prod switch & guala beats 
lyrics:
this shit is hard i cant get rid of my past
this shit is harder i cant turn to the ash
but ill be gone when im 18
daydream
fuck you if you hate me 
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
whyd you gotta break my heart? oh no no
i dont wanna save it
take my pride away from me love
i came from above 
and i just wanna see what ur made of
so whyd you gotta hurt me so bad
i dont understand 
thought we had a plan but you dont want me as your man
*mindless fucking stuttering i dont feel like typing out*
so tell me what your afraid of 
i aint ever found that out
no 
wait i know what your afraid of
its a fucking word
hoe
i know
all your dirty little secrets
i know

spotify

past

might add lyrics here later probably not love u

bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

SPOTIFY

let me talk ft. reef (simon m)

THANK YOU ALL FOR 400 FOLLOWERS I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU<3

pic u up (iann+monaco)

nerd (ft. Synk!) (p. Cxmo!)

me n skress project v soon!
@skress

Lyrics:

[ay shoutout skress fr haha]

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

When I first saw your face
I swear I fall in love again
I burn inside
Won't tell you why
Until I meet my end
Im crying out
Lend me you hand
Im tired of suspense
I put a wall around my thoughts 
Cause' thats just my defense

You change the way you are
Don't like how I been acting
You argue every night
Say shit for a reaction
She want the glamour
Want the money
and the camera, action
I make the bag do fuckin' flips baby like Riley Lavin

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

I need help 
Baby runnin' outta options
Got some money 
Old friends keep flockin'
Set path and im stuck
Bitch Im locked in
I put posion in my lungs
Smokin' toxins
Bitch I'm posted in the fuction
And I'm nauseous 
They moving weird so I gotta stay cautious
Hit up Chach
When I touch down Austin
Look around and I don't feel concious

Braclet, Cartier
Blank look on my face
I feel outta place 
I don't wanna wait
Try to pave my way
I don't feel safe
Is it all too late?
So much shit I wanna say
I cannot relay
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait

I can't get you up out my head
my thoughts are tied are tied to you
I count my breaths 
My world is falling
Don't know what to do
I see your face
I hide my hurt
Cause' I can't face the truth
You're overwhelmed
And you feel stuck 
So I won't make you choose

ifeeldisoriented (prod. skress)

to all my friends from my hometown
to all my music friends
to neilaworld
to all my fans
i love you all so much

all the things i wanted to say to my highschool and music friends

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

Ericdoa x Glaive - 2008/2009

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