ain’t nothing in stone 
Your voice is a power don’t let that shit die  again better grow spine or transform it to stars, where it can ignite again huh

Don’t you go hide again no
Let yourself shine 
I know how it feels to be in the shadows and keep it real quiet, cuz they don’t pay mind~
Was a bit strange as a child ^
And I guess that didn’t change 
I’d rather spend time by myself, cuz see here the music has never betrayed ^huh
Sweet and the sour like some lemonade huh
Creating the aura is heavenly huh 
Negative energy dead to me huh 
Aim for the top like a sesame huh
He fucking up your whole chemistry huh 
Take it apart baby, look at my eyes 

Since like the 7th grade 
I don’t give fucks I don’t pay mind this ain’t no a serenade 
I’m sweet and sour like you mix it with the lemonade 
I had 2 girls at the same time not proud but hold up wait 
I had to learn from my mistakes 
I was a youngin then 
I don’t want no one to feel that way again 
I’ll be your friend 
Before any expectations 


I’ve been self isolating a lot 
Yk? And it’s been good it’s been like a cleanse from people 
Situations that demand expectations 
I find that the more I have these strategic self isolating moments 
Then I can I use it as leverage, little pockets in time where I can reset 
And then take on the world

Sweet & Sour

Beat Produced By Slapping License
Written/Mixed By Elijah Jude 

Lyrics//

My mind is like a tangled web of all my fears 
The second that you gone the second they reappear 
I wish I could really steer away say I don’t care but 
Tbh I’ve been feeling fucked all day again 
I think I need a mirror 
To see myself the way you do perfectly clear 
I say that I’m self aware but I’m thinking that ain’t true
I don’t even think I’m near, only human don’t you shoot please 


Been a long road but it lead me to you 
All the pain and the strife still mud on my shoes 
That’s why sometimes I ain’t open to you 
Stay low stay quiet never smothering you 
I don’t wanna fold^ dirty clothes^ tellin the truth 
How we supposed to dance if our demons don’t too?  
I been stumbling in my mind baby can’t you tell? 
But I know it’s not your job it to make me feel well so I just 

…
Freeze 
So I just freeze now 
…


Take a lil second to find some redirection 
Lately always second guessing, myself and what I’m destined 
Lately find myself stressin, bout money all the affection that the world has over bills 
Swear the world would spinnin if it lost that appeal, I need 100 bands now but I won’t sign a deal 

So baby tell me am I free? 
Baby tell me am I free now? 
When I’m stuck in my head all the day all night I been runnin on E now 
I just a sec to think 
Or is that where I spin out? 
I know peace ain’t found but it’s built from within ima plant my feet now 


My mind is like a tangled web of all my fears 
The second that you gone the second they reappear 
I wish I could really steer away say I don’t care but 
Tbh I’ve been feeling fucked all day again 
I think I need a mirror 
To see myself the way you do perfectly clear 
I say that I’m self aware but I’m thinking that ain’t true
I don’t even think I’m near, only human don’t you shoot please 

Been a long road but it lead me to you 
All the pain and the strife still mud on my shoes 
That’s why sometimes I ain’t open to you 
Stay low stay quiet never smothering you 
I don’t wanna fold^ dirty clothes^ tellin the truth 
How we supposed to dance if our demons don’t too? 
I been stumbling in my mind baby can’t you tell? 
But was taught it ain’t your job to make me feel well so I just

Mirrors

Lyrics//


The wick is almost out, baby 
I need to get us out of here … 

Too much noise in my head but it’s not all nonsense 
Sometimes need time just to feel like I can straighten posture 
If you mine, tell me love can I clean your roster? 
Why they on your phone? Water been muddy by all the imposters 
I been a- 
I been a- 
I been away 
Not in the physical talking about I been in a daze 
Why is my biggest threat myself? Why am I in the way? 
Am I afraid again? 
I know it’s getting real late again 
Still don’t know how to go say
Mixed emotions, sweet and the sour, like lemonade again 
Idk how to relate again
Idk how to relate …

They still on your phone they still on your phone (….)

But every time I can’t get through you 
Baby take it back now 
Got a couple screws loose 
Don’t know where I’m at now  
But you flip my mood tho 
I promise it’s easy 
You say that you love me but I know that you don’t need me 
Know Im seeing thru you 
I know it’s yellow baby but I’m feeling blue 
I know it’s yellow baby but I’m feeling blue

Been Away

She a 10, but my pockets ain’t for change tho
Cuz I’ve changed tho 
She ain’t got no halo 
With this pen
Only time I’m never shameful hm 
I don’t save hoes 
None of them ever been faithful hm
To themselves 
All they worry bout is them angles
Post for the IG…


Back on my shit 
Can’t lie on this bitch 
One time in this bitch know me 
I cannot waive on a hoe 
If she wanna let me go 
Ima go and still have my peace 
They don’t wanna bite my flow 
Energy let it fold 
But my shit inspire these peeps 
Yeah she caught a glimpse know my mind ain’t cheap
Could really give a fuck if you follow me 

Follow me, won’t you tell me stories ones that show your principles?
I love the morals baby show me something spiritual 
If you hate deep, don’t waste your time cuz I need miracles 
Needa stop runnin Forrest something I ain’t did before 

Moving too fast 
The weight is all in my knees 
See by now I’d go crash 
The hell you doing to me? 
I thought I had it all 
I thought I had it in control 
I thought I had it all 
Even now don’t wanna let you go

Loose Change Demo

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